When dawn I was looking for your arms, I couldn't feel your body in mine, and I couldn't even scare myself. Looking everywhere, and I can't find him and I run up and when I get to the room he was already at the coffee table ready to go.

"What a fright! I hug you on the back and kiss your face and give you a smell. "All right, my love?

"Come and have some coffee and let's go. He was distant did not open his beautiful smile and was coming out he held my hand. "I'm already missing you.

I just smiled wasn't like before completely changed I just went out and got ready for breakfast next to it maybe it would be the last one together. It was our last time I would remember our mornings and our nights together. He was quiet and distant barely had his coffee and didn't say why.

" Is everything okay, Max?

Yes, I’m sorry. He left the cup and went to the window. "Who is Gabriel?

What was Gabriel like, so he already knew about him. I looked at him, with a dry mouth, i feel my stomach roll over with everything I ate and got up.

"He's just a customer. I turn around and I can't look again yet without understanding. "It doesn't mean anything to me.

" Customer? He closes his eyes and sees that he was nervous. "Don't you want to talk about him? So, it meant yes.

"Max please, I'm not going to fight you over some bastard. Do you think it's necessary to talk about him today?

"I think how I want to talk and now. He walked from side to side,

"But I don't want to talk about him. And there's one more thing and my past. I just take the bag and stand in front of you. "I'm ready to leave.

That's not how I wanted to end the trip with suspicion, I wanted to feel it in my body and be loved as last night. But I see he wanted to fight maybe it was easier to say goodbye without guilt.

"I'll know the truth, I want you to tell me and not someone else. He holds my arm. " Fucking Mia.

"Then wait for the moment I’m ready to talk about my past. I'll pick up the phone and look it was almost 10:00 in the morning. "From what I see, you know too much about him. Let's go and enough of this conversation.

Even though he didn't like it, he had no way out. But knowing Max, he already had Gabriel's file and what he wanted to hear from me. We left reality back he held me by the waist and kissed me. He was sad and barely spoke on the trip, I knew he wanted answers and I attitudes. I didn't talk about my life with him like that and I left him in his world, I knew it was being difficult for both of us and that day a lot of things were going to change, and we were going to make decisions in our lives that would be forever.

"I hate to feel insecure.

He pulled me hard into his body and kissed me and holding my hair and smelled me his breath was failing, and his body was shaking, and he was upset by the farewell and his mouth filled me with kisses and he whispered in my mouth.

"Max! No strength.

We were devastated to have to split up, we don't know how it's going to look. He was suspicious of everything and every time I looked at the phone, I saw the expression of his face. I was embarrassed to ask what happened to the decision to end the marriage.

" I hate goodbye Mia!

"I don't like it either. But I know you'll be happy in your new life.

"I won't be able to continue with the wedding Mia. I just need time to sort out a few things and I'll be back.

We arrived at the door of my house, we seemed to be at a wake, we were silent without subject and both with fears and sadness took over the environment. Romeo took my bags and I squealed on his side.

He was devastated, he put his hand on his face, he wiped his eyes, and I was already crying, both shattered at having to split up there. Maybe he was afraid he couldn't end it all. I didn't have the courage to charge anything, I take a deep breath and pull it for a kiss I needed to feel your hands for the last time. My mouth looked for his and I let our lips touch, the breath got mixed and he pulled my hair and biting my lips. I let him go with kisses on his lips.

"Max! Thank you for loving me, these days were the best of my life. I breathe and try to get out of your arms, it was hard to say goodbye. "I'm going to miss your sassy hands.

He hugged me and his smell stuck to me, and his hands shook me I didn't want to leave I wanted him just for me my will was screaming and hitting him. And to say that I loved him and wanted him even though he was married, I was going to be his. But I just soothed and breathed passing my hand over my face.

"I will not bear to live without your smell, and my Mia, I promise you. It doesn't end here.

"Don't promise anything. Just show me with attitude.

"I come back, and it will be mine alone. I swear Mia. I gave one last seal in your mouth and got out of the car.

I could not hold back the tears and wept out the tears poured on my face and my legs were wobbly I went out and I didn't look back I couldn't let him go away I already loved him; I wanted him just for myself.

When I looked at the car, and there my love broke, and fate took him away from me. My hope that he was going to get out of that car and say he loved me just like I loved him. That we were going to be each other. And we were going to drop everything to be each other forever. That nothing he left, and I got the pain and the broken heart.

All the promises and dreams I lived with him in those days were the best. He gave me everything I've been looking for in years and I never have. Russo always tells me not to dream and don't expect your prince to save you from the night. Because there's no baby in this, and he's right.

Eu me pergunto por que ele entrou na minha vida e para quê? Talvez eu já tivesse a resposta. Eu ia continuar sem ele ou ia esperar que ele voltasse a andar a cavalo branco?

Como era difícil, eu não tinha forças para chorar e nem conseguia pensar em nada sozinho nele. Como posso querer um homem tão mal que ele está no meu há semanas.

"Eu preciso de você, amigo.

"Estarei aqui em cinco minutos e respirarei uma foda.

Quando ela veio estar comigo, ela me ajudou a passar por isso.

Nunca me apaixonei por ninguém por isso, vi meus amigos sofrendo por um homem, e nunca aceitei que sou submissa a ninguém, e hoje estou aqui apaixonada por um homem que conheci meses atrás.

Eu me sentia perdida e com medo de nunca mais vê-la novamente, mas eu sabia que seríamos um ou outro e então eu só tinha que resolver algo que me incomodava e me mantinha dormindo, cheguei em casa e me preparei para o grande dia de dizer "SIM ou NÃO". Minha grande amiga desapareceu e quando me deitei na minha cama bati no vazio e na tristeza de não estar com ela ao meu lado, peguei o telefone e sentei na banheira de hidromassagem e na tela tinha o nome e a foto dela sorrindo eu não poderia viver assim.

Eu preciso de você.