I arrived at the office and saw my life turned over I felt lost, had a lot of papers on the table to review and still had to dine with Dulce I sat facing the street and the was everything as I empty and color I drank a coffee and washed his face and Chris arrived excited and talking without to and I traveling on the trip I just looked,  him standing laughing.

" Friend gave to relax and make a good farewell?

" Fuck man, I'm more discouraged by something in my life has changed, and I'm just trying to find out which law I screwed up.

I was trying to find a solution to get out of this hitch I put on when I looked at the couch in my living room, I remembered she was there, I couldn't take it, I took a deep breath and I got up again and got another coffee. Nothing I had to do is helping me forget what I lived with her, and I confess that I was dying to miss her.

"Today you're at the coffee friend, I can help you solve the laws. And I'll tell you Dulce is sweet happy only talks about the wedding.

"Would she agree to cancel the wedding?

-Are you crazy? He came up to my desk and pulled me by the arm and looked like my father. " Need this marriage forgot the contract?

"My God, I won't be able to continue in this game.

"You need to remember that your family needs this union, and she loves you.

I stayed away and thought about her the time my will was to run after her and say I would give up everything to be with her, but I couldn't have to be responsible.

What the fuck have I done with my life?

I ruined my life with this woman, I was sordidly involved with her. My dating with Dulce is since college, and we have a tune we spend holidays and family parties together. My family had been friends with her for years and they had a business arrangement. I look at the table and I see picture frame with our engagement photo and ended up lying on the table, I couldn't stand remorse.

" Forgive me dear was greater than

I. She came in so fast I didn't even see her, and she'd already sat on my lap, kissing me. " Dulce?

Dulce arrived, she was beautiful and happy I barely breathed and she and Chris talked nonstop and seemed like childhood friends of so much intimacy I sat down and watched the chat of friends and traveled for a moment. She sat on my lap and kissed me and talked nonstop, and I thought about the other one that ruined my life.

"I can see that you've worked this trip, it's terrible, my love. She ran her hand over my hair. "I'm sorry that after we're married, you're going to work less.

"Yes, dear.

I try to breathe and see her so happy with the wedding, and for years we've made plans for a lifetime together. I've never cheated on Dulce in these five years of relationship, I've always been faithful to her. And out of nowhere she appeared in my life and turned my head, I was feeling guilty.

"It smells different, my love. She kissed my neck and smelled my hair—Did she change the perfume?

"No darling must be the shampoo of the hotel, I forgot to take mine. Chris just looked at me and laughed.

"We're late for dinner.

We went out to dinner and talked about the last moments for the wedding I barely spoke, and she knew that I was no longer to even this trip changed my life.

"Tonight it will be just you and me, so take care of me and I pulled her for a kiss she deserved all my affection was a great woman, and I was feeling dirty. "Forgive me, dear for not being the best man for you.

"My love, I love you so, tough and delicious.

"Forgive me.

"Always, my love, I will forgive you for being so responsible and hardworking.

She made me feel worse because I was the best man in the world for her and barely knew I was having sex with someone else and completely involved.

"Are you far away, all well-dear?

- yes, I'm just really tired of the weekend full of meetings.

"Let's go home, I want to sleep glued to you since we will only have sex on the honeymoon.

Eu concordei e quando estávamos saindo do restaurante eu olhei, e ela estava entrando com sua amiga ela sorriu, e seus cabelos tremeram, e meu coração tremeu e me atingiu uma felicidade que eu não conseguia explicar. Meu desejo era beijá-la e dizer o quanto eu já estava sentindo falta dela. Eu estava longe, e o corpo estava lá como um e parecia uma adolescente apaixonada pela primeira vez quando a vi na minha frente. Que mundo pequeno é este.

Aquele encontro foi casual ou proposital, ela sabia que eu estava lá e queria me surpreender e me mostrar que eu estava errado em pedi-la em casamento? Meus olhos se fundiram nos dela e eu me senti arrebatador por ela e seu cheiro maravilhoso que eu não conseguia respirar, e me sinto dominado por ela. Voltei para o mundo real quando Dulce segurou minha mão, e ela olhou nos meus olhos e abaixou a cabeça e entrou no restaurante, e eu me perdi na frente sem saber o que fazer e como reagir.

Max, vamos pegar o carro aqui.

Entrei no carro, mas meus pensamentos estavam naquele maldito restaurante com ela e querendo-a. Meu corpo pertencia a ela; ela ficou ainda mais bonita como ela pode apenas algumas horas sente muita falta dela.

"Não aguento. Eu paro o carro na estrada e Dulce assusta e segura minha mão e aperta – eu acho que é melhor acabar com isso, eu não posso Dulce. Não posso continuar.

"Calma, meu amor. Ela apertou minha mão e eu tentei dizer a ela que queria desistir do casamento que eu não queria mais me casar – é a pressão do casamento, mas respira e nada como uma noite de sono.

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