You Are My Sunshine

To live is to die.

To love is to leave.

To choose is to regret.

To resent is to revenge.

Nothing comes good from anything bad. Nothing bad happens when you choose good.

Anything good benefits well. Anything bad benefits evilly.

Everything attained ludicrously is everything you would lose insanely.

Everything attained through kindness is everything you will attain advantageously.

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They say that love is part of fate. They say that heartbreak is a part of fate.

Is it my fate to lose her?

Is it my fate to lose myself?

All I wanted was to love her, was to be with her until death claims us.

I never wished for death to claim us both.

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"This is Cody Robinson. If you could hear me, please listen to me.

Please do not do anything to save me. I chose this.

Never has regret come across my mind nor my soul.

I was longing for her, only for her.

This longing has eventually drove me crazy enough to choose to die in flames than to live in coldness and darkness without her.

The moment my eyes met hers, I do believe that she is a ray of hope in human form.

The moment my hope died out, I lost sanity.

All I wanted was to take myself away from here.

Do not save me, please."

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"I never wished for you to live anything and everything behind. I am your love. You are my love.

I am your sunshine as you are mine.

I am your joy and hope as you are my strength and faith.

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I never intended for you to choose me over her.

My anger and resentment brought me to this drastic plan. Please forgive me.

Maybe until now you are still questioning that night.

To be honest, I am really sorry. Please forgive me even if what I did was unforgivable."

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"You are my sunshine, my only sunshine.

You make me happy when skies are gray.

You'll never know, dear, how much I love you.

Please don't take my sunshine away."

I stayed. She left.

I loved. She hated.

I believed. She lied.

I lived. She died.

"I am your sunshine, your only sunshine.

I make you happy when skies are gray.

You'll never know, dear, how much I love you.

Sorry, I'm saying goodbye."

She died, and so I did.

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A/N's Note:

This is my first time to write in SofaNovel so I am not really expecting much recognition, but I just want to tell you all that I have been nervous and scared while I was writing this because I may fail to satisfy a reader's expectation. I am just a simple writer with wild dreams and imagination so I think that it will be just normal if my plot is not that great. Aside from that, please bear with my grammar because English is not my first language. Thank you for reading this. Please prepare a box of tissue.

PS: There are scenes that contain trigger warning. Read at your own risk.

-ParkJimiae