Most Sincere Wish is Dark

Jessica was carried by Seth lovingly down the three level floors.

Jessica can barely walk now if she really wants to but Seth insists that she should not force herself and still carries her.

Looking at her and Seth. The anger in Jessica's sister, Queenie, is so obvious.

Olga grabs her hand to remind her why they are here right now.

Jessica's long hair is not tied and it just flows and waves as she is being carried down.

She is more beautiful now.

Her pale complexion makes her look like she is a bit sickly.

After living with Seth, everything she eats and all the things she used are all top class. You can tell how much improvement it was to her originally already beautiful face.

"Sister!" Queenie called hurriedly.

The guards didn't let her come near.

Jessica trembles a bit holding Seth even tighter.

"Sister, what is wrong with you? Don't you recognize me and Mom? We are so worried sick for you but you refused to meet us?" Queenie starts crying. "We even thought you got kidnapped!"

The word kidnapped made Jessica even more scared. She hugs Seth and hides her face to his neck.

"Jessica…" Seth softly rubs her hair.

"What? Sister! Talk to us!"

"Jessica, my daughter," Olga pulls Queenie back.

"Sweet pie, this is Mommy, are you refusing to see me too?"

Jessica tears up.

"Shut...Shut up! Shut up! You are not my mother!"

"Jessica! I am your mother!"

Jessica looks at her.

Her face full of tears

"Then why did you sell me? Why did you sell me out?! If not for Seth! If not! They will bring me to a Club! They'll sell my body!" She said angrily, mixed with sadness and pain.

Everything she's been through.

Seth holds her tightly.

Coaxing her to calm down.

"It's your debt! Why am I the payment of your debt?"

"That….I don't know what you heard but It's not true! Baby, it's not. Mommy loves you."

Jessica sneers.

"Love me. I am just a mistake of your first love. Your only daughter is Queenie! If so, let her pay for your debt!"

"Jessica!" Olga shouted.

Jessica hugs Seth.

"Seth owns me now! I don't care about you anymore. If you can throw me away like that….I can also do the same!"

"This. " the two police officers didn't come here to hear a family's drama.

They stood up and dragged the two women.

"We came here to check if your relative is really being held captive but we already see that she is not so you two can rest assured. We will not take too much of your time Sir Vastian. We will be going now."

Seth nods.

"Wait! Baby, are you really going to let your Mother die? Your Sister? Jessica!"

Jessica refused to look at them.

Seth looks at Aeron.

"Send them on their way out." He said and walked to the stairs still carrying Jessica.

Her hands are gripping his back so tightly.

***

After putting her down on the bed, Seth stretched and rotated his shoulder that felt the burden of carrying Jessica for a long time.

He can't bear to put her down on the sofa. What if her two relatives jump on her?

Jessica wipes her eyes and she looks sadly at Seth.

"Do you...Do you think I am cruel?" She asks timidly.

Seth sits facing her. He holds her hand.

"I don't think you are cruel."

"Really? Even though I didn't listen to my mother and ignored her?"

Seth rubs her cheek.

Then he rubs her lips.

"You do know what it means right? When I kissed you?"

Jessica blushes and shyly nods.

"So….I will not only be Seth's pet….I'll also warm Seth's bed…?"

Seth smiles.

"I don't care what you want to do regarding your mother and sister. But I will support you. If you want to tell me anything. Just tell me and don't get scared every time. I am here for you."

Jessica smiles.

"Okay."

She never thought someone like Seth would be interested in someone like her.

Her heart is trembling.

"Seth…..If you find someone you love….and you think I will be a hindrance.. Can I ask you to tell me? I will not make it hard. I just want to live abroad if possible?"

Seth raised a brow.

"Are you telling me you plan to leave me? You promise to stay with me!" He said , angrily.

"No.no. but I heard...Seth has someone he loves…...So….." Jessica doesn't like how Seth looks really mad at her.

She felt upset and she looked down.

"I am in love with someone? Who told you about this stupid thing?"

Jessica looks up.

"I heard it in the news. They said she is a talented person."

Seth caught her chin and kissed her lips.

"Never. Say anything about leaving me again." -this is what you promise me. You can never leave me.

Jessica's eyes sparkles.

"Like I said, I don't plan to." She said and wrapped her arms around his neck voluntarily kissing his lips.

The kiss deepens as they share their first night together.

It was different.

The feeling and the touch didn't disgust Jessica. Instead, she felt that Seth was being careful with her. Caring for her.

It was a pleasant experience. Something she never felt before from 100 men she had s*x with before.

Tears can't help falling her eyes as she hugs Seth.

"What's wrong? Is it painful?" He asks carefully. He removes the hair covering her face and grabs her cheeks.

"I… never thought s*x could be felt this way. I….I am so happy. To finally understand…".

Seth frowns and rubs her head.

"Silly, what are you talking about?"

"Seth, is it fine….for me to feel this way?"

"Of course. I gave you the right to stay by my side. You will have all the right to be happy."

Jessica giggles.

She wipes her tears and touches Seth's cheeks.

"I hope you will never see that woman again. I hope you fall in love with me."

Seth smiles and kisses her hands.

"Just lay down. We will continue after a brief rest. Then you can tell that to me again."

Jessica blushes.

"Seth, did I….is my body good enough for you?"

Seth blinks. Then he grins.

"Yes."

"Oh." Jessica smiles.

"I see. I'm glad."

Jessica knows that she is very lucky that Seth is with her.

And he is gentle and kind.

He didn't treat her badly and not just see her as a s*x tool.

She lay on his chest listening to his heart beat.

"I hope you will never be able to be happy without me." She murmurs.

It's her wish.

A very dark and deep wish.

Seth grins listening to her murmur.

He doesn't feel sick or angry about her dark wish.

On the contrary, he likes it.

He too has a wish.

But it's darker than her wish.

"I wish you will die without me."

-If you will not be able to live without me. I will always be your top priority.

You will always stick with me and you will never ever think of leaving me.

This is what you owe me.

The promise of forever.

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