36, the great college entrance examination began, morning Chinese, afternoon geography, test more smooth, is also easy. Pinyin 3 points, to see the faucet, qin bin, ji people own day phase. Tonight, I slept very well.

Today I took the math test and English test. I didn’t do one and a half math questions, but neither did others. Good English, god help me! Terrible sentence pattern change, collocation did not test, but the reading comprehension accounted for 30 points, good!

38, so the great college entrance examination passed, test history, politics, quite smooth.

39, fu teacher photocopy award certificate, in order to send to nanda, really thank him. I rewrote the summary at teacher fu’s place, he wrote me to copy, it was really hard for him. After teacher ji to come again, wrote class teacher opinion, very good.

Ding zhuoran, full of sweat, told me: “I know your score, tell you 532”, I immediately happy, mouth smile, he was to see xu rui, xu rui told him that the letter, said enough southern university, do not need to recommend, the whole dormitory was talking about me.

I’m so happy. Is this the beginning of the dream-filled, fantastic university?

I found sun mei and zheng renxiang sitting together. Originally seen in student id, dressed in a black suit, hair is flow line, just to the shoulder, differentiating, quite handsome nose, mouth sleep, smile not to show, eyes full of dreams like looking, can not help but heart. Also paid special attention to her. Today, I was wearing a yellow shirt with black stripes on it. I was wearing white pants with blue sky. I was sitting there with the same hair. My heart immediately to her body, or the youngest member of shandong writers association yun yun.

Dai weiyang said that I learned the news agency reporter, jiang suping also language, just know is the school issued the notice, evening saw, really learned the news agency reporter, very happy, lucky, too good.

In the morning class, sitting behind sun mei, very satisfied.

I’m on duty on Friday. See sun mei again, she goes to student union. I suddenly had the desire to write everything out, creating cells all over my body.

In the morning in the introduction to linguistics, I looked for the rose, but I did not find it for a long time. I saw a streamer, but I wore a green doublet. Don’t think good look, a burst of heart swing.

47, evening class, sit in front of the two girls very looks unfamiliar, and find the rose, face more closely, he heard two other “students”, “students”, from behind, is the woman’s voice, and turned a look, and the wear glasses and looked at me, then I look back, she borrowed from me to textbooks, without thinking, I gave her flattered, they both say “thank you”, I said “never mind”, then the teacher ask: the Japanese students to have no, see the girl raised his hand, so, I was very happy, real feeling that the Japanese girl is very beautiful.

After class, I looked back, the girl understood, gave me the book and said thank you, after I was clever, gave them the book, said: “you have no book, I give you.” That Japanese girl say: “I have, teacher give, thank you.” How sweet!

I was so moved by her writing that I also wrote farewell to my hometown. I put “college student” in it. Love her, but I have nothing? The rose!

Write to wang beiyu and guan hong to express loneliness in heart and seek comfort, because the heart longs for the admiration of the opposite sex and cannot extricate itself from the cloud.

50, after coming back, I received a letter from zhao tingxi, saying that love was not worth having. Liu hui had prince charming, and xu qian had been three or four years. Only kong - hui said that should write a letter cloud, I feel a little guilty. Oh, I’m so confused.

51, remember the first meeting, deng jin said: “did you write short frequency fast summer vacation?” I say yes. “Somebody wants you to go to the little pavilion in front of eight shacks,” said yun, thinking of that, I. Deng jin, deng jin!

In the afternoon, ROSE was sitting in front of me in the “philosophy” class. As I looked at her and read a dream of the red chamber, she looked up, her hair like a waterfall of silver thread was on my desk.

She turned her head away, and her white, lustrous face, that was the face of water, came out, and made me drunk. I found her teeth were a little bit dark, but I had a feeling that her black teeth were beautiful. That figure, that situation, is very soft and pretty. ROSE, ROSE, I love you! I had an idea. I pulled out my hair, put it in the pen, and touched her thick hair, as if I had kissed her.

53, issued, seven 95 points in me, said I “picture master.”

So I cried out, “hong xin,” embarrassed, she said she could not recognize me, I also yun, she is indeed more beautiful than before, more beautiful.

55, zheng renxiang took deng jin’s hand to show me, there are small pieces of skin black, deng jin laughed it.

A good look ROSE, a study, really very beautiful, and absolutely a movement, a frequent smile, silence sorrow, mouth smile, all touching, like a deep clean water.

Evening and dai went to the reading room (newspaper), and xiao xing was there.

57, ROSE sat in front of me, I think she is very beautiful, suddenly I catch the table with the hand, she leaning back, hair, the soft soft yarn, the cloud fog type soft, soft in the dream, in my hand across, makes my heart medium wave, so a few times, meet the pole, one of my hairs or unplug the brush her hair like clouds and fogs, satisfied, and in the future, the beauty of the first love, in the future.

I received a letter from hu cheng. He said that I could get along with others with advantages, such as being favored by teachers, being envied by classmates, and being favored by women. All the past is wrong, but it is good to be past. My past, everything really past, how is also lovely.

Tonight, everyone abreact again, big sing its song, lead to go upstairs drink to finish, Lin yuehen say me “wayward”, be so?

60. When talking about my heart, I said, “after all, people are selfish.” One is material, one is spiritual “comfort”.

In the evening, Lin yuehen took some “diary of a girl” and showed it to several of us. It was the first time I had seen such a thing. I was curious and fascinated.

62. In the noon writing class, dong qin said that she thought she was a girl and got 90 points.

63. At the meeting of xuetong society, I was appointed as a reporter in the library department, and the press card was changed to be a regular reporter. I will submit a press release every week. Went to the reading room again.

Modern Chinese teacher Mr. Jiang asked a question. -- -- -- -- -- to make my heart is full of poetic -- -- -- -- -- - let du from dividing the phrase level, she rowed, make my heart - (my heart), and Chiang asked two classmates to go, is in favor of, say again “the class represents?“, I don’t know what mood stood up, a little happy, also fear, because of the different perspective, and would like to ask will wrong, was rejected, puts forward - I - (I) in the heart is full of -- -- -- -- -- -- --, Jiang Yun approve of me, I was very happy. ROSE has been seeing ME, HE SEE HER, SHE STOPS. I’m so happy.

In the afternoon of the writing class, dong qin said that the minister should not criticize him too much, but ge yimin was the only one in the class. Dai weiyang said “ROSE SEE YOU”, and I was so happy.

It has been four days since we ate noodles and bread.

67, night went to see my girl’s party, I was the first good, cheers, eating melon seeds, conversation, were busy all night, dancing, smoking, and bottles and play the guitar, fireworks, then FengPing, huangshan to girl sang a song again, she read I said: “also do not know the name,” I said, “so sorry”, after wearing for the name, I said “long live GeYiMin”, she said remember, GeYiMin, she teach me to dance, step 14, said that I learn about, and teach the four steps to a few times to me, is so wonderful. After I say: “thanks fengping, fengping long live”, finally wait for dawn, she sing, I admire her many balloons, ah Lin finally invited her to jump, no, to me, but I did not invite, finally I throat hoarse, big show.

I was very happy to receive xu qian’s letter in the evening. She said she was glad to receive my postcard, and was angry that I did not send her a letter, and asked about the university march. She is the most beautiful one of my classmates. She is the most ideal candidate. She could write to me. At night, I lit a cigarette and went back to the second year of high school. When I looked out of the window, I saw the buildings with thick boughs and buildings. The light was a little bit too beautiful. Did I really fall in love for the first time, too happy, “heart itch a little bit not connect to pull”. Long sleepless.

69, noon to xu qian to seal three long letters, said the college students democratic movement, do not reply to the reasons, the brilliant university life, I want to change, quoted Rousseau, very sentimental, waiting for her to reply.

I received a long letter from wang qunxin in the evening. Alas, xu qian and wang qun, the characters for whom I used to dream, will also write to me, but how will I treat them after the winter vacation? Zhang weimin took my message book to see, found a lot of girls to my dumping, at that time I was indifferent? Later? What did the old students say to me?

After dinner, she sat at Mr. Ji’s house and went to the dormitory. Lu saw a woman in a purple windbreaker and a velvet hat. Cannot see several eye, very natural and unrestrained float by. Later luo shouxi said that she called “ge yimin” three words, at that time I did not know.

I wrote three pieces of paper to xu qian. She and a girl (zhang qiaofeng) read the letter in the corridor in the early morning, laughing and saying, “Lao ge has written a letter.

Hongxin said she had made an appointment with xu qian to her house and asked me if I would go to her house. At that time, I commented on the matter, feeling in my heart, but I didn’t say anything in my mouth. I really wanted to go, but I shook my head twice.

Zhang qi is really lovely, small and petite, like a water lotus is too beautiful to flow. She had many things to say to me about the current regime, about the bureaucracy, about the Vietnam war, about her childhood, about her transformation.

75, mackay and a person, is a super, I’m thrilled, bian bian head, concentrate on waiting for her, after they came in, I say: “you eat”, they get something again and again, hong said grade to her house, I vaguely said bad days, xu qian always holds the mood to see me, they go after, I and Locke, also said that looking for horse, after xu qian, and I really was not the taste, she the purple pants, emanate charming brilliance, beauty, beauty, beauty. After see old finish, they walked, most is xu qian that one turn round of gentleness.