1, the sequence

I try to accomplish something, but in the face of an ordinary day, quietly dismissed, silent no trace.

Today, suddenly discover what, want a resolution one time. Can insist? Wipe your eyes.

“Keep the consecutive years,” I thought.

So I began to know.

2. Yesterday, I was ready to sleep, but I suddenly thought of Chen gang (xu qian), so I fell asleep. When I thought of the first time I met him, I liked to meet new friends. I saw him at first sight, his hair was a little long, and his ears were covered. The white face is round and square, without beard, white and red, with a beautiful nose and sky carving, with autumn in his eyes, and with fine eyebrows, very charming. From the side, you can see that he talks with full teeth, gorgeous and charming. Walking is free and easy. To see is to remember, to think is to be mad. He liked every move, every dress. The day knows night to think, I then cranks to think, does not sleep simply, altogether he but saves, the career develops together. Then again really shouldn’t, only deplored nothing.

3. When we were doing morning exercises, we just got in line. A tractor was climbing a small post, but several times it did not go up. So are the teachers.

4. This afternoon, the class will choose cadres. The teacher mentioned some temporary cadres and some students with good performance. So I was chosen in groups, and several were chosen in groups, and somebody mentioned me, and I blocked them, and they wouldn’t let me, and they wrote seven male students, and I said I should write a girl, and I took the paper, and crossed me out, and wrote a girl (seven), and they blamed me, and I thought, it would be a shame for a group to have me. I was surprised to find that three of the four groups had me, and all of them had me, except for the other four. Then, on a show of hands, 36 of the 41 in the class voted me second. Unexpectedly schoolmates can believe me, and discovers unexpectedly xu qian also raised me, a shock spirit, good satisfiedly. The teacher said again that the teacher had a good reaction to me. After class committee meeting, the head teacher said teachers response well. Later, Chen bin and I went back to the dormitory and met the head teacher. He called me and told me that the teacher had a good reaction in the past. Can I save it? I don’t know, I don’t even feel it!

Today is Sunday. I was listening to crosstalk in the morning when li hongtao called out. I looked at him, but I saw a man behind him. So I am a happy, then stepped forward, called the “mother”, her hand twist, empty, told me: “go away, give you buy clothes,” I will not, she said deliberately come, I will go with her, department store building, through the market, to the clothing store, she told me to pick, two women, a 30 years old, and a 20 years old or so, I’ll pick a pants, is blue and black, 11 piece of much money, I am very satisfied, the pants are popular. Bought later, she told me to buy a jacket, I just don’t, she is strong to pull, I don’t know what taste in the heart, said gratitude, not enough, she is my mother, so I will know is a mother’s love, s for me to pick a, too free, this a pocket, that a line, that is suitable for young people, I don’t like my mother told me to try them on, I will wear, she says the dignity. When I said no, again to choose, I have a crush on a bright yellow jacket, is a suit, and said, wear a waist, mother also feel accord, he paid the money, is 18, the way the mother also said to buy a watch for me, I said don’t hastily, know the time in school, she said I small uncle have a table, is the watch case is broken, I didn’t say anything, she said I play good, sweaters are made of sprouting, very thick. I say National Day go back, arrive the dormitory a short while, she then walk, I saw her off to the station, after buying ticket to the station, I walk, once walk out of the door, she chase up again, tell me to want to study earnestly, also pay attention to the body, I one promise, then walk.

Mother came, with thirty dollars and love for me, mother left, a son’s clothes and love, what can I give mother? Grateful? Nonsense! Is she my mother? Yes, what reward? Grow up and make money? Of course it’s necessary, but it’s too cheesy. Can a mother’s love be measured in money? So I thought about learning, right! I want people to know my family and my mother. Mother, do you know?

Today, the school pack film “undersea catch the enemy”, the same film “comrade, you must be vigilant”, after watching, I was very surprised, do not want to peaceful motherland still have so many enemies, and for some Chinese people in the Chinese soil for foreign (Soviet) agents, information and regret. Are they just for the money? I do not know that I admire the people’s liberation army, the people’s liberation army, militia, I would like to say: “I thank you ah!”

7, tonight, fill out the study on the date of birth, I remember I was for more than 1969 New Year’s day, instead of the Spring Festival (born December 14), should also be born in 1969, according to the Gregorian calendar), but I used the lunar calendar, was born in 1968, I changed, the small is one year old, into a 16 years old (a monkey, nominal age), and a monkey should be seventeen years old. I was seven when I went to school. My grandma told me that the day I was born was the coldest day of the year. It was 12 degrees below zero. Before she went to bed, her grandmother thought, “don’t have a baby tonight,” but soon my father called to her. “The coldest time of the year,” I remember forever.

I suddenly realized what I was missing.

9, this afternoon, the school open a school party, by the secretary yao’s speech, the topic will be “completely denying the great cultural revolution”, his speech is divided into two parts, first talk about the cultural revolution is going on and its harm, “this is launched by leadership (MAO) errors, used by Lin biao, jiang qing, two counter-revolutionary group, has caused a serious loss to the party, country and people of a catastrophe,” he also cited the example of eating big-pot roce, I am very familiar with production team to work, man is a day, women’s eight points and can work 6 or 7 points. He said that one month after the death of chairman MAO zedong, the “gang of four” was shattered, but what if chairman MAO died? Unthinkable, man?

10, I to BiQingYuan for a little bit of soap powder, washing the clothes, beside the water cleaning, xu qian and a companion to wash your hands, my heart a mess, hurriedly out dirty water in the basin, one after the water, her companions began to wash, one on this side, I ran into the water, pick up a little and get out of the way, xu qian to wash, I think she had just come to say: “oh, so many people,” alas, the heart of the people, heaven knows?

11. On the way to the drugstore, suddenly I saw wang qun at the corner of the road. She and a girl were eating big cakes and talking and laughing as they came towards me. I glanced at her and saw a smile. She did not seem to see me, perhaps on purpose. What am I? Rare. Wang qun, on the street, I am alone.

Grandma whispered, “Taiwan has money again. One hundred dollars is equivalent to two hundred and sixty yuan. The letter has not come yet.”

13, see zheng renxiang in say, I then asked a sentence what, she said when to hand in the fee, I say: “casually,” suddenly found xu qian in the back, hand on back, a burst of joy. Zheng renxiang then said to the companion, still did not leave, I then did not know where to come of cleverness, gave her the summary table, they naturally rejoice, I specially note xu qian very proud to turn over, I am extremely satisfied.

After a while, I couldn’t figure out how to know. Anyway, looking up, xu qian stood at the desk with her hands free and easy in the pocket of her coat. I listened, and remembered, and watched her as she spoke without stopping. I glanced carefully, and saw her laughing. And “middle school English”, then back to seat. She said one year, one companion said “one year”, she said: “I want to order one year”, I was very appreciative, and another moment she ordered for one companion, I can not help but wonder. But enough is enough.

When I opened my writing, xu qian stood behind me, as if with a pair of eyes watching, and I did everything very quietly. Suddenly she said when to pay money, I dare to busy say “as you like”, still that sentence, but “then” change to “you”, gather hot. Came up to me a lesson, teacher fei, I handed him a genre, the concept of sheep on the hill. < the fire yuanmingyuan > “, by the yuan zhang yanghao, watched and watched him out, goes forward to talking to Zheng Renxiang, xu qian and He Xianmei then look at the paper, see a super hands take reading, my in the mind have a kind of inarticulate meet immediately.

In my algebra class in the morning, teacher mei made a mistake in her homework. She said that only one person in the two classes got it right, and that in our class (the liberal arts class), I did the right thing, but I didn’t feel anything. After seeming to hear to say that I did right, listen to be my name, but again not certain, I at this time think, class whether hear clearly is me, still have xu qian.

At noon, I went back to the classroom to watch my legend of China and foreign countries. When xu qian came to the classroom, wearing a dark red sweater, I felt very uncomfortable. Perhaps it is not a bad thing, but perhaps it is not, I thought, and I thought of the novel.

17, I have a new view of life, also changed to xu qian, I think now no matter, can not think simple, study well, the future... The dinning hall meets xu qian suddenly, felt suddenly, the appearance is not also, is the talent and the disposition originally, alas! Xu qian ye, non ye?

18. After Posting “stream”, I found the words “editor of this magazine liu hui, ge yimin, qian xiaoyu (art worker)“.

19, I think of the summer vacation in the third year of junior high school, my brother said to my parents that I must not take the ntu Chinese department, but my father asked me to fight, when Ming lung, in fact, what can not be taken down? I still trust myself.

20. In chemistry class, when doing experiments, the teacher found that there was no distilled water, so he nodded his head to me, so some students looked at me, xu qian! As I walked, I thought about what I should take. When I got to the platform, I took a test tube and quickly went to fetch water. After a while, I came back to my teacher.

Today, when I went upstairs, I suddenly met xu qian at the entrance of the stairs. However, I felt a rush in my heart and dared to rush upstairs. When I came to the classroom, I found she was reciting.

When I woke up in the morning, I had a vague dream that every country in Europe belonged to me, either by contact or by capture. It was like the ground that I was being pushed around on a map like Hitler. It’s pathetic. I can’t stand it.

I feel good today. Just after class at noon to go outside, suddenly listen to a tone shout me, see is father, then run down, originally is send rice, arrived at the dormitory, he walked. On the way, I suddenly saw xu qian walking.

23. In the morning, she handed over her literary works to zheng renxiang, but later, she said she handed them in, but he (teacher fei) did not approve, so he said leave them to her. Later told wang feng, then went out to buy paper, and in the evening chose again to send to “Chinese newspaper” editor li wenru, self-study and copied at night to send, it will fly away with a piece of my hope.

Last night when we blew communism, I must have felt as bad as if I had done something wrong. But now I think it is a science, a religion, like Christianity, and capital is the bible. A man who has been born with no business should be aboveboard. Marx has never met. Why believe in him? I can say: do not believe in communism, just like saying do not believe in Christianity, but a fair word, but some people read the camel on the horse back, mouth and heart, should believe, do not believe, should not force.

I think we should believe in ourselves, and we should think that people should: 1, pursue the truth of heaven and earth, 2, innocence. We should stand on the basis of the present, the present as it is, and the society as it is. Sorrow!

25, xu qian went to see the blackboard again, because be close to me, then very doubt, alas, make oneself sentimental also. Ma wenxiang was surprised to find me beautiful and said that maybe he thought about beauty.

26, teacher zhang said Mr. Ji told me that I was nanjing university material, teachers have a few, the students looked at me, I pretended not to know, but in the heart very happy, I must live up to my teacher.

27, noon read the book “university. The mean”, feel very right, so a little faith. Before night self-study with a kid stroll, he said I was more handsome than before, old horse also cloud, its true however.

My class is going to yangzhou for a spring outing. I wonder why I can be loved by others. Why do the women want me to go? Self-indulgent also, way: otherwise. View its past: ju hong cheng, zheng bao, gao xianzhong, wang feng, Chen bin, bi qingyuan all can spit sincere also. Receive teacher’s reward repeatedly, oneself is incompetent also, yue: no. However, the early feelings in my heart are all one at a time: such as Chen LAN, wu tinghua, wang daoyin, ren Juan, wang guofang, li xiaoxia, wang qun, xu qian.

It is strange that they always say that yellow gladiolus and I are interesting, but I know nothing about it.

My mother said that when I was a child, Logan said I was better looking than my brother. My neighbor, mother huang Ming, said a man was better looking than me. Zheng fang said to my mother, “your elder brother is a city dweller.” It is not true that people wish to associate themselves with me.

In history class, teacher ji talked about ge yunfei dinghai resisting ying and said that his surname was the same as mine.

On Thursday this week, I began to study for the mid-term exam. When I went to class at noon, I met xu qian, who was in the middle of the class, with blue waves covering the shoulders, even in shape, long legs and slim waist.

In the afternoon the class opens the group discussion, comments the personal summary, may have no talk, my section give bi qingyuan and the girl girl, true scold dead he. Xu qian side language smile, unexpectedly do not know what to know.

Noon nap, not taste, recall the past, relatives, straight to cry, their own is what kind of people, learning?

34, today made a big joke, I wrote something:

“Miss deng lijun, a super world singer, was born on the 14th of the 12th month of the twelfth lunar month (or not, the solar calendar is January 28 anyway). When the people returned to the mainland, they turned to yi, the son of the same birthday. Yi laughed, and the people laughed, and they became Moorish.

Today, I could not sleep, thinking of the theme song “thank you” of blood doubt. What a tearful song.

In the evening, they told me about tang jinghua, who was admitted to the children’s class of nanda university. I was speechless.