ANWAAR's POV. . .

I don't know what's happening to me but I just can't erase Kydah out of my mind. Like seriously, I can't even look at my laptop at work. Why? Her face will always make it's way there, with a goofy smile when she's trying to play some pranks with her sister. But man, that smile is so beautiful. It makes me want to make her smile all the time.

I can't even concentrate in the office now, always cancelling meetings, thinking and smiling like love-sick teenager. Ugh, It's too much, so I ask her brother/my best friend for her number. After so many hours of teasing and mischievous smiles, he finally gave me so I called her just to greet her but I couldn't stop at that. I kept on calling her.

After that, we became friends, talking comfortably with each other, teasing, laughing and many more. Her voice when she calls my name makes my skin tingle. As cliche as it may sound but I feel it and her laughter, Maa shaa Allah.

I started sending her some flowers, teddies, chocolates, perfumes. I thought that's what girls like but man, she proved me wrong. At first, she'll accept but later on, she stopped accepting it even if I'll give it myself. She stood her ground and not even my silent treatment works after that. She can be very scary also, damn that woman is just amazing.

I'm even ready to be with her now and forever. I know this is stupid but I always find peace when I talk to her even if I'm stressed or tensed. It feels magical that someone's voice can make you sated. Everything about her is amazing and I don't want any of those things to kiss my eyes, I want to be the first person to unravel each and every habit of hers from now on.

I don't know whether she likes me not, maybe she's still looking at me as a brother or friend but I want more than that. I want her to be mine forever and always and that's only by getting married to me. I hate those dating stuff when we already want to be with each other, well I want to be with her. I don't want to date her, I want to marry her.

It's all new to me, I don't know what type of feelings are these but Adda Laila said its love, like seriously, this love really makes someone go crazy! I agree with the saying.

I can still remember our conversation and my reaction when I went to her house

"What's happening ne wai?" Adda Laila asked trepidation evident in her voice but she manage to look intimidating with a raised brow.

"Adda, wallah I don't know. I'm just having some weird feelings, it's enormous!" I sighed, opening up.

"Is it a girl?" she asked buoyantly, weirdo!

"Yeah."I said looking away

"How's this feeling?"

"It's just that I can't get her out of my fucking mind!" She glare at me when she heard the blasphemy but she didn't comment.

"You feel happy and peaceful when you're with her, heart beating madly at the mere sight of her, nervous sometimes," she said the corner of her lips curling up.

"Yeah"I answered mystified how she knew all that or is it our brother-sister bond or is it because we're very close? Well I don't know.

"How do you know all that?" I ask like I'm talking to my psychiatric doctor.

"That's how I feel when I'm with Mudassir, little bro." She grinned like a child.

Mudassir is her husband and they got married after just two months of meeting each other which looks weird to me but she said, she's more than happy with her decision.

"What's that feeling?" Yeah I want to know but I don't want to, I'm wary of this talking.

"Love!"she dropped the bomb I'm afraid of. If this is love, then it totally makes sense because it feels magical. "You're finally in love lil bro," she said squealing.

"What? Love?" I asked bewildered,I know my eyes looks like a saucer right now.

"Yep, whatchu afraid of?"

"It's not possible, I just met her five days ago"I said skeptically

"Maybe it's love at first sight"

"Who's the lucky girl"she asked smirking

"Muhseen's sister"I said sighing

"Kydah huh?" she asked while I nodded slightly.

"Oh my Allah! I can't wait to tell Ammi" she said jumping

"No please not now I don't even know if she'll accept me. I'm waiting till after the wedding you know"

"As you wish lil bro"she said pinching my cheeks

I know she'd know her since the Othman's and the Malik's are very close like a family. We visit each other regularly,but I've never got the chance to meet Kydah since she's always at school then before she graduated. Last time I saw her, she was around twelve or something and she knows I can't go straight and say I'm in love with their kid sister Mehr, she knows my taste.

I can't believe I'm in love with Kydah. It's just complicated. I hope she feels the same cause I can't take a rejection, I'll be wretched...

Even though I usually call her, send her some flowers, teddies, chocolates, perfumes etc etc as Adda Laila advised me to, I'm still wary that she wouldn't love me back or even like me and I hate that feeling.

I hope she'll fall for me or even like me. I'll wait and try my best to make her love me too, I hope it's easy though.

We only have one event for the wedding while the girls have two. Both Meenal and Deenar don't want any event so we have to ask Kydah to convince them before they agree after much persuasion as Kydah links to put it.

And today's the dinner. I just can't wait to see her. I've missed her so much. Her voice satisfy me but I can't wait to see her with my own eyes.

And a week after the wedding, I'm taking her on a date. I don't know how to break the news to her. I don't think I can take rejection. Dammit.

I want it to be a week after the wedding since I know she'd be stressed, cranky and weak so I want her to rest. Again a month after the wedding her other best friend is getting married. Thank God they only have one event which is Bridal shower. She won't be stressed nor tired.

I was really happy when she told me that she's single and she'd never been in a relationship! I want to be the first person and the last.

I just hope the date will go as planned...

"Hello!" Najwa said from the other line on the intercom.

"Come in!" I said ending the call, her voice annoy me to no end wallah.

"Where are those documents from the Draco's empire?" I asked as she close the door behind her.

"They're with Zahir, let me go get them," she said coming towards me instead of the door, I'll have to deal with her again.

"What now?" I spat with married eyes.

"You look stressed." she said battling her lashes seductively idiot.

"Leave!"I said abruptly

"I'm just... "I didn't let her finish her sentence as I drag her to the door. This woman will never mend her ways, obsession isn't love and she has to know that.

I actually don't know why I'm tensed. I think it's because of our date tonight! Ya Allah choose what is the best for us. Amin!

Aeeshatou🌚