Victory was shy and a bit strange when she was in high school. But I managed to get in her at a party where one of our classmates organized. That night, she and her friend Johnny were silent but trying their best to have fun with the guys and gals of our school who happen to be the populars. I am one of these popular gals that wanted to be close to Victory, but I don't know how. So I asked Jhonny for help and let him feel my boobs for 5 seconds. Well not a biggy since I know am a lesbian ever since and even in my mom's womb. Vic or Vicky what our classmates call her, is a sweet, cute and smart girl. She never talks much but when she does she always means well. I totally was in to her and I know I've always been in love with her. But I just can't admit it because she was a geek back then and I was popular as the head of the cheer leading squad and an a prestigious athlete in our small town and only province that had a wi-fi, though the old one where you need to look for a signal, haha. Well, she left a very huge impression on me that I couldn't f*ck up when I'm in front of her or look silly when I see her.

I am a popular girl alright but she is my inspiration, my light and my dream coming true now, that she's with me. I said bad stuff to her then when I knew already that I love her, I said that I was disgusted of her but in fact it's the opposite, I wanted her and desired for her, her innocence, her virginity, her smile, her heart and all. I really cried when I heard from Jhonny that she hit it off with Jamie, a cute girl in our block and has long black hair. Vicky, denied it but I know it's true for every time Jamie looks at her like going to melt or die in front of the former. I hated Jamie and wanted to strangle her. Hmm, I remembered how Vicky would sneak at the gym when our squad has cheerleading practice and when at our class room, staring at me since I am seated in front of her. I always try to check up on her why I look at my back all the time why I know she looks or stares at me or my body, maybe. I always wear my uniform short and tight, She always wears it simply but  cute, so cute I wanted to eat her.  Looking back at how we sort of played it bad like we are on a competition all the time saying who's smarter or who's more athletic or stronger. I always win on the athletic side and she always wins on the academic side.

Though didn't go far behind her on my studies for I needed to have high marks to stay in the squad. She always made  it and finish at the top of our class. She was the valedictorian in our class and that's so awesome. I was so happy for her for she deserved it. I can see she was smiling when I received an award for being the head cheerleader wining the cheerleading competition for our  three times in a row. She hated me when the night at the party I told her she was disgusting and I hated myself more than feeling embarrassed about it. I sore to myself that I'd make it up to her and this is the opportunity to do so. I just hope she already forgave me then and so we can start anew. I just hope she really accepted me and now would let me enter her heart, since she always has the tendency to close her heart when she's hurt. Why I know her well is because I've been with her observing her all the time. I wanted to make her happy and did a wrong move last time. So I want it to be perfect now and be able to reach her heartin time before she even closes it for good from anyone including me.

        Victory was sleeping soundly when she heard someone call her name and asked who the Lord is. She seemed unaware and thinking she's dreaming so she did 't care. She is lying beside Liz now and …. Who is Christ? Who is Christ?a voice saying the phrase again and again until I woke up.

                Who, is , who? Vic added waking up and curious why the voice asked her about Jesus. Liz woke up and tried to wake me too. Hey, Vic, Vic…what's wrong?

                I…ah, I, was dreaming or maybe not, someone is asking me about Christ? Who is Jesus to me? Vic said a bit scared. I never saw her this worried or afraid of something. She is breathing heavily and still in oblivion. Okay, maybe it's just a dream and it's nothing, I added comforting her and caressing her back. Well, this is a secret I haven't told you about me. I am sort of someone been asked to join a certain group which helps the world to be what it is now, Vic said explaining a little about what's happening to her. Okay, I have all ears since it's still a Sunday. Besides you're the Boss in the office and not coming to work isn't going to hurt you or the company.

So, I told Liz everything and she seemed to understand me. I asked  Sherrie to take care of my meetings and I will be signing documents or papers the next day. She agreed  and seemed happy I'm  taking a break. Liz asked to accompany me and we went to the beach near Beverly Hills, Palm Beach. There aren't people around since it's still early in the morning. But the sunrise is so beautiful, the heat is hitting me that I am really glad I agreed to take a break after all.