Everything feels hot, you feel the sweat dripping down your face but every time you wipe it away it comes back, you look around and you see everything on fire. Its another reminder of why we can only get brighter, you see that light you are trying to reach for it, you are succeeding and you are only a few miles away from it then it disappears. Everything is all blue, you can't drink, it feels like you are dying, but inside you are still alive, it's getting difficult to breathe. Your lungs start to give up and slowly you start to see those black dots again.

"I'm just a dream, it's not real." I said and woke up and grabbed my phone. I looked on Snapchat and saw that it was dry as fuck.

I then grabbed my earphones and started listening to music and closed my eyes again.

I woke up with my ears hurting and then I realized that my earphones were still in my ears.

Ouch, that's what I get for sleeping with them on in my ears.

I got ready for school and waited for Maren to come and pick me up.

"Hey girl." She said as I opened the door.

"Hey boo." I said and smiled at her.

"So you know like, Daniel is like having a little gathering at his place. Bitch, I want you to come too." She said.

"No." I said.

"Bruh do you want to die a virgin?" She asked and pulled out of my driveway.

"Yes, because I will know that I don't have any time of disease. So leave me alone." I said and we reached a traffic light.

"Please come with me." She said.

"No."

"I won't drive until you said yes." She said.

Sis, I can call your bluff. I rolled my eyes. The traffic light turned green and we stayed.

"Dude, drive. Stop blocking the road." I said as I heard other cars behind us beeping their horns.

"Say yes." She said.

"Fuck you, yes I will come." I said and then she started driving off.

"Thanks girl." She laughed and I cussed her out.

We reached school and the whole day was like a buzz, I don't even remember anything but now it was time to go home and to that stupid gathering.

"Let's go to your house and grab your clothes and we will get ready at mine." She said and I nodded my head and she started driving towards my house and when we arrive we both got out and went inside. We walked up towards my room and then my wardrobe. Maren started pulling out clothes because she was the one who loved dressing up and is all about makeup so I trusted her with picking out my outfit for the night.

After about ten minutes we then got my clothes and drove to her house. Her father was a successful businessman who did something that I can't remember and her mum had her own clothing company. She is rich.

We pulled up and went to her room but first, we greeted her mother and then went to her room

We pulled up and went to her room but first, we greeted her mother and then went to her room. I got into the shower first and then I shaved my body. I don't normally shave my legs but I don't know what made me do it today. I walked out of her room while holding my towel and then she pointed to her chair and I sat down on it. She started styling my hair and then she did my makeup and then I put my clothes on while she went and took a shower.

I started looking at myself in the mirror and damn I was fine

I started looking at myself in the mirror and damn I was fine.

If I had a dick I would so bang myself, coz sis. I'm to fine.

After a couple of minutes after Maren came out and was in a towel and she sat down and started working on herself and she didn't even take long. She was finally finished and she looked so fine that if I was gay I would so bang her.

"Bitch we look hot

"Bitch we look hot." I said when she finished doing her shoes up.

"Yes, we do sis. Now let's go." She said and grabbed her phone and her bag and we went downstairs and saw that it was 5 pm. Wow, I thought that we don't take forever to get ready but that's been proven wrong.

We got into her Range Rover and then she started driving. Where she lived the houses were so big and beautiful. Cardi B started playing.

"Look, my bitches all bad, my niggas all real

I ride on his dick, in some big tall heels

Big fat checks, big large bills." I connect my phone and she started laughing.

"So what club are we going to that made you want to make me hurry up?" I asked.

"Black Spade." She replied and I screamed.

"How the fuck did you get us in a place like that?"

"I have connections." I swear to fuck, this girl has more connections than our Prime Minister Scott Morrison.

How the fuck are we going to get in without us needing to show them any type of ID.

"Come on let's get this party started."

"Okurrrrr."

"Maren." The bouncer said and she rolled her eyes.

"Its Ren, asshole." He opened the gate for us to enter.

"THIS IS AMAZING." I yell over the loud music.

"YOU BET." We walked up to the bar and ordered a drink. I ordered a sex on the beach and Maren ordered a margarita. We downed our drinks fast and walked to that dance floor. We started dancing, with each other, guys tried to put their hands on us but we pushed them away. After two songs we went back to the bar and ordered another drink.

"I'M GOING TOILET, GO HAVE SO FUN." Maren walked off with her phone in her hand. I looked around the club, everyone was turned up, it was mostly black people and a hand full of white people so that wasn't bad.

One person caught my attention.

Ohhh, sex me now, you sexy thing.

We made eye contact and we held it, he took a swing at his beer and smirked at me and I smirked back. I flicked my hair behind my back and smiled. I slowly walked over to the dance floor and nodded for him to come and join me. He downed his drink and slowly made his way toward me. It was like the red sea, people were making way for him, girls tired to get his attention but he looked away and made his way towards me.

"Hey, sexy." He whispered in my ear and I shivered.

"Hey, handsome." I try to flirt and let me tell you something, this is not my shit. I don't normally flirt/razz but the sex on the beach did something to me.

"Let's dance." He said as Kream started to play. I turn around and start dancing, he pulls me closer so that I was dancing on his body.

I didn't mind I mean YOLO, right?

Lord Jesus, please forever me for I have just sinned.

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