Breathing is what keeps us alive, without it who knows where we would be, sometimes you get that feeling where you start to feel your lungs closing upon you and you are needing more air and your breaths are coming out as shorts pants, we get told to count to ten, but the thing is that we just need to breathe, breathe everything in and let it cool as down, let it takes over everything. Breathe.

"So what are we doing today?" I asked Maren as we walked down to house 9 which happened to be near the food room.

"I don't know, but it's an assembly timetable today so." She said and we walk into our business class and take our seats and we start talking and the teacher comes.

The day finished pretty fast and I was happy that I was finally going home to sleep, or maybe watch YouTube. I went to where Maren parked her car and waited for her to come. Today went so fast like a blur. This school captain shit is really hard. I didn't know I had to do so much work.

Yo bitch just wanted the badge nothing else.

But it's okay. After a couple of minutes later Maren finally came.

Took her long enough.

She unlocked the car and I got in and whipped out my phone and started looking at my Snapchat stories. Then I went on Instagram and the got bored.

"Want to get food?" Maren asked.

"What type of question is that?" I asked and we both laughed and she pulled up to McDonald's and I was like a child on a sugar rush.

"Bitch, you always know what the hell is good." I said and she parked the car and then we went inside.

Yeah, I hate the idea of ordering over the intercom because of its way too scary for me and what if someone gets my order wrong and I also like looking at the menu and know whats a deal. So y'all don't judge me.

After we got our food we at there, I got a double big mac. That shit is always the got. Y'all cant at me on this. Well actually at the writer.

I came home and I went up to my room and started watching YouTube on my laptop. I was watching Love After Lockup. This shit is too good.

Like you have to be nuts for you to marry someone who is in a prison and then starting a life with them. Like what if one of them hates you so much that they kill you. That scares me but this show is way too good.

I went done starts and saw that no one had cooked, of course, if my mum is not here we are going to die of starvation.

My sister is 19 and she still doesn't know how to cook. Sis burnt noodles for crying out loud.

I am going to feel sorry for the guy who is going to marry her.

"Light and easy." Was the only thing she said she was going to make him. She makes me laugh.

Looks like we aren't eating since I'm not cooking. I got changed into my pj's and went and brushed my teeth and went into bed. I got my phone charger out and started charging my phone and started watching popping pimple videos.

That shit is so cool and so satisfying like, how do people not have the urge to want to pop their pimples, every time I see a pimple on my head. You will find me standing in front of the mirror and popping that shit out.

I was getting sleepy so then I got off my phone and said my night prayers and fell asleep like a baby. Okay no I didn't actually because before I sleep, my brain loves to think of all the scary things.

Like one time I was about to sleep and bam, I was like 'what if there is a dead person in my wardrobe.'

'What if someone is standing over me with a knife.'

Like basically what I am trying to say is that I think of so many what-ifs before I sleep. I love to scare the shit out of me.

I finally fell asleep and then.

Darkness everyone is scared of it. It doesn't matter what age or what you look like but you are scared of it. Darkness lives with us forever, some might find the light to guide them throw that darkness other would be left in that without an escape, with the help, without even light, some learn to live with it, some find other ways to conquer it.

I woke up and got ready for school and my sister was dropping me off because Maren was running late because she didn't charge her phone and woke up 10 minutes ago. I got ready and did my daily morning school routine and then went and ate food and then my sister drove me to school. I had double English and it was boring because I hate English and to this day I don't even understand it. The bell finally rang and then it was time for recess and I was so happy I could finally eat.

"Hey, babe." Maren said and came and leaned up against the locker next to mine. And the guy under that locker came and he was holding his books patiently and I tried to pull Maren out of the way but she wasn't having it.

Can you imagine a year 11 bullying a year 7?

Classic, this girl needs to be beat by a bunch of year 7s to get her checked out.

"Move out of the way." I said and grabbed my recess and she finally did and I apologized to the little guy and he gave me a shy smile.

"Hey, bumass." I say looking at her with a smile and she rolled her eyes and I laughed.

"WE need to go to the canteen?" I asked before we reached our spot.

"No, I am okay, maybe at lunchtime." She said and then we sat down and I sighed.

"Ewww we have double business." She cringed at the thought of having it. I mean I don't blame her. The teacher we have is interesting, she is like one of those mums if you know you know what I am talking about. The ones who want to get their nails done every week and hair cut.

Yeah, that type.

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