I woke up early today. Okay, I lied. I woke up normal time and I got ready for school. Day three in this bitch let's go. I grabbed my phone and my sports uniform and we into the bathroom and started my shower and I shuffled my songs and I hopped in and started showering while singing and when I finished I changed into my clothes and walked back to my room and places my Jordans on and grabbed my school bag and my rugby jumper and grab my car keys and left without grabbing any food.

Yes, guys, this bitch can drive but she chooses not to. Why drive when people can drive for me? I started driving to school and I just listened to whatever Nova was playing and once I reached school everyone was looking at my car, oh yeah maybe because hey thought that I was a new kid because they haven't seen my car in forever. I parked and turned it off and looked at my messages that were telling me to stay strong and I just sighed. I saw someone at my window and I unlocked the car and Ren came in and hugged me and I sighed.

"You ok?"

"I wish I didn't come today." I say as we pull away.

"Why did you?"

"Because I'm the school captain and I was emailed yesterday saying that we have a meeting with the guild leaders about the Greenville day." I sigh and turn my phone off and rest my head on the wheel.

"I forgot I had to attend." She said and we sat in silence and the bell rang and we both groaned and got out and walked different ways and I came into homeroom and sat down and Blaze came in and gave me a half-smile

"Gee up babe, you have a long day ahead of you." He said kissing my hand and I gave him a sad smile and rested my head on his shoulder.

No, he isn't my boyfriend, he's is a close friend of mine who is also the other captain, so that was even better.

"I know." I sigh and closed my eyes and started remembering the good old times. I wish I could go back to that day when everything was good and before that day ever happened.

"Let's go, we have food now."He said and then he grabbed my hand and we pulled me out of the classroom and we started walking down the schoolyard and people were looking at us. Yeah, they are all jealous that he's not holding there hand but mine.

"Why are they all looking at as?" I asked.

"Because they think that we are dating, I mean look at us. Two school captains who are both good-looking, so I don't blame them. We would be a cute couple." He said and I blushed.

"Yeah we would but I would rather have a friendship than being in a relationship and then we will break up hate each other and never want to talk or stand each other." I said as we reached the room.

Food was spent with us cooking cheesecake and us talking about things, weird things to be sure. Like me, I am such a weird person, like shit that makes me laugh and I even make myself laugh without trying to.

"What's happening tonight?" He asked as we put our cheesecake in the oven and then we finished cleaning up our kitchen bench.

"People are coming over. I don't know why my mum still does it like he died years ago and as bad as that sounds it is what it is." I said and sighed and looked at the time and saw that we still had so much time left before the class finished.

"Do you think it would've been different if that whole thing didn't happen? Do you think he got what he deserved?" Blaze asked and I shook my head no.

No one deserves death, no matter what type of crime they have committed.

"No, I don't. I have so many questions that I have to ask. Like why did he do that to us." I said and closed my eyes before my tears came out.

"It's okay to be sad, but you should turn that frown upside down because we have to plan for Greenville Day." He said since we were in the house group, and we had to help the leaders of our house think of ideas of what to do on that day.

"I know, I'm so happy, fuck." I say rolling my eyes and he laughed.

"Captain, no using that type of language in my classroom." Mrs. Drake and we started laughing and she walked over to us.

She was a calm teacher. She wasn't strict, she was a laid back teacher who even let us watch Netflix in class because she didn't want to teach. She has two kids and she is still pretty young and she is by far the best food tech teacher ever and I'm happy that I have her instead of the other one.

"Sorry, Mrs it slipped." I said.

"Sure." She said and we laughed again.

After recess, the school leaders all had a meeting with each other and the slipt up in our house groups to think about ideas to do for our house.

"Ok for the day we should have a nail polish stool." Karena said.

"Yes, along with hot chips." Emma said.

"What do you think?" Karena said and she broke me from my thought and everyone was looking at.

"Yeh, that sounds like a good idea, I have to leave, if there are any problems see Maren and if she can't help you email me." I say grabbing my things since the bell had gone. I walked to my locker and got my books out for period 4 and made my way towards my maths class.

Lord knows how much I hate maths. My goodness, why did my mum make me do it again?

I was happy that it was finally lunchtime. I was hungry. Whoever made our periods an hour-long is the devil.

"Food. Finally, your girl is hungry." I said as I opened my locker and shoved all my books into it and then grabbed my food and closed it and went to Maren's locker and she was just opening it.

"Hey bum." I said.

"How was maths." She chuckled, I gave her the birdie and she laughed.

"I'm still doing maths in 2019, I would never relate to that shit. Like I don't get why you are like still doing it like what are you going to use it when you finish school." She said and closed her locker.

I mean this bitch is telling the truth. The only thing I need is financial maths?

"Ask my mother that question, hell I don't even know why she's still making me do it when she knows that I'm that bad at it.

"Nahhh your mum is scary." She said but we both knew that was a whole as a lie because my mum is the funniest person out there.

Next to me of course. No one could ever be funnier than me.

"When we were watching Black Panther she said Michael B Jordan is handsome, so sis you know what the fuck is up." I said and we both laughed.

I mean look at the sexy guy. I don't blame her for saying that. The way he worked that movie, he was full daddy in that bitch.

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WELCOME BACK TO MY YOUTUBE CHANNEL.

kidding, but I hope that you like this chapter and yes my mum did say that Michael b Jordan was hot when we were watching that movie again for the third time.

But guys today is my sister's birthday and shes finally 20, she's so old and I'm still here in my teens about to turn 18 in three months.

I'm so not fricking outright?

28/01/20