Sacred Love : 28

     Waves are done as he bowed walking out of the hospital.

Kai looked at him as soon as they reached parking lot.

"Where you going?" Zal's eyes glanced up noticing the sarcasm in his tone.

"What you mean, 'where?' ?" Zal rolled his eyes as Kai chuckled.

"I'm sure you're going to your wi-"

"she's not" he stated as he got in his car making Kai chuckle rolling his eyes.

"Yet, huh" zal looked out of the car's window.

"huh what?" Kai shook his head grinning.

"Nothin buddy, say her hi from me" he yelled as he walked towards his car.

"Enough?" Yang mumbled out as soon as Kai got in.

"Yeah I guess" kai grinned before Yang sighed aloud. 

   . . . . . . . . .

  The car started to get inside the company's parking lot.

The security guard was surprised to see Zal getting out of the car.

"Sir, Ms. Ki-" "it's fine, close the gates."

Security followed him as zal pulled down his sleeves sighing in annoyance.

"Sir but-"

"jung, I'm not in mood and don't let anyone inside!"

He stated as he got in the lift.

Security Hesitantly bowed walking away.

He facepalmed himself as he sighed.

      Walking towards his cabin, Zal unbuttoned the upper buttons of his shirt 

while the jacket on his arm Almost falling down.

His footsteps echoing loud as he rubbed the back of his neck while his hand pushed the door open.  

His eyes looked up noticing the lights off. 

Turning on the lights,

he sighed as he rubbed his face. 

  Throwing the jacket upon the chair of his,  

    He unbottoned his sleeve buttons while he took the keys from the desk of his.

   As he reached the book shelf of his, he pressed his thumb against one of book's pointer graph.

The book shelf shook for a second before freezing.

He looked up as he pushed the book shelf door in walking inside.

The door closed on its own as he stepped in.

The room was designed well like a bedroom.

He looked at the bed noticing his jacket still laying there from long time ago.

Hissing as the sting started to get painful again, he glanced at the cupboard.

"Ah shxt, I need to take this off first"

he mumbled as he eyed his own shirt which is having blood prints all over.

As he unbottoned his shirt, a voice echoed at the corner of the room.

"Hey" He flinched as he turned around closing his unbuttoned shirt tight.

"Who the fuc-" His words faded down his throat as his muscles relaxed. 

    "Kira, you scared me" he said as his eyes softened.

Her smile faded away as her arms slowly unfolded.

She stepped hesitantly forward.

"Z-zal what is-" he turned around as he sighed aloud.

She blinked as he buttoned up his shirt.

"w-what- happened-"

"Kira, what is it?" He turned around as he spoke out.

She bit her lip as she glanced at him.

"You don't want me here?"

He rolled his eyes.

"Kira, I'm not in a good mood"

he said as she sighed out heavily.

"I don't care" he looked up.

  "why you here?"

                Her back leaned against the glass wall as thunders stormed out in the sky.

Her eyes looked up hesitantly as her heart started to pace faster than ever.

She looked down as she felt herself lost. 

  What am I doing?

Isn't it true that I decided to confess?

Why it's so hard to say it out.

After all the years of holding these feelings, I feel so stuffed, don't I?

     My heart beating so fast, and why he couldn't feel the pain I'm suffering.

My eyes looked up with tears as he stood stiff there looking right into my eyes.

I have no choice.

     "I wanted to say something" I wiped the tears away as he closed his eyes sighing.

Impatience.

   I could feel through the actions he's doing.

I don't blame him either.

He's having his own problems and he couldn't tolerate something additional which is me. 

     "What is that, Kira. Just fuxking say it" he grunted as my eyes glanced up into his.

My body moved on its own as my steps reaching him.  

From the day i caught him crying in the alley,

to today where I'm about to confess.

Every memory flooding in my mind as my body weakening because of the darkest memories

where I felt so loved by him that made my body shiver.

Thunders storming louder than before as rain started to pour down.  

My eyes filling with tears as I remembered the very moment where he hugged me under the rough deep rain.

His warm tears still on my shoulder and I couldn't forget the very fine day when he told me he's there for me no matter what.

But I guess, I was destined to be alone in the end?

Nono no. Hell, no Zal. I don't want that to be real.   

My hands trembling as they reached his while he flinched feeling the coldness from the tip of my fingers.

I wanted this to be a dream where he's not comfortable with my very touch.  

My eyes closing Almost as I stepped closer.

His warm breath hitting my face as I tip toed reaching his face with mine.

Him stepping back to maintain a distance making me more angry and

the pain in my heart increasing within the seconds I leaned closer. 

    "Kira-" 

        Her lips laid on his as her hands gripped his collar.

His eyes widening as his body tensed up.

His hand raising up and laid on her shoulders as he tried to push her gently.

"K-kira-" she pulled back into kiss as tears streamed down her cheeks.

His face red with anger and frustration as he felt her deepening the kiss.

His hands got the best of his control but as he pushed her,

his hand was thrown across her face.

Her face fell aside as she stood there.

Her cheek warm with the sting as his eyes widened in realisation.

"What the hell were you doing?" He breathed out as his chest raisin with every breath he took.

"I'm asking you something, fxcking answer it when I do!"

He yelled in anger as she looked at him with her hand against her cheek.

"You don't like it?"

A frown forming on his pale face.

"What I don't fxcking like! I don't understand you and Bài- you two acting like something been fxcked up and then you be this close to me acting weird , why the heck you acting so weird these-"  

"Because I fxcking love you, Zal!"

   His words are drowned down his throat the second she did spill those words.

It felt like his heart beat stopped.

Her eyes filled with tears where her cheeks drained with wet patches.

"Can't you see it?" Her weak voice echoed as his eyes looked right at her.

His mouth half open as he wasn't the one who expected that from her.

From the women who's a sister of a girl he's going to be married with.

Not in a hell of a moment he expected her to have feelings for him.

"Every second, I was into you. I was so in love with you, Zal! I just can't stop This-"

   "Kira, we're best friends! We're fxcking friend's, do you know what what that mea-"

his voice which filled with anger and unexpected frustration echoed aloud.

Her body didn't even flinch but she stepped closer with tears in her eyes which are filled with redness of anger.  

     "You! That was you who think we are best friends!"

She pointed at him as he blinked. His body collapsing as he sat on bed. 

    His eyes closing tight as he clutched his hair with his hands.

His muscles flexing up as his shirt tightened around them.

"It was always you, zal" she said as she cried out.

"Even your dad choosed some other girl-"

her words got cut off as his eyes opened.

His eyes dark as hell as he spoke out.

"It's not some other girl, Kira."

Kira looked up as she gulped down the heavy lump in her throat.

A chuckle left her lips as he looked away.

"yeah. My sister she is. Isn't she ?"

His eyes glancing up with a frown upon his face.

Her toxic tone and mocking words making him feel the urge to scream in frustration.

   The confession scenes aren't always perfect

             and this is best the example for it.  

Her hands trembled as she stood up.

"I'm not here to talk, zal. Just say it"

she said, stern expression upon her face as she looked straight up.

Avoiding his gaze, her hands clutched her suit coat tight.

His eyes glanced up towards her.

"what?" He said out in a low tone.

"The answer" his eyes softened as he looked down, pulling his hair with his hands.

"You already know it, Kira." He paused as his breath got heave.

"Don't make me say it. I don't like it."

Her eyes filled with tears as she wiped the tears that fell down on her cheeks, immediately.

She took her purse as she wore the glasses immediately.

Her expression turned stern as she looked up straight.

"Happy married Life, zal. I wouldn't be able to say it in your marriage"

she smiled as he looked up.

"What?" He frowned before closing his eyes in frustration

. Licking his own lips in anger he turned to her folding his legs under him.

"Kira, stop"

She chuckled as she clicked her tongue.

"See you soon" she said smirking as she walked out of the room making him roll his eyes.

"Hey, Are you crazy! Don't you- oh my god" he groaned as He laid on his bed collapsing.

He felt his muscles starting to relax under the thin layer of skin. 

   "Add me up for the party, I'm coming to seoul."

She got into the elevator as the doors closed.    

. . . . . . . . . . . . . .

Seoul,

South Korea.  

   The doors of the lift openedas she stepped out.

The face was covered with cakey makeup as she looked around raising her nails in the process to step out of the lift. 

  Her eyes turned towards Lia's apartment as she smiled out.

Her eyes described her age which was around 40 years.

She made the sounds while walking which was as she was surprised by the city's change.

  "Omo, Seoul changed so much! Daebak!"

she spoke in the Korean accent while an old women walked past her.

The old women's son looked at the women who was walking towards Lia's apartment.

Her steps were like a wobble cat trying to do cat walk which made him burst into quiet laugh.

"Her husband must have been young huh"

he laughed quietly as the old women also laughed making him look at her.

"Eomma, you can't hear!"

He yelled as she pinched his arm.

"Don't shout aloud you short pig"

he groaned in pain.

   Her eyes glanced aside at them before her mouth moved aside In sarcasm.

Her finger pressed the bell making the door beep for a second.      

"Ah no! Give it to me-"

her eyes glanced at the guy as she tried to take it from him.

Lia's hand reached it but then, he pulled her closer making her gasp.

Her feet slipping above the ground which was filled with flour all around.

The messy kitchen was busy with three of them

as the two ladies tried to reach the flour from this man.

"No, mom stop playing with the flour, you're wasting it" he spoke out as Lia giggled.

"C'mon, don't act smart with me-"

his giggles echoed as her heart beating fast feeling the adoreness in him increasing day by day.

Her eyes blinking vigorously as his hand was pressed against the counter beside her waist.

His body blocking hers from moving.

His hair was ruffled as he shook his head asides. 

as the floor was getting in her eyes, she squealed. "Ah-!"    

Beep!

       "Lira, open the door! I think it must be your order-" 

The door bell rang as he tried to blow the dist away from her eyes.

She looke aside towards the door.     

      The door opened without them unlocking the password.

Lira ran towards the door only to step back in horror afterwards.

Lia pushed him laughing as he giggled wiping the floor away from her face.

She ran towards the door before she froze behind lilira

Their eyes wide in shock.

"a-aunt!" Their voice echoed at the same time before he stood there behind them.

Her eyes landed on him as she slowly removed her glasses before eyeing him up and down.

"Hi ladies"