Sacred Love : 10  

  A deep sigh leaving my lips as I looked up at the ceiling.

The cold wind met my skin as I felt chills in an instant.

“Hm?” I looked around finding myself in messy blankets and the room was messy as hell.

       Ugh didn't I clean the room this morning?

As I sat up by keeping my elbows on the bed, I was about to sit up straight but then I heard a buzz.

Closing my eyes as falling down onto the bed again, I sighed.

Oh, C'mon. I need to go.  

My foots were slipping onto slippers as I yawned.

As I glanced at the table noticing the tablet's, my fingers rubbing my eyes.

“I think I'm out of the limit” I chuckled pushing the strips of tablets into the cupboard.

Picking up my phone in my hands, I was yawning. Not until I noticed the called ID.

“Kira…?” I frowned.

“Didn't I already told her it's my day off?” I tilt my head confused answering the phone.

      “Kiraaa are you serious!” I said as I turned the knob of the washroom door.

Going in, I slam the door close. 

  “Zal-” “Kira, it's my day off. You know what I mean?” I said as my hands splashing water to my face.

As there was no response from the other side of the phone, I looked up.

“Are you serious- you're not going to answer now!” I said as I groaned.

    Seriously, she's utterly best at provoking me.

“It doesn't…matter” “what- woah Kira, Seriously it's okay if I was in drugs and attend dinner today, huh?” I said as my hands landed on my waist.

Phone was there calmly Upon the counter as I tap my skin applying some Moisturizer.

I looked at the phone, frowning. “Say something, Kira.” I said softening my voice.

“Seriously, if you're not going to attend then it's your problem. It's obviously not 'our dinner' but it's of course the dinner attend prepared by our parent's, okay!” 

  My eyes narrowing as I pick the phone up. “Then it's okay if I come there! I'm not active Kira!”  My knees giving up as I breathed out the words.

My hand rubbing my temple.

“T-then goodbye. Don't text me or talk to me when you attend dinner!” I gritted my teeth as I groaned in Annoyance.

“Kira, I took drugs today! I have problem. Try to understand-”

there the Beep goes. 

            She just declined the call?

Seriously?

“Okay if that's what she wants” I gritted my teeth feeling my head spinning.

Unbuttoning my shirt, I closed the curtain of the shower, turning the tap on in an instant.

“It's going to be a long day” 

                                __________  

“Yeah there! Follow the map, geez!” I facepalmed myself as Kai's voice echoing out in Annoyance.

“You f*-f×ck it” I breathed out as I closed my eyes for a second.

How couldn't they understand that I'm in drugs today, damn.

As I Frowned glancing up at the mirror, my eyes widen. Her smile was so cheesy as I smiled slightly,

“and now you're here too?” I mumbled as I chuckled.

    “Yes, is there any problem?” Lily said annoyed as I rolled my eyes. “Whatever”

Kai and Toy looked at each other while applying lip balm. “Yeah whatever” they shrugged taking out lipstick.  

As they were getting out of the car, I noticed Yang talking to someone whom I assumed as her. “Wait isn't that Cia!”

Kai's voice echoed as I looked aside to see Kai gasping on purpose, so I won't be able to notice his 'overreaction'.

Rolling my eyes I got out of the car.

Rubbing my temple I looked over at Toy-shi who was humming while staring at the girls around.

           I sighed deep, “Toy?” As I was tapping his shoulder, he ignored it.

  “C'mon, I need help” I said as I rolled my eyes. He turned to me rolling his eyes.

“Migraine?” I nodded to his question as he shrugged chuckling.

“C'mon, I have Medicine!” He got in the car again as I sighed.

  .The waiter was walking towards us, trying to give us some wine glasses where I took it immediately.

“Thanks” I said and I didn't realise how rude that sounds damn. 

Rubbing the back of my neck, I could feel my body getting chills, nonstop.

Letting my head thrown back against the Headboard of the chair I'm sitting in, “damn, where's she?”

      All of a sudden, my voice is so deep even it has surprised me.

Gulping in, I looked around until I caught her smile.

The way Yang's hand was holding hers, she is smiling bright bowing to the guest's.

Yang's smile was brighter than ever.

He didn't even smile like this when we won awards continuously psst.

But something within me want to rip them apart and force her to look at me and… Me.

Ugh that's strange...right? ...

my eyes looked straight into Yang's Before he tightens his grip on her wrist.

Walking towards me, he led her toward 

...me? What the...  

      I looked away as I felt myself Getting Nervous in Instant.

But what surprised me is she's shivering as soon as they were out of the place where they previously stood at.

   She glanced at Yang with her almost teary eyes. My hand balling into a fist as I stood up keeping the alcohol glass away.

“Zal, I need help” he breathed out as I hummed in response.

 “What's wrong-” ... My words were cut in between when I felt her hands wrapping around my arm hesitantly.

My eyes looked at her immediately as I felt her hands clutching the suit I wore.

“Hold her in place.” I was taken back slightly when he said that.

                 What the fuck does he mean.

    He didn't respond to my question, but he did hand me two masks.

One was black and another one was red. I frowned.

“Zal, there's Problem” he said blinking slowly to make me understand. I nodded hesitantly.

“And what's that?” I breathed out feeling my cheeks burning because of how her finger bones pressed against my side waist unknowingly.

Damn why does it feel like she's all over me when she's not even touching me but holding my arm.  

          “Zal!” Yang whisper yelled but my eyes were eyeing her up and down all this time.

“Zal..” She questioned feeling herself getting chills because of how deep I'm staring into her own soul.

Blinking my eyes I turned to Yang.

“Ah! What Is it!” He closed my mouth.

“Damn it, just take care of her. She's having extreme Fever!” He said as I Widen my eyes.

All the drowsy dizziness wasn't within me anymore.

I turned to her.

The back of my hand was wiped Against my shirt before laid Against her forehead.  

       “Y-you okay, Cia- what the f-i mean h-hell, you're burning hot!” I almost yelled as she panicked.

“D-don't shout” she whined as I eyed her up and down.

W-woah so c-c-c

 “c-cute!” I mumbled out before blushing red.

“Ah, Yang I have an I-idea!” I said as I turned away.

How embarrassing.

“Take her home?” I said gulping as yang rubbed his temple.

“Look, Kira is furious. Not in a mood to accept this. She needs her here”

         damn...why Kira was behaving like this.

     “I'll take care of H-her” I glanced at her as hiccups echoing my ears.

Gulping down, my eyes falling upon her parted lips.

The way her Cloths fit her small body so well wanting me to hug her like her dress.

That's how tight those clothes are.

She rubbed her arms feeling uncomfortable and weak.

“Let's go, Cia” my fluent words surprising me as I held her wrist. 

Her body was pale and cold which I assumed feeling her wrist freezing cold.

Sighing deep I glanced aside at Kira, surprisingly her eyes are upon us as I frowned blinking my eyes to get clear vision.

Her face looks cold which made me roll my eyes.  

Sigh I can't believe I was with her.

. . . . . .

        Letting her sit there while I'm sipping my drink standing in front of her…

“So what you were studying?” I sat there in front of her making her sit straight.

From when I was this brave?

“Last year of Middle school” her Fluent words while I eyed her up and down was triggering all the Nerves in my body.

Clearing my throat, I sat there leaning forward.

Pulling back my hair strands, I stared at her as she clutched the jacket that was around her delicate body.

I sighed as I looked down. “Last year? You're good at math?” I asked as I observed how her Adam apple went up and down.

She's gulping,

         I see…damn… She's not good at math?

“Y-yes” there my favorite Stutters.

“Good” I said smiling as she didn't look at me.

Her cheeks are showing the light pink tint as I widen my eyes.

My body warming up as I balled my hand into a fist.

“Damn you blushing?” I mumbled as she looked at me.

I gulped. “Hehe” I said scratching the back of my neck as she cracked up a smile trying her best to not laugh.

“What's so funny?” I breathed out before she burst out laughing.  

   Oh, how soft your laughs are. I want to drown into your soft voice and drown deep as the seconds goes by.

A gulp took in place within my throat as my hand was reaching hers with no Consciousness.

Her skin felt numb as much as mine is.

     “Cia." That name was breathy when it came out of my mouth as she tried to control her laugh until my face was close to hers.

Her laugh faded away as she was avoiding my eyes immediately.

Her hand was held by mine as I leaned forward eyeing her face up and down.

What's forcing me to touch her like it's so casual?

   When I get chills even if she glances towards me?  

“Z-za- i-i…” my fingers slowly laying upon her cheek as I gulped down.

I'm not in my self-control and

   ...it's killing me how she's trying to avoid me as much as I was trying to get closer.

My finger slowly wiped the drops of water from her cheek, “T-there been water dripping from T-tree” I said as I moved away in Instant.

Clearing my throat while rubbing my neck, I felt her sit up with no expression that shown how nervous she is awhile ago.

Her fingers were closer to mine as I removed my hand away making her realize and remove her hand either.

“So…  You…are okay?”

What kind of question was that, Xin f×cking Zal!

She glanced at me then looked away biting her lip. “Y-yes”  

    My smile faded away as her fingers wiping her cheek.

My fingers slowly landed upon hers as she flinched slightly making me look up at her.

“Cia?” All the Calmness brushed away just like how she wiped those tears away from her eyes and cheeks.

            My fingers were falling between hers as she Slightly tried to look at me.

My fingers immediately intertwined with hers Before she looked up at me.

For the first time, nerves Popping out of my forehead where my eyes are trying their best to not close.

Now, even now she's looking at my face but not into my eyes.

    “Cia” I said as I held her hand tight enough to let her know I'm still here.

         She tried to look away when my hands were holding her cheeks Gently.

“Cia!” She flinched as I shivered seeing tears in her eyes.

Tears... I hate them.

Especially when those were in this Little girl's eyes.

“I-i was just- I'm sorry” she said wiping those tears away before my fingers wiped them away Gently.

She looked at me as I smiled shaking my head as no.

“Cia, Y'know This is your delicate Hand, And it'll never wipe those tears off your cheeks when I'm here.”

As those words came out of my mouth, even my eyes widen.

Her cheek slowly laying upon my palm as my heart was softening.

Her eyes were looking blankly at me as I looked into her eyes where she didn't.  

Cia's Pov 

      Beautiful… That's how I describe his eyes.

So Cloudy, so... Beautiful.

I could drown in them and never want to get out of that beautiful world. 

Forever...

    That's how I describe that… That he's so special.

Don't know why, I can't even look up into his eyes.

Because...because I don't want my heart to beat more fast.

B-because I don't want myself to...

             i-i I don't wanna Mess up anything.

I can't even talk properly

I wonder, why he's so nice to me...

   Just by the way his gaze falls upon me decreases the every type of pain in my body.

His gaze was so sharp.

  I feel it.

by the way he's emotionally dragging me towards him...

it's making me want to cry.

My heart was still beating Faster than ever. 

His soft palms are making me dizzy as I closed my eyes.  

“Cia! Cia!” Flinching, I realized what I've been doing.

“I-i'm sorry-”

“Cia, it's okay” he said frowning while looking into my eyes.

I can't. I can't look at him.

“S-sorry...” I calmed down and said as he hummed Before his fingers rubbing my knuckles.

I closed my eyes turning my head away, why I feel so Emotional?

So stupid. I'm so stupid.

“Cia, I said it's okay… You okay now-”

“cia!” I flinched looking up as I heard Sister's voice.

“I-i think she's-” “yeah, get up. I'll help you” he stood up.

His White shirt is stained by Something as he grunted wiping it off and holding my hand all of a sudden.

I was about to gasp as he pulled me up to stand up.  

“Oh, sorry. I wasn't on my mind, ugh you go. I'll be there soon” he said squeezing his eyes tight.

My heart was beating calm which really scaring me.

Is he okay...

“Y-you okay?” There I can't control myself from asking.

How much I try to brush this Behavior off from myself, it always stays within me and makes me cross my limits.

My hand was about to touch his cheek but then, I heard my sister's voice.

This time it was too loud as I ran away from him.

Looking back at him, I found him waving his hand towards me to go.

I didn't look back as I ran from there toward the front side of where the dinner attend party was held.  

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“Where the hell you have been, huh?” Kira's voice sending chills down Cia's spine as she shook her head looking around.

“I-i w-washr-” “okay okay, Go and Find where Mr. Sehun is” she said rolling her eyes as Cia hesitantly nodded.

“Stop nodding and go already” Kira said rubbing her temple as Cia turned walking away from Kira.

Her heart sinking as she heard her sister yelling to go faster.

Fastening her steps towards somewhere she doesn't know even where, she sighed looking down.

Everyone's gaze upon her making her sweat feeling nervous.

“M-Mr. Sehun” her fingers tapping upon someone until she felt a hand upon her shoulder.

“What do you need, girl?” She slightly stepped back away.

Shaking her head no, she walked away from All the stare's. 

  Entering Guest's Dance pool aside, she looked around.

“M-mr. Sehun?” She bent slightly to peak aside keeping her hand behind her.

Removing the white denim gloves,

she kept them away upon the counter.

Looking around she walked more forward to find, but she could sense there's no Any Sehun in this room.

Her shoulder bumping to someone, looking behind she slightly stepped back bowing.

“I'm s-sorry Sir-” “come with me. “ She slightly hesitated until she heard his hoarse voice agagain

“Sehun sir is in Third floor" she sighed in relief. “W-wh-” her hand was held as he dragged her out of the Dance Pool Aside.

Her hand was aching as she slightly Whimpered because of how harsh his grip was.

His eyes glancing at her.

That's when she caught his face.

                   His face looked so...Strange.

Author note: 

After "Sacred Love // 10 2/2" I want to do a q&a episode since the episodes can be so much confusing for some readers from 11th episode.

Comment down your questions below this episode. I'll choose some of them to answer!

Thank you so much everyone. ❤️ For the support and Love!