Like every newly married couple, we made arrangements of where we were going to spend the night. Since Muhammad didn't like the idea of us spending our first night in a hotel as an option and since we were going to be living in the same city. We decided to just go to our new home instead. Muhammed and I had picked out everything we wanted and needed for the house. Even though we had some arguments about what colours to pick and some other things. The house looked perfect when we were done with it.

"I love you mum" I said hugging her as she wiped the tear off the corner of her eye. She had always been so emotional and wasn't afraid to show how vulnerable she could be when around people. I guess that was another thing I had gotten from her.

"Please be fine darling, you should call us if you need anything at all"she said as dad gave her a "you should leave this girl alone now look".

"Sweetheart, take care of your self"dad said pulling me into his own hug. He hadn't been the emotional type since I had known him. He was one to bottle it up inside as if nothing was wrong. But today was different in a way, Maybe he didn't hide his emotions well or maybe I just figured it out easily because I could see the sad look behind that strong man everyone had known him to be.

After I and Muhammad had said our goodbyes to the rest of the family. We headed to our new home. Finally I had my own personal home where I could build my own family and every other thing marriage entailed. I was so happy about this new beginning and it felt like I was living in some kind of fairytale, It was amazing.

I had heard so much about the wedding night from so many people and I was so sure I wasn't going to freak out or not know what to do until I just stood in front of the bathroom mirror starring into the mirror and noticing even the smallest detail about my self.

I brushed my hair down with the comb. I had inherited my long black hair from my mother. I washed my face for what felt like the 100th time and wiped it with a towel. I looked at my long lashes and full brows with my neatly carved jawline and pointed nose. I was truly created by the best of all creators, I thought.

It was finally my wedding night and I was the most confused girl ever. I then remembered what everyone had said before about it.

"You need to look sexy that night"zainab had said with a wide smile on her face the night of my bridal shower.

"The sexy lingerie should do the trick"cara said raising the lingerie she had bought for me. It was transparent and had a matching pant to go with it. It wasn't something I would wear on a normal day but everyone seemed to think it was the best for that night. I wasn't the outgoing type and so, I didn't even know a lot of things that weren't either science, political or life related.

"Do I really have to wear that" I had asked shyly and they all screamed "yes, you really do have to".

"Show him the crazy part of you"zainab said "blow his mind"cara added "be wild"soffiyah said too "make him want more"zainab said dreamy "show him what you are made of"soffiyah added. And I just looked back and forth from all of them. I was confused and excited too, I wasn't sure I was going to follow all their advices but it wasn't like I knew what to do anyways.

"You guys should leave her alone,let her do her, let her be herself"rahma said "you guys should stop with the advices"she added. Rahma was the quiet one,we all had that kind of friend that didn't say much and only talked when it was really necessary. I was an introvert but rahma was worse than I was.

"Coming from the one who can't even keep one man" cara said sarcastically. But we all knew cara could be a bitch sometimes though.

"Cara"everyone exclaimed. "I am sorry"she said facing rahma.

I ran my hands through the lingerie my friends had made me pack and I could see my hands shiver a bit. This was my first time but I wasn't sure if this was his first time. We never really talked about stuffs like that.

"Are you okay there" Muhammed said through the door "Yes I am" I immediately replied and wrapped my hands around my self shyly.

I opened the door and Muhammad was on the bed with his phone, then he looked up at me and at first I couldn't make out his Expression because I looked shy then he walked closer to me. He placed his hands on my thigh as he moved it up towards my pant and slowly removed my underwear.

"You are so beautiful"he said moving my hair to the back of my ear, I blushed and I could feel it.

He carried me slowly and placed me on the bed and I could feel me heart race a bit. He was on top of me now and I looked into is eyes and I felt at home.

"Are you ready"he asked and I slowly nodded as he kissed me while I responded kissing him back. All I could remember was feeling him inside me and the rest of the night went like it was just me and him in the world while the world had stopped moving.

From that moment I knew I loved him and I was happy I made the decision to marry him. He was the kind of man I wanted. It wasn't like the books but it was close to it.but little did I know marriage had it's ugly sides too. I was in love and happy that was all I wanted to be right there as I curled up under his arms and slept peacefully.