Afraid of Karma

I played with a lot of girls way back and not to sound bragging but they would chase after me. What's irritating is that they even involve my family with their craziness. Like this one girl, she decided to message my aunt and was trying to be close to her. I found out about it when my aunt asked me about that girl. I even forgot her name when she mentioned it and I just shrugged and told her that I don't care. It might sound disrespectful how I answered my aunt but I guess she already knows how I am towards annoying people. I just fuck them that's all and I didn't make any promises to them. You might think that I made them feel special that's why they thought it's for real. Big NO. Here's my routine: I find them online or in a bar, if they're interested, I ask them to go to a motel, we fuck. I put my clothes back on and leave. I think most girls start getting attached when they are being fucked. They tend to sound like they're just looking for a hook up at first when I talk to them but when they got naked, their mood changed. They feel that us guys fall for them just because we were able to unload. Didn't they think that we can unload to anyone if we wanted to? They would even say I love you. Well, I just respond with a simple thank you or just ignore it totally.

Enough with the ranting and back story. Anyway, I guess that's why I am reluctant to say that I love her. I'm afraid that I would turn out like the girls that I just toss around once I'm done. I wanted to tell her that I love her when we finished making love in my car but I was really afraid that she will ignore what I would say. The thought of her not answering me back just makes my stomach churn and my heart feel bad. I want her to like me. I know we're in a relationship right now but I still want to her heart completely. I will make sure she says that she loves me. I asked her right away to be my girlfriend because I'm afraid she would find another guy so I needed to be fast. Now she's mine, I can start showing her affection.

I am back in my bed and I can smell her body still lingering in my sheets. I miss her already. I want her to be beside me in my bed. I never felt this to someone whom I just met. I must be getting crazy for her. Who shouldn't be? I am lucky that she's mine. I cannot wait to see her again and I have a plan to make her stay with me. I fell asleep due to exhaustion. I'm not getting younger and I was even surprised that I was able to perform well for several rounds in just one night.

I woke up with the knocking on my door. I was thinking it was her so I rushed right away to open it. I was right, she's back and she's wearing a long coat. She smiled and asked if I can let her in. I opened the door wider and asked her if she wants some coffee. She said no and just told me to have a seat on my couch. I did and she stood in front of me and seductively removed her coat. Her coat then fell to the floor and I can see a red lace nightgown complementing her body well. I felt my cock got hard instantly and I wanted to touch her. I stretched my arm to reach her but she slapped it. She mouthed "No" and placed her forefinger to her lips. She smiled and started to sway her hips like starting to give me a private show. I am loving what I see but it hurts that I cannot touch her for the meantime. I am dying to squeeze the sexy parts of her body. I am fighting the urge to leave my seat. I will follow what she said and just watch for the meantime.

She dances good and she knows how to move her body seductively. She's starting to let go of the nightgown starting with the thin strap nestled on her right shoulder. When the strap was moved to her arm just lying loose, it just made her sexier. She then went down on her knees and started to crawl towards me slowly. I let out a slow and loud "fuck" upon gazing at her. She's like a professional stripper. She then reaches me and squeezed her breasts in between my knees. She bit her lip and she grabs my rock solid cock.

"Where do you want to cum? All my holes are available for you," she said while playing with my cock with her hands that are soft and warm. I gave up when she said those. I cum hard. I let out strings of fluid and it landed right into her face. She smiled and she opened her mouth to show that some of my semen went inside it. She wiggled her tongue before closing and she swallowed hard. I can imagine my cum getting right into her throat turning me on. I was about to reach her when she suddenly vanished.

I then realized that I just had a wet dream. My shorts got wet and sticky and I woke up to the ringing of my alarm. I sighed and closed my eyes. How I truly long for her body. I want to see her right now. I took a deep breath and exhaled. I reached out for my phone to snooze the alarm. I was expecting a message from her but there's no notification. I only see message notifications from my mom and sister. I checked it and I thought I should let her meet my family.

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