I was so happy ,I never imagine Varun would say yes to me .

From next day we started our relationship.

We became girlfriend boyfriend officially.

Although he was not ready to make it public but I was okay for it as of now.

I was on cloud nine,I was feeling in love,It is very beautiful feeling.

Everything seems so beautiful around you when you are in love ,It is most beautiful feeling of the world.

We started talking over the phone till late nights,We had romantic chats.

Our relationship was going good,V group used to tease us but I was not worried about them now as I was with Varun now.

One thing bothered me that Varun dint say anything to V group ,He lacked courage which I wanted in my partner but it's okay.

I was in love with him so his shortcomings dint bother me for long.

We used to hang out on weekends,Went out for dinner,I dressed up for him,I made card for him,I liked to do things for him.

Our relationship was going smooth.

6 months passed in no time ,With time there was some changes developing in Varun,It was not positive though.

I was a simple girl so I used to wear simple clothes. Suddenly it started bothering him.

"What kind of dresses you wear Swati?" He asked me in college when we were sitting in canteen.

"What? I mean what is the problem with my dress" I asked being suprised.

I was wearing a plain pink kurti with black leggings and normal slipper with that.

"Who wears this kind of simple dresses,Look at other girls,They are so stylish ,Why can't you become like that?" He said pointing at other girls who were wearing short dresses.

"I am Swati ,No one else so I wear what I feel comfortable " I said in angry tone.

"Why are you getting hyper?" He said.

"I am not getting hyper,I just said normally,I dint like what you said" I said.

I had tears in my eyes which can roll down my cheeks any time.

"Sorry Sweety,You look beautiful" He said holding my hand.

My anger vanished in no time,I became happy again.

I was so much in love with him ,I can't even explain in words.

"Lets go and please don't cry ,I don't like your tears" He said lovingly

We left the canteen,He tried to woo me in different ways

He gave me a card saying sorry.

"You are beautiful the way you are ,I am sorry my love ,Yours Varun"

It was written on the card in his hand writing.

We were so crazily in love with each other that we dint bother what was happening around us.

This was just one incident but after this many incidents kept happening that brought me to reality that i was living in illusion.He does not love me perhaps.

My mind understood this but my heart was still not ready to accept the reality.

I was shattered completely.