I returned to my room and just threw my bag in air and jumped to my bed directly.

I was only crying since the incident happened in canteen.

I was thinking again and again how can I misunderstood his feelings towards me.

Am I that stupid who can't even differentiate friendship and liking?

I kept crying and dint talk to him.

He was calling me but I din't answer his phone.

Next day

I was not feeling well but still I went to college since it was an important class to attend.

Varun came to me and he was very normal like other days but I was not.

Zillion thoughts were running my mind and I was not in mood to talk to him.

He was talking to me as nothing happened yesterday.

"How can someone be so normal?" I said to myself.

I was having swollen eyes due to excessive crying.

"Hey did you cry last night?" He asked showing his concern.

I was surprised at his question as if he dint know the reason.

I was feeling disgusted with him for now.

I was confused whether I took it wrong or he was at fault.

"I dont want to continue my friendship with you Varun" I said without looking into his eyes.

"What ,But why?" He said surprised.

"I don't have feelings for you Swati,But I want to be your friend, Please don't break our friendship ,It's very precious for me" He said requesting me.

" See Varun I have feelings for you so I can't do this drama of friendship ,Please spare me " I said determined and looking into his eyes directly.

I left the corridor,I am not someone who can fake emotions.

I was very clear on my part.

I can't roam around with him everytime ,I cant hold his hand if we don't share a romantic relationship.

I come from a orthodox family and I have been brought up in a small place so I think like that.

3 days passed like this.

It was Friday and I was walking into corridor then Varun stopped me.

"Swati let's go to canteen ,I want to talk to you " He said pushing me towards him.

"I don't want to talk to you , Please ,And leave my hand " I said a bit rudely.

" Please once " He said pleading.

"Okay" I said.

We reached canteen and sat in corner.

He purposely chose corner seat ,I don't know what is on his mind.

We sat down,I was looking here and there.

He hold my hand suddenly ," I love you Swati " He said

"What?" I was very shocked.

"Yeah I love you so much Swati " He said again

"But you don't like me ,You told me that day then how come suddenly?" I asked him again

"Swati ,In these three days when you were not talking to me I realised your importance in my life, You are more than a friend for me " He said shocking me.

"But Alisha" I again asked.

" She was just a mere attraction,I love you,I can do anything for you ,I was so restless when you were not talking to me,I can't live without you " He said.

My happiness had no boundaries,I was on cloud nine .

"I am so happy Varun" I said happily.