I know that ass hole boss of mine will not tell me who he was, because I bounced inside his office, that with a lady he was grinding because of his dick can't stay in one place. I closed on time,because the work was not that pretty much today, got to sleep my ass off before I report to the other work

I was free today, Cox I will not be going to the club today, here I am boarded of staying at home, I don't like staying in one place that pretty much, it's sucks and the funny part, I'm not current, as in social media was just not my thing, I prefer I listen to music or do other stuff, but social media hell no, the world have to be bent over before I freaking like social media,and that's why I don't know what happening in the society that much or who was who or just the gossip of everyday activities, about to doze off when there was a knock on the door,I grumpily stand up murmuring some incoherent words, who the hell was that by these time to disturb me. Was just not in the mood. "Who the hell is that"

"Will you the hell open the door, before I kick your ass" gosh it's Mia which I know they're together with Sam, I open the door and went back to lay down on the bed

"Gal, get your ass of the bed, let's go partying"

"No thank you, the both of you can go"

"Hell no! We're going nowhere without you, don't be a boring lazy ass" I can't win when these two are together, left with no other option I stand up to dressed, don't know what to wear, I wore my knee length gown that's having a open back with my boots, I applied some make up and storm out together with my two crazy best friends

We were all seating down at the table far behind the bar, Sam and Mia  taking alcohol, they offered me which I declined, which I got them staring at me as if have grown horns on my head

"What's wrong?" Sam asked

"Nothing, just don't feel like taking any thing now"

"You're lying" Mia said

"Seriously, I'm just not in the mood"

"You know what? Keep your fucking problem to yourself" Mia said angry, yeah among the three of us, she get angry easily, when she asked you something and you don't give her the answer she want,she get pissed off, which just happen. She was about to stand up and leave when Sam hold her hand to seat down, she sat but turn her head to the other side

"Lilly" Sam said

"Hummmm" I couldn't talk

"Talk to us, you know your problem is also ours, so why the need of keeping it's from us or don't you trust us again?"

"No, it's not that, just that"

"Just that what, we're your best friend remember, we don't keep things from each other,unless you want to start that now, which isn't going to work out. We have pass that stage of lying to each other or keeping secrets, so spill it off before I force you" I sighed, I know I couldn't keep it from them these long, but atleast I wanted to have pass the stage, never knew they will find out these early, I know it's because of the club we came and me drinking, which was unusual about me, I'm always the first to drink, whenever we're at the club. Not drinking means something was wrong or off, that's why Mia got suspicious, I have no other option than to tell them

"Guys, I'm sorry, I know I should have told you guys first before I decided, but I wasn't sure if you guys will be in support of me that's why I kept it to myself, till I feel secure and safe to tell you guys"

"Did you just hear your self" Mia said scoffing " you feel insecure and unsafe around us, what? when did all that start?, you know we won't judge or mislead you no matter what you say or do,we are always here to support you,any fucking goddenm time,but see what you're saying" Mia said getting more angrier than before

"See galx,calm down and let settle everything once and for all" Sam being the patient one said. I feel horrible because I know I was wrong but it's not my fault, it's was the feeling and guts I have about the situation

"Lilly, tell us everything, and if you omit even a single thing, you know the rest, that's will be the end of our friend ship" Sam said, he's the most patient one among us,yes he was but when he get angry his worst than Mia, I know I have no other option than to tell them everything, I can't afford to loose them,they have be in support of me in any stage or situation I found my self.

I don't know how to start or say it, I bluntly said it out " I'm becoming a surrogate" I said and look at there faces,both of there mouth was wide open, they wanted to talk but were lost of words. Mia stand up and walk to the counter before coming back to the table again, the air around us was becoming thick because of the tension of what I said to them.

I was tired of them keeping quiet, atleast one of them should talk, but they were just looking at me, as if they've not seen me before, or I was a ghost to them. Finally Sam was about to talk

"Lilly" he just called my name nothing more

"Wait wait!" Mia said raising her hand up " are you serious about what you're saying or is these some kind of prank or joke, you know if it's, you can stop it already, it's too expensive" I swallowed the lump that form in my mouth, clear my voice before I talk again

"Am sorry, I know I made these decision without you guys first, but I was just, oh God! I'm short of words, but believe me I have the intention or telling you guys"

"Telling us when, till everything is over, that when you intended to tell us or till we see you with the baby bump, answer me" Mia said looking more terrified than before,Sam was just staring at me,like someone that cat have cut his tongue

"Trust me guys, I didn't mean to keep it from you guys"

"You didn't mean to right, for how long have you decided to become a surrogate without informing us" Sam said finally

"Humm, just a week"

"What the hell, a week and you're just telling us now,no wait you didn't tell us, we just found out, because you refuse to take alcohol which was unlike you, so you never have the intention to tell us right or am I wrong, answer us" Mia said banging the table, she have lost her cool

"No! You're getting it all wrong"

"Then get us right, right these instant" Sam said furiously

"I need you guys to calm down first,we can't come to an end of these, if the both of you are these angry"

"Did you just hear yourself, uhn we're getting angry because we care about you, but if that's how you want it, then it's fine by us" Mia said

"You're  getting it all wrong,please at least listen to me first, both of you"my  voice was pleading

"You know what, am out of here,maybe we will talk these out when am have cool down, but with these alcohol in my system, we're getting no where with these discussion. Sam let's go or are you staying here" before Sam could respond Mia sprint of and left us there without taking another glance at us

"I think we should discuss about these tomorrow, Mia is right with the alcohol and these news we need to cool off before we make any decisions" Sam said tapping me on my shoulder and standing up at the same time,he waited patiently for me to stand up before leaving

I saw Mia waiting for us already in the car,that means she have not gone, she's waiting for us to come out. She was seating in the front car facing the bar entrance when she saw us coming or me to be precisely she turn her head to the other side. I know I should have tell them before taking the decision alone, I know they will support me no matter what but I just don't know what came over me

We entered the car and Sam drove off, he drop me first before going to drop Mia since they're not that far from one another. I entered inside my apartment but was weak and down,because my two best friend were angry with me which I caused it all