The next morning me and my sister Hyun-ae walk into school together but part almost instantly stepping foot inside. Jimin is already waiting for me at our table, he greets me and tries hugging me but I dodge his arms and sit don't slowly. I'm in worse pain than was yesterday, my whole body slightly trembles from pain, my insides are screaming as I feel myself bleed.

The rest of the day flies by and then it's the last period, I don't know if I can handle that again. I wait a few minutes before entering so I'm not alone with him, when I enter the classroom he greets me and I slightly bow. I don't want to talk to him, heading to my chair I keep my head down and sit placing my things next to me. After class it happened again except I was awake this time, he kept my mouth covered the whole time.

After school Jimin walks home with me, it's the weekend now so he's spending the night. We spend about an hour on COD again and finish it, I get up and offer to grabs us both a can of coke but he goes with me. He asks me to gather a bunch of snacks and I grab chips and dip, candy, fruit, and bring it to my room with his help.

"Ae-cha we should invite the guys over", he says this with a smile on his face and I nod in agreement. It'll be good to have some more company especially when I'm feeling the way I am. I'm not in a very good state of mind after everything, I'm actually feeling very suicidal and they make me feel sane.

Everyone has arrived and settled, the boys start talking and unintentionally I zone out. Every time one of them tries hugging me or does something like touch my arm, I stiffen and I think the one who noticed the most was Taehyung, which is kinda weird since we're not that close. As I get up and go to the bathroom Taehyung follows me, closing the door behind him. I stiffen and look down at my hands fidgeting, "What do you want", I say in a low voice, "Why are you acting so off and stiff, also not letting anyone touch you... did something happen?", lying I look at him and say, "I have no idea what you're talking about." He gives me a dark stare before he steps closer, Taehyung grabs my hand and I quickly pull away not wanting him to see the bruises around my wrist. He again grabs my hand, "Let me look", he says in a semi-stern voice and I nod looking down, tears filling my eyes as I look back up at him. Pulling my sleeve back slowly his eyes widen, he looks at me with a concerned look. "What happened?", " I can't tell you", he sighs in frustration. I've never seen him show anyone this much concern before, he gently rubs his thumb over the bruising. "Whenever you're ready, I'm here for you, anytime okay?", I nod very surprised by hearing these words. Taehyung turns around and leaves shutting the door behind him, I sigh, I know I should have told all of them but I'm not ready. I'm not ready to hurt them like this especially Jimin.

An hour later we all take turns on my Xbox playing Halo in partners. Taehyung keeps looking at me and I act if I don't notice. I allow the boys to take my turns as I lay down on my bed ready to sleep early, Taehyung sits next to me on my bed. I look up at him and he mouths it's okay I'll be here, I nod but wonder why he cares so much all of a sudden. Laying there for a bit I allow myself to drift to sleep hugging my pillow.