It was around two o'clock on a Sunday afternoon and I was watching a cooking show on the TV in the hospital room, Mary had gone to the cafeteria to buy her a snack.
 
It's been two hours since Brayan showed up here and asked me if I was okay, besides saying that he managed, I don't know how, not to let any of the paparazzi present spread the photos of me fainting, absolutely nothing leaked on the Internet, media or magazine and no one in my family, or anyone else knew anything, anything that happened to me last night. In addition to the people present of course.
 
Better that way, the room outside was full of security and they just didn't enter the room, because I didn't allow it. The wires were in my chest and arms were removed, thankfully, I couldn't take it anymore.
 
I was watching the TV but not paying attention to it, thinking about the tip Brad gave me. Should I really go on vacation? If I didn't do that, would I really die? And if I went on vacation right now my father would want to kill me, he always wants to kill me, when I don't do what he asks, or orders.
 
What do I do?
 
Mary - Klaus? I got a little scare on the bed seeing her next to me sitting in the leather armchair - Sorry I didn't mean to scare you dear. She leaned down to touch my messy hair.
 
Sigh.
 
Klaus - Alright!
 
Mary - What boy are you thinking about? raises an eyebrow.
 
Klaus - Should I really go on vacation? I grimaced when she pulled my ear - Ohhh...
 
Mary - And you still ask? angry speech
- Of course you're going on vacation Klaus Alexandre Uckermann - huffs extremely irritated.
 
I let go of her and massage my ear.
 
Klaus - It hurt. I pout.
 
Mary - It was supposed to hurt, even a child rolls her eyes opening her purse and taking her tablet.
 
Klaus - Making a date? I provoke seeing her typing something on the tablet, she looks like a tomato so red.
 
Mary - Klaus Alexander Uckermann respect me cheeky boy snorted
- And I'm confirming with Brayan about your old apartment in Rio de Janeiro.
 
Klaus - Huh? I frowned.
 
Mary - You are going to Brazil Klaus. looked at me with a huge smile
- Tomorrow you will be boarding for Brazil.
 
Klaus - How is it?
 
Mary - Didn't the doctor say you have to relax and travel somewhere? So, you go to Brazil dear. she looked at me seriously - I also know that you won't relax completely because of that, you can use the notebook from time to time, do you hear me? he narrowed his eyes making me shrug his shoulders - DO YOU HEAR WELL KLAUS BOY? -She screamed.
 
Klaus - Yes Mom.
 
Mary - That's good, but if I find out that you've made those suicidal trips again, you haven't eaten or you're extrapolating in meetings, I'll kill you, are we understood? looked at me very, very, very serious.
 
I swallowed hard.
 
Klaus - Yes Mom. I muttered softly in agreement with her.
 
Mary sighed heavily, turning off the tablet and putting it back in her bag.
 
Mary - We need to talk. she shot me a half embarrassed look.
 
Not this one...
 
[...]
 
Mary forced me to eat soup, believe me, not that I don't like soup, but the ones in hospitals it's just Jesus in the cause, it was around nine o'clock in Lisbon and I was alone when Dr. knock on the double door.
 
Brad - How do you feel my boy? he looked again at the device beside me.
 
Klaus - Better. I replied.
 
Brad - Where is Mrs Evans? she looked around the room.
 
I don't know why every time he comes here, he keeps asking for my nanny, I repeat MY nanny.
 
Klaus - He went to the Hotel to change, but soon he's here again. I warned, frowning.
 
He nods as he sits in the armchair next to me. Okay, now I'm a confessional?!
 
Brad - Mrs. Evans told me that tomorrow, when she is discharged, she is going to Brazil... she began to speak.
 
Klaus - Eh... I'll say a little, or rather, all discouraged.
 
I didn't have anything to do in Brazil, or rather I did, but it was just an inspection meeting and soon I would be boarding for Madrid.
 
What would I do there alone? Well I wouldn't be alone since I have a couple of friends there and some acquaintances too.
 
I tried to convince Mary to go with me, but she refused, saying she was going to Florida to see her daughter, Chery Evans, who was a real sweetie in bed.
 
Mary doesn't even suspect and it was better that way, if she knew that I had a general "squeegee" on her daughter, she'd kill me. I swear I wanted much more to respect Mary in relation to her daughter who spent some time at my house when she went on a two-week exchange in Chicago, the city where I officially live.
 
But Cheryl also didn't collaborate with me at all, absolutely nothing, she always passed in front of me only with a towel, she touched me in very lively places, when I got home late I was in the pool at my house and went out in it with all my clothes on. wet and transparent, and that when she got out of her clothes, once she came out of the pool naked and that's when it happened...
 
She saw me and smiled brazenly without even covering herself, she called me to have a wine in the kitchen and came out wiggling naked. Between one wine and another, conversations whispered in the ear, your naked body rubbing against mine, the flesh is weak, isn't it? It happened, more than once.
 
Brad - Klaus?
 
Klaus - What? I turn my attention to him, who had his arms crossed.
 
Brad - Don't overdo it at work, or you won't have another crisis and this time. shook his head
- Enjoy this trip my boy, do you date? he asked curiously.
 
I grimaced, not again.
 
Mary, when she looked at me half embarrassed, was to ask me to have a girlfriend, to like the woman who would be my real girlfriend, to get out of my womanizing life.
 
She spent hours saying how good it was to have someone to share her life and not just her bed, in this part she just needed to explode because she was so embarrassed, I don't know if she would be able to get out of this womanizing life, the women I met were all very beautiful and beautiful and wonderful in bed.
 
In none of them I could feel anything strong, I don't know, I never "fell in love" with anyone and I don't even know what that word means, it was fine, I took it, and then I did it all over again the same thing, without concern and without anything with anything.
 
Klaus - No!
 
Brad - But there's a line of hookups isn't it my boy? smirked.
 
I couldn't contain the mischievous smile.
 
Klaus - I have... oh if I have... I bit my lip maliciously.
 
Brad - Right, while he doesn't find the right woman, he has fun with the wrong ones. that's it, today is the day "they fuck Klaus"
- I have to go. she got up from the armchair-I came to see how she was and I'm going to my house.
 
Klaus - Good night. I said watching him open the bedroom door.
 
Brad - Good night Uckermann. wished it back and left the room.
 
I leaned my head back on the pillow and closed my eyes, wanting so much to be working at a time like this and thinking about how his comment about right and wrong women was so sexist.