This day...not a good day for me. Its Diamond High Activity Day! Its a school program that I am not looking forward to. I hate it actually because everyone is going to rule this school.

Since this school is rich and this is an activity day. There will be games, horror booths and an amusement park build up just for this day and this will be held for a week. How cool was that? note the sarcasm

I am still stressed and cant move on at the confession Paul did the other day. He is in love with Christine? He's in love with my best friend yet I cant get angry at her. Its not her fault that she is pretty and...liberated thing.

Morning when I arrived at the school, I stopped on my locker to put my things inside then then to our homeroom. As always, very noisy. A group of them were talking then some of them are shouting and making fun of ech other then a couple are making out at the corner.

PDA much? They disgust me.

Okay, I am not coming  in this class so I made a turn and head towards somewhere..

Somewhere away from here.

While  I was walking, I  happened to see Paul at the place where he first talk to me. Then the hurt comes back to me. He was sitting at the usual bench with a long white stick in this mouth.

Hey wait...that's not just a stick. Its a cigarette stick! This badboy smokes?! Woah, aint I surprise?

I was about to walk away when he noticed me. He seems a little surprise seeing me here "Oh, dont tell me you are one of my stalkers now" he spoke with a smirk in his handsome face

I just scoffed "A stalker? Only crazy people dp that" then crossed my arms

"That's what I like about you. You're different from other girls" he smiled then signalled me to come near him with his hands.

My legs had a mind on its own. It walked towards him slowly. He exhaled some smoke making me cough "Could you stop that!" I quickly grab his cigarette and threw it away.

"Hey!" he protested and fake a glare at me "You know...you are the only girl who have the guts to throw my cigarette"

I just chuckled and smirked "Like you just said...you like me because I am different with the other girls" I copied his answer and earn a laugh from Paul.

"Sit" he said patting the seat next to him at the bench. I was hesitating to sit. Should I sit? Or I rather leave?

"I dont bite, Laura..." he told  me reading my mind, "...unless you want  me to" then flashes one of his boyish smile showing me those perfect white teeth.

When he said that, I quickly blushed and sat down next to him with my head down looking at my fingers. "So...um...I still havent seen Christine yet...so...I will find a time where both of you can...talk" I stutter then look at him

Paul rubbed the back of his neck "Yeah...thank you, Laura" he said

Then a moment of silence. Awkward...

"You know, smoking is bad for your  health" I just blured out. I mentally slapped myself at what I just  said. Idiot!

Paul laughed  "Thanks for that but you dont need to lecture me"

I rolled my eyes "Do you want to die? So if you dont, stop it or  else you will  suffer in the end"

"Okay, Mom" he teased and laughed "I'll try to stop it"

Okay, that was fast.

"So tell me Laura...I know you are just...poor. How can you afford braces?" he asked looking confused "Do not be offended"

I let out a weak laugh. It was Douglas who made me go to the dentist because my teeth were horrible. "Um...we have a family friend that is a dentist"

"Oh, good to know" he murmured. After a few seconds he looked at his watch and stood up '"Come" he offered his hand out in front of me

I gave him a questioning look and he just stared at me. Then I just grab his hand and he dragged me out of this place and went to the amusement park of the school.

"Okay, Paul. Why are we here?" I asked him, panting from the running

"Lets ride" he pointed at the roller coaster. My mouth just dropped.

Are you kidding me?! "I havent ride anything like that before!" I shouted at him and I was just going to run away when he suddenly grab my hand and he went to the evil ride 

Oh please no!

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After the whole roller coaster ride was incredible! I never thought that it would be this amazing and fun. Paul was laughing at me the whole time because I was too excited and happy about it. I remember, there were so many jealous eyes looking at me as I hop on next to Paul. Haha, I love the look on their faces.

After the ride, I actually ask for more because I am totally enjoying it. We went to more rides...the fast ones. I will never forget this day. I feels like I am having a date with Paul but still...he likes Christine...not me.

Well, how many times do I have to tell this? Who would fell in love with a geek like me. No one! Its better to get ready for it.

After  2 hours of long ride, I was chatting with Paul at a corner and I felt something different...something that I dont want to know but I need to know.

Am I falling for Paul? From my little crush on him forms into bigger and bigger. I want to know him. The real him...

"Laura!" someone calls.

"Chris?" she was walking towards me with Ryan on her side. Uh oh...

She didnt hide the surprise look on her face when he saw me and Paul together. Who would be? Then Chris looked at me teasingly. You have the wrong idea, my friend! This guy likes you and you are the first woman who is going tk dump Paul Lautner.

"Am I disturbing something?" Chris asked

"NO~" me

"Yes~" Paul

I and Paul said together. I playfully pinched Paul, he is showing his jerk side in front of the girl he likes! I thought Paul is expert about girls but he is not!

"Okay. Baby, why dont we leave these two love birds? They are surely needed this time together" Ryan smirked at me.

What? No! We are not some lovebirds! This guy likes youf girlfriend! Give me a break? When will I survive a day without getting stressed. This is so crazy.

Soon, Christine and Ryan left us. This is going to be another long day. Help me, Christine. I cant hold my feelings anymore.

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3 pm, we are still at school. Paul and I were  inseparable. I don't know why but we are always together. I helped   the other students in cleaning the field and Paul was j us t there sitting and waiting for me. Really its creeping me out.  Paul  is starting  t o make me feel like he is interested in me. No, there is no way.

"Hey, let's ride one more thing" he told me. Tomorrow we  are having a general cleaning so we wil be busy already and I wont spend anytime with him anymore.

"What? " I asked and again...he didn't answer me. Does  this man knows how to answer a question? He just dragged me and stopped at the Ferris wheel.

We are going in that?" I asked softly

Paul just nod and just grab me inside. Oh God, I read this  into some books. If you  were alone  with a guy while  in a Ferris wheel,something is going to happen.

My heart is beating fast inside  my chest when  the door closed closed. Oh no. No running away this time..it's just the two of us now. This is my chance to be happy. Just for once...this once...I want to be happy.

I sat  down and looked down at the whole school. "Wow! This is so wonderful! The whole school is seen up here!"

"Thank you Paul. This is the first time I had felt like this" I told him, smiling shyly and pushed back my glasses to my face

Paul didnt said any word. He was just there sitting in front of me, staring at me. "It's no  big deal, Laura. I want you to encounter all  your first with me"

When  he said that, my whole  body just froze. What does the meaning of that? Is he playing with me? Please no...because I am willing to...

Shit,  what am I saying? I am talking like a slut! But what does he mean by all the first?Oh no, don't tell me? More blood rush  to my face.

Then  Paul laughed  "Look  at your face! Wow ,you have a dirty mind, Laura. Just tell me and  I will do it"

"Shut up!" I tried to punch his arm when he grab my wrist. And suddenly, his expression changed.

It turns into a serious face. The Paul that is not playing around. Slowly, I felt his hand on my cheek then his hand found my glasses and took it off with his eyes glued on mine. It sends shivers down my spine. I dont think I can handle it.

"You have such beautiful green eyes. I just love to stare at the all the time" he said, his breath hitting my face. Then slowly, he lean closer to me and it hypnotised  me. I as well lean closer. Oh no...

The I felt  him on my lips.

PAUL LAUTNER IS KISSING ME! OH MY GOD! This is a dream. If it is, I dont want to make up yet. I love moment.

After the gentle soft kiss, we broke apart and I was too froze in my positon. I had my first kiss with Paul.

All my first...

Paul kissed me. Who would not be happy for iT! Holy cow.