Dear Heart, Why Him?

"Get out off the way, nerd!" A group of cheerleaders shove me off making my skinny body hit the lockers hard .

My name is Lauraine Kim Alexander, 16 years old and...I'm a nerd from what you can see. I have a long blonde hair that I always tied up in a pony or bun. I'm a scholar in this expensive schools.

All the kids here are rich, gorgeous and...well spoiled brat since they are rich and can buy everything they want. Especially those cheerleaders...the head cheerleader, Brianna and her little minions: Andrea and Sonia.

I really hate their guts and they act like they own the school. Well of the students does actually. I dont know why do they act like kings and queens. We are just all the same in this school. We do the same things like learn, study, make friends with classmates and listen to teachers. But the only thing I dont do that differ from them is...

Sleeping around with hot and hunk guys

I am not a slut and surely not desperate for sex. That's why they calling me the good girl and the boring bitch. People in this school are mean. And when I say mean as in really, really mean. They can make your life hell.

I was walking towards my locker and getting away from the others when I notice Paul together with his friends Adam and Cory.

Paul has been my crush since I moved in this scbool 2 years ago but...he still doesn't notice me. He is like the most handsome guy in school.

You know, star of the basketball team, athletic, perfect body, his eyes were brown and dreamy, his nose is perfect, brown hair and just perfect.

When he walked passed me, Cory suddenly laughed and looked at me "Hey nerd! Could you make my Science project?"

"Quit it, douchbags" I heard my friend, Christine told them fiercely

The boys suddenly face to her and had a fake hurt expression in their face while Paul is just silently staring at her "Christine! Don't be so fiesty so early in the morning! My friend is just being friendly to your friend" Adam joked

Christine just rolled her eyes at them and ignored them and face to me "Are you alright?" She asked

I nod my head "Yeah"

"Dudes, let's go. Coach is starting to get angry at us" Paul told the two guys and put his hands inside his pockets.

Cory and Adam pouted like a kid "C'Mon, man. Don't be such a kill joy. I just want to mess someone new"

I rolled my eyes at them. Damn these guys! Paul didnt say a thing after that and just glare at them making them obey immediately and left the two of us at the lockers

"Once again, thank you for rescuing me from jerks" I smiled at her and we walk towards my locker

Christine smiled back "What are friends are for. And next time, learn how to defend yourself because I won't be here always"

I just chuckle and stayed quiet. I just love my best friend, she is the first one who talked to me, actually and since then, she became my best friend and we always hang out.

That's why they call us 'The Beauty and the Geek"

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At lunch time, I was sitting at a vacant table at the corner waiting for Christine, she was buying her lunch at the cafeteria while me...can't afford the foods here. I think one meal here is my family's budget for a day.

"Aren't you going to buy something?" She asked as she set down her plate on the table.

Mashed potato, cheeseburger and fries. Gosh that taste wonderful.

I shook my head and smiled sadly "I'm not hungry" I lied

"Not hungry? You were almost drooling and I can hear your stomach grumbling the minute we walked in here" she said

"Erm..."

"Okay" Christine put her tray of food in front of me "This is yours and eat"

"But~" she cut me off

"Don't talk back just eat. I am going to buy myself a new meal" she smiled kindly and then went back to line at the canteen.

Is she really gonna make me eat her food? With a huge smiled on my face, I quickly grab the fork and started to bite the Burger but...

My life is not good, right?

Brianna came and grab the Burger in my hand and threw it at the bin next to us and threw all the food in my tray and laughed evilly.

"Haha, you don't deserve to be here, loser. You disgust us and why don't you just go home and cry to your mommy like a baby" she pouted her lips and her minions copied her and continue to humiliate me.

My eyes started blurr and the people around me was looking at me with a smile in their faces. So they are enjoying the show. Then I realized, I started to cry and ran off with my head down and left the cafeteria looking at me like I was a cackroch.

Although I am poor and ugly and then can do these things to me? I'm a human too, I can be hurt and cry not a robot or something.

Sometimes, I really wish that I could go somewhere that it is only me and my family. A place away from humiliation and disgust

This is the reason, why I hate school so bad.