"But that isn't enough time!"

"I'm sorry Adrian. You knew this day was coming. I can try and get you an extension on the deadline, but I can't promise anything."

"Okay, thanks I guess."

I hung up the phone with a sigh, silently panicking. I was fully aware that the deadline for the creation of my first EP was growing near, but I was so distracted with everything that had been going on that I hadn't finished writing two of the songs. The first one came easy, the lyrics just flowing out of me at 4 AM one morning. The second song came as a surprise, inspiration coming to me in the middle of a breakdown. I had pushed all the pain away and had sat there for hours just letting my feelings out on paper. It was one of my more personal songs - the ones I didn't let Jack hear. He had listened to the first song, and had obviously listened to the third since it was the song I had performed a week ago. I had began to write my fourth song, but had gotten stuck writing the chorus. I hadn't even thought about the fifth song, absolutely no idea what it was going to be about. But now I had no more time to procrastinate. I needed to get this EP finished before I ruined everything I had worked for.

I slipped on my shoes and grabbed my guitar, deciding it would be easier to work at the studio. My studio wasn't as impressive as Ryans, but it was where I felt at home.

"Nice to see you again Adrian." The producer, Cameron, greeted as I stepped inside.

"Long time no see." I smiled, regretting just how long it had been since I had been here. When I felt down, it was easier to write tucked up in bed. Other times I would climb up onto the roof and let the sky inspire me, finding peace in staring at the stars or watching the sunset. Thinking of the sunset brought my mind to Ryan, but I pulled myself out of my thoughts. This really wasn't the time to get distracted.

An hour later I still hadn't gotten much done. The urge to break down was still strong, but I couldn't. Not right now. So I held it together as I let the memories play in my mind, hoping they would bring any kind of inspiration.

"That's beautiful Bluebird." I heard Jasons voice speak out as I was singing. I glanced over to the door, wiping away the stray tear that had fallen down my cheek. I noticed Brody stood behind him, sending me a small smile.

"What are you guys doing here?" I asked, placing my guitar to the side.

"B wanted to work on some songs." Jason explained.

"I'd usually come with Ryan, but he's preoccupied. Don't let us interrupt you."

I shook my head. "No, it's fine. I can't get past that bit of the song anyway."

"Do you mind me asking what that song was about?" Brody questioned warily, Jason sending him a warning look.

"Jase, it's fine." I reassured. He nodded, sitting down beside me and slipping his hand into mine. Brody sat across from us on the table.

"It's about my ex." I said simply.

"Okay." He spoke, and I was surprised with how quickly he let it go. It made me more relaxed knowing he wasn't the kind of person who pushed. I knew he could tell I didn't particularly want to talk about it, and he respected that. I had a strong feeling we would be good friends.

"So, you got any new music coming out?" I queried, taking the attention off of me.

"Hopefully soon. I kinda want to move away from YouTube and take my music a lot more seriously."

I smiled. "Good luck. I look forward to hearing some of your work."

"Me too."

"I need to talk to you when we get home." Jason whispered. I bit my lip nervously, not exactly sure what the conversation could be about.

"So, how did you and Ryan meet?" I decided to get to know Brody a bit more, knowing he was sticking around as him and Jason were already such good friends.

"We met at a photo shoot. He saw that I was nervous, since I was still getting the hang of modelling, and he showed me the ropes. He managed to get me another gig, and we've been best friends ever since."

"I'm surprised I've never seen either of you before." I commented, confused as to how I never realised who they were if they were such big stars.

"I mean, I don't blame you for not noticing me. Ryan's much more famous than I am."

"Yeah, how the fuck did you not know who Ryan Banks is?" Jase scolded, shaking his head in mock disappointment.

"I've said that I'm sorry!" I exclaimed, laughing when he tickled my side. Brody watched us with a smile on his face.

"You guys are cute together." He stated.

I blushed. "We're not together."

"I meant your friendship." He chuckled. "How did you two meet?"

"We've known each other since high school. I saved him from the mean kids, and we've been great friends ever since. He couldn't live without me even if he wanted to." Jase smirked. I let out a rather unattractive snort.

"Literally. You pay half of my rent."

"You guys live together?" He raised an eyebrow.

"Yeah, living alone seemed too lonely."

That one word. That stupid, meaningless word. That word alone reminded me off all the pain I had been through over the years. How alone I felt when he left me. How I never thought I'd love again.

"Wait, I got it!" I mumbled, grabbing my guitar.

"Got what?"

Jase shook his head, urging Brody to be quiet while I invented the chorus of my song.

I finished the song, my voice cracking on the last line. I felt two arms wrap around me, and I was thankful for their presence. It would've been impossible to hold back the tears if I was alone.