Matrix's P.O.V

"I'm not quite sure if I look okay in my uniform," 

We were inside her room and she said she wanted my opinion when it comes to her uniform. I was okay with it since I didn't have anything to do. Mr. Lim didn't give me any instructions about what to do for the rest of the day. He was so chill. I really thought that he was going to tire me out, but I guess he's not planning on doing that. I guess it really is just Ruv from here on out. 

I was getting hypersensitive to Ruv's scent. I'm not sure if that's a good thing or not. Whenever I smell her, I just want to embarrassingly sniff her. Of course, I try to be as silent as possible when sniffing her. Her friends are already shipping us as hard as they could. I don't want to add to the fire. I don't want to be a fuel. 

"Let me see," I said. 

Ruv groaned. She was inside her walk-in closet, trying her uniform before we actually wear those tomorrow. I wasn't worried about mine because they fit perfectly. It was a man's uniform, which I liked. I was sitting on the floor again, touching the carpet. I don't know why I keep touching the carpet. I guess that's weird, but I was too preoccupied to think of that. 

"Alright, here goes." 

The door to the walk-in closet opened, revealing Ruv in her uniform. I was too stunned to speak. The uniform hugged her curves so well that it made me drool inside my mouth. I don't know how that's possible. My mouth simply watered at the sight. Her legs were being accentuated. Her slacks were just right for her. Her long legs could be seen, tight and plump. I wanted to bury my face in between her legs, let those wrap around my neck, begging for me to not stop. 

I coughed.

"I knew it. I look hideous." 

I stood up immediately, feeling bad that my mind was filled with sexual thoughts when she was there asking for my opinion. I need to be honest, but not too honest. She might get scared the next time we're the only ones in one room. 

"No! You look nice. Your sides are seen and it just fits you perfectly. You have long legs and they are not covered by your slacks, if ever, it's even more visible. You're rocking it." a soft smile popped on the side of her cheek. 

She hurriedly turned around, hiding her smile. It made me smile as well. I waited for her to say something, which took her minutes to open her mouth. I giggled. 

"Is there something wrong?" I asked. 

"You know how to compliment a woman." 

"Of course I do. I have a sister." she turned around, curious to find out more. 

"Oh?" 

She was still a pre-med student but I could already imagine Ruv wearing an actual nurse's uniform and me fucking her while she wears it. Ah, what a hottie. I didn't know I had a kink. Nurse's uniform, huh? Isn't that kind of weird and controversial? I respect nurses, but why is it that when it comes to Ruv, I just want to make her scream and shake uncontrollably? 

"She's my older sister. She's very, very mean and moody," Ruv scoffed. 

"Older sisters." I nodded my head. 

"It's really hard to satisfy her with everything, so I had to do my very best when handling her or doing something for her." 

"Your sister is a bully?" I laughed, surprised that she got it instead of just dismissing it. 

They always dismiss the thought that my sister would be a bully. They think that she's just like that because she's older than me. Ruv was the very first person to notice. 

"How come you understood that?" 

"Perfection isn't nice." there was something bitter in her tone. 

"I'll go change," she said and walked inside her walk-in closet. 

I waited for her to finish changing. I wonder what she went through. I shook my head, suppressing the urge to ask her. We've only known each other for two days. She'll think that I'm meddling in her affairs. I need to chill. Her father didn't hire me for moral support. But I want to be her moral support. I want to be there for her. 

Oh, fuck. 

This isn't going to end well for me if this continues. Ruv was likable. She's beautiful in my eyes and she's cute when she smiles. I can't help but look at her lips whenever she's doing something else so she won't catch me looking. I bit my lip, trying to calm my guts down. This shouldn't be happening. I do not need to have feelings for her. I can't catch any feelings now. 

"I'm done." 

Ruv was already in front of me, checking herself out in the mirror while I looked at her as she did so. She was too focused on herself to even notice my stare. I wanted to push her down and make out with her. I want to bite her lips and see her crumble with my touch. I want to hear her moan. I want to hear my name being uttered by a shaking Ruv. 

Ah. I'm getting horny. 

When she finally noticed that I was looking at her, she didn't say anything. She must've noticed the way that I was looking at her. I didn't say anything. We kept quiet while staring at each other. I could feel it. Ruv silently wants me as well. I gulped and her eyes moved to my neck. 

The room started to feel very hot and if she moved, I knew it would be the end for me. I wanted Ruv. I wanted her so badly. I've never wanted someone like this. I've never thought of anything this sexually before, quite hard as well. She breathes in deep. I was so ready to pounce on her when there was a knock on the door. 

I hurriedly stood up and Ruv turned around, not glancing at me. 

THANKFULLY SOMEONE INTERVENED. THAT WAS DANGEROUS. 

I opened the door and saw a butler. Honestly, there were too many butlers around for me to remember them all at once. Plus, I haven't really conversed with them to actually get to know them and associate their names with my interactions with them. 

"Dinner's ready." 

The day ended without many events. I was lying in bed, looking at the ceiling. Her stare- there was something in her stare. Her breathing in deeply. I sighed, not wanting to think about it. 

I stood up, going to get some water. I exited my room and passed by Ruv's room when I heard silent whimpers. The halls were so dead silent that her silent whimpers could be heard. I stopped walking and listened. As bad as that sounds, I did. She was doing something. Something nice. 

"Hmmm, haahhh, uhhhh," my eyes went wide. 

"Ahhhh, fuckkk, Matrix." 

I definitely needed to hear that. My ear got stuck on the door. I want to hear more. I'm finally hearing what I wanted to hear. But the problem was, it wasn't being said directly to me. Her voice was of urgency, almost as if begging. It was high-pitched, out of air. 

"I want your fingers inside, hnnnmmm," 

I blinked a couple of times before painfully leaving. I went to the kitchen and grabbed some water. I need to cool down. I have to cool down. My job is at stake here. I need to chill. I have to chill. 

I have to. 

No touching the boss' daughter. SELF-CONTROL, I NEED YOU. I panicked, walking back and forth, rethinking my life decisions. I drank three more cups of water before going back to my room. She was still going at it. Her moans were now louder than before. Masturbating this late at night - and she knows that I can hear her. This girl is going to be the death of me. 

The next morning, I woke up and got ready. I'm ready to act like I didn't hear anything last night. I knocked on Ruv's door and she opened it in less than three seconds. She was ready and I could tell that her bag was heavy. I did what I did yesterday and she was staring at me. 

"You can't keep doing that. That's my bag." I shook my head. 

"It's the last thing that I could do, since you don't really ask me for anything." 

"Agets." 

We had our breakfast when Mr. Lim suddenly calls me to his office. I followed him to his office and he took a seat. 

"Here," he handed me a credit card. 

A FUCKING BLACK CREDIT CARD. My eyes almost went out of its sockets when I saw the card. 

"Make sure my daughter doesn't starve and buys everything she wants. Be discreet about it and don't tell her about it." I nodded my head.

"Yes, Sir. Understood." 

"Good. You may go." 

I exited his office and found Ruv already waiting for me. She wasn't carrying her bag, which made me giggle. I grabbed both of our bags and followed her to the car. There it was again, her scent. She looked so neat wearing her uniform. 

"Why not carry your own bag?" I asked, teasing her about it. 

"What's the point when you can just snatch it from me?" 

"Right," I giggled. 

When we were already inside the school, I saw her off to her classroom again. Students were looking at us again. 

"Why are they looking?" I asked. There was something off about everyone's stares. 

"Because you're carrying my bag." 

"Huh? Is that not normal here?" she giggled and looked at me. 

"Nope, it's not. We're used to not caring about one another-" I grabbed her arm as she was about to bump into someone. 

Our bodies squished together as I hugged her, shielding her from the collision. Her body felt like home. I had this fuzzy feeling inside me when she hugged me back. I let go of her arm and looked at her body, searching for any possible injuries. 

"I'm sorry!" the guy said before running away. I guess embarrassed. 

"You okay?" her eyes got stuck on mine for a moment before detaching herself from me. 

"Uh, I'm okay." I grinned. 

"Alright. You be careful." 

She grabbed her bag from me when we were already in front of her classroom. 

"What time will you come fetch me this time?" she asked. 

"What time will you finish?" she shrugged. 

"Well, I'll just wait here if you're not done." she nodded her head. 

"Alright." 

I turned around and went to my classroom, which I, again, had a hard time finding. I had one minute to spare. Allyssa waved her hand when she saw me and pointed at the seat beside her. I sat beside her and thanked her. Zyann was on her other side. He waved at me with a smile on his face and I waved back with a smile. 

"Thank you for saving me a seat." 

"Aimee told me to, but even if she didn't, I still would've." 

"How sweet." 

"That girl is not sweet at all, I swear." Allyssa rolled her eyes, as if remembering things that justified her statement. 

"Oh? Really?" 

Our conversation was suddenly cut off when our CI came in. Without hesitation, he started discussing. Allyssa was apologetic for not being able to answer me but I shrugged it off, letting her see that it didn't affect me. I listened to the discussion. I don't really wanna flunk this. I may be eager to study, but medicine wasn't really to my liking. I'm more of an aircraft person, but since this is what my boss wants, then so be it. 

I will have to like medicine. 

"Alright, that's it for this morning." There were 30 minutes to spare before noon. 

"You're going to Aimee?" Zyann asked. 

"Yeah," 

"I heard nursing here is exceptionally harder than ours." Allyssa said, informing me. 

"I heard of that too. I wonder how Aimee and Niyebe will do." 

Exceptionally hard. I wonder why she wants to become a nurse. 

"Well, let's survive from here on out. Let's meet at that cafe for lunch." Zyann said. 

"Alright. I'll tell Niyebe and Ruv." 

"Okay. We'll wait for you guys there." 

The three of us went our separate ways. I went to Ruv's classroom and waited. The CI was still discussing loudly. 30 minutes done and I could see Ruv scoffing. As her classmates passed by me, with lingering stares, I waited for Ruv. 

"Ooh, so handsome. " "I'd die for a boyfriend like that." "Short, but a hottie." 

I dismissed what I had just heard and focused on Ruv. She gave me her bag to carry, which made me smile. She groaned and Niyebe giggled when she saw me smile. I averted my eyes and we started walking. 

"Let's go to the cafe," Ruv said. 

Welp, since we're already going there, no need for me to say anything.