Between the sound of his laughter, the way the breeze ruffled her hair, and the ethereal glow of her skin in the moonlight…he was so beautiful it took her breath away. Helplessly, she used her fingers to brush a curl from her face, letting the back of her fingers caress her soft skin.

Her breathing stopped and I looked into her eyes to try to understand if her gesture bothered him. But what was between them was not awkward. They burned with the same desire that coursed through her veins. No man is immune to a woman looking at him like that. So he put her arm around her back and pulled her to him. I lowered her head, her lips inches from hers. She gave him time to back off or say no. But her eyelids closed and her lips met, and she was lost as she took her mouth in a glorious kiss.

She was dreaming or hallucinating, because Roger's kiss was too good to be true. However, he would have accepted it. True or not, it was great.

She wrapped her fingers around her shirt and held him close as she parted her lips and invited him inside. She didn't hesitate. Her tongue slid into her mouth, warm, wet, delicious. She tasted like champagne and was even better than the real thing.

She moaned, wanting to get closer, wanting more. She was ready to undress and give herself to him in the moonlight. Her hand ran down her back and squeezed her bottom lightly. She pushed her hips forward, aching for contact with her aching core. Her penis was hard and long, and her arousal grew even more. He loved her as she loved him.

He hugged him eager to undress, since her clothes were a barrier to her, the need to feel her skin against hers. He pulled away from her. She took a step back, her breathing ragged of her impatient of her, no no no. "Don't be. It's okay." She took a step toward him, but she backed away.

"I don't feel forced or pressured." "The only pressure I felt was from my pussy, since I needed to feel it inside me." she told him.

He ran his fingers through her hair and smiled.

"That's not what we're here for." I promise to be more professional. She shook her head and entered the room.

She stayed on the balcony for a while, facing disappointment. She then followed him inside. She was in the bathroom. Better not masturbate, she thought to herself.

She went to the bedroom and got ready for bed. The problem with being sexually aroused was that it was hard to sleep. A part of her wanted to go out into the living room and ride Roger until she got the satisfaction she needed. At the same time, she could not be rejected again.

Although she admired her sense of propriety, she was also frustrated...

She closed her eyes and remembered the scene on the balcony. It was so beautiful in the moonlight. Previously, she had removed her suit and tie and rolled up her shirt sleeves. She didn't know why, but there was something sexy about him in casual attire.

That time when he kissed her, he didn't stop. Her lips fell to her breasts. She pinched and massaged her nipples, imagining sucking on them. She sighed at the sensations.

In her mind, she dropped to her knees, lifting the skirt of her dress and pulling down her pantyhose and her pussy clenched with anticipation. She leaned against the balcony and closed her eyes as her mouth devoured her. Her hand was on her pantyhose, rubbing her clit until she reached the edge. Then, in her mind, she made him stand up and let go of his penis.

He pushed her against her railing, hooked her leg around her waist, and slid inside her. With her free hand I had to cover her mouth to keep from making any noise so he could hear her as he imagined him making love to her. The pleasure did not take long to run through her body. She felt good and, at the same time, cold. Yes, she had been turned on, but what she really wanted was him.

At least once the tension had lifted, she was able to fall asleep. She woke up the next morning feeling a bit confused. Maybe it was the excess champagne or the strange feelings she had for that stranger.

Maybe she had dreamed of kissing him. Or maybe it was an illusion. Either way, she behaved normally as they dressed and got ready to go out.

There is a fairly common feeling of emotional or sexual attraction to those people who ignore us. Far from settling for people who could become potential partners and who treat us with affection, we tend to idealize those who reject us.

It seems that psychologically, the effect called reactance has a lot to say on this subject. Reactance is a term coined by Brehm and refers to the feeling that arises in any individual who sees their freedom deprived.

It usually arises when someone is pressured to accept a particular point of view. This fact creates an emotional and motivational reaction to adopt the opposite point of view and also hardens the resistance to persuasion.

Reactance can arise in many situations of daily life and is a universal phenomenon. It can appear in both small children's dreams as in mature and intelligent adults. In the field of sentimental relationships, therefore, it is quite common to find this effect.

When we feel pressured to stay in a relationship, to love someone in particular, our personal freedom can be threatened to some extent. However, when a person ignores us or projects a feeling of indifference towards us -which amounts to the same as a deprivation- that motivational reaction arises that pushes us to restore that freedom to choose.

In fact, the more deprived we are of being able to choose an alternative, the stronger the feeling of reactance and the more we struggle to obtain it. The prohibition or deprivation of power freely to be with someone, dyes that someone with a tremendously attractive halo of mystery. An irrepressible desire arises in us to “go on the hunt” for those people who ignore us.

Although, as I explained, psychological reactance is very relevant in emotional relationships or as a couple, our internal shortcomings also have a great influence.

There are people who get hooked on the impossible because, after all, this addiction is entertainment. The problem is that what is now a hobby or emotional roller coaster can end up having long-term negative consequences.

What is complicated is an objective that makes us distance ourselves and disconnect from routine and boredom. But why is boredom a problem? Therein lies the question. Some people feel so lacking or empty that they feel that an easy, flowing relationship is unappetizing.

Therefore, to alleviate this boredom, we adhere to such a sentimental pastime, to a soap opera that fills that internal vacancy that we ourselves cannot fill. The final consequence is usually that, if the objective is achieved and the relationship evolves into something else, what was a fun recreation becomes routine and therefore boredom.

If we want to be stable people at the level of couple or personal relationships, it is important that we know that what can start out as child's play, can end up as a problem. Going after those people who ignore us may seem like fun at first.

In addition, it is possible that it provokes in us a pleasant sensation of curiosity and illusion that keeps us hooked. The problem is that you can't live like this forever. There comes a time in life when you have to get off that emotional roller coaster and get on the real guy, which is much slower.

The reasons for not prolonging this game are several. The most important thing is self-esteem. People who get hooked on this type of dynamic in which they reject those who treat them well and want people who ignore them often have very low self-esteem.

Lacking solid self-esteem, their minds keep telling them that they really aren't deserving of realistic affection. On the contrary, they deserve indifference. Therefore, for every step we take in order to get that person who neglects us, we are stabbing our self-esteem with a new dagger.

In addition, we do not get used to states that are natural, such as calm, routine or reflection. Another reason is that we are probably wasting our precious time. The human being seldom uses the awareness of his finite nature to dispose of his time.

Many times our way of life follows the fiction of immortality, letting our valuable time slip away. That's when we find ourselves looking for impossible challenges that end up turning against us.

He was a sorcerer, he wanted to leave her wanting immensely towards him. Drive her mad with love and burn her in his hell love.