Is This Love?

I remember when I first woke up in a clean white room called the "Blossom Hospital". I heard crying, I think they were what others called "happy tears". There was my mother holding me while draining her eyes, my name is Willow Marylin Emily. The daughter of Jessica Marylin Emily and Vincent Jimenez Emily.

"She's beautiful.. A lovely name like Williow suits her" My mother said

"Tch, I feel like Roxanne would have suited her." He said

"Well, Vincent it was my choice. Right darling?" The rest they said was just a load of shit I can't remember.. I was never a crying child or spoiled which is surprising coming from a princess. I was neutral I guess...

A few years later..

Would I ever be sad or spoiled? Maybe, isn't that how all streotypical royal parents are to their children? No. Not to me, I was a ruthless child who always felt envy instead of love because instead of me being spolied. It was my stupid sister who was labled as the "new queen". What the fuck?! Why is it always the parents deciding their children's future?

"You'll always be the better sister to Williow, you'll be the future queen one day Lise" God damn you Vincent, your not even my father anymore. I can tell Lise doesn't want to be a queen. I can tell she wants to be something else. Unless that's just my young envious thoughts.

I was always wiser than Lise at a young age. She was four and I was five.. Quite young for a queen, aren't I right? I do wonder.. Has Vincent ever even loved me before.. No! I shouldn't be like that to him, he loved me and still does. R-right... M-maybe I should wait more if he shows his love to me!

Five years later..

Y'know I always hear Lise playing dolls but this time is different.. I can hear her talking like me and saying "I'll never be a good queen Lise, you might me very VERY better than me!" I walk away and go to my room... Stupid. Stupid.. STUPID... Did you really think she loved you? Pft- As if, maybe she's like your father or should I say Vincentt? SHUT THE FUCK UP! I accidently yelled it out loud... "WILLIOW HOW ABOUT YOU SHUT UP." I nearly tear up like the crybaby I am.. Wait, there's a box of Bl books. God damn- I read some for fun then have a nosebleed- 

Well that cheered me up and turned my not so innocent twisted mind.. I should probably hide them and check if dinners ready or if it's time for me to set up the tables. Hopefully the guest don't ask me questions and talk to my family instead, ha! What am I even thinking they'll probably ask me a million of questions about my sister. Maybe they would ignore me because of my introverted self-? Can you ever shut up and talk quietly not in your mind? Shut up your just a voice in my head built-ass Ouch I didn't know a crybaby can hurt me with words I said shut up b- Okay! okay.