An Urge To Be Mad Again

Author Pov.

It’s been two days when Dylan started to live in Luna’s house. Luna and Melissa really don’t have any problem but the way Dylan always interfere in their personal matters especially Luna’s really annoyed them.

Melissa finds it amusing but for Luna, it’s irritating and disturbing. Her mind is only working for how to make Dylan go back and to leave Her. She can’t risk his life. No matter how much she says that she loathes him but. The truth only she knows.

She tried all the things to make him leave Her. Ignoring him. Talking rudely. She even once insulted him in front of Melissa but he just seems to stick with her like a glue. And her every word seems like an air passing through his ear.

She sighed sitting on the sofa. Her hand is now so better than before. It’s not wrapped in bandage anymore. It is indeed had a purplish bruise still but it’s better than before.

“Where are you going.” Luna questioned Melissa who got ready and was wearing her coat. She faced Luna with a small smile.

“I am going for some grocery. We are almost out of all grocery plus. Today we had a dinner with Mr. Mathews so I am gonna bring something to make for tonight.” Luna’s face turned annoyed and cold

“Isn’t it enough that we giving him food every day and night. Now you also invited him for a dinner. Are you insane.” Melissa rolled her eyes. She doesn’t know why Luna dislikes Dylan so much. Only if she knew.

“Come on sis. It’s not like he every day eat with us. And stop being so cold towards him I don’t know why you dislike him this much.” Luna sighed and stared at the TV blankly.

“I am going ok. And also Mr. Mathews is at home as it’s Sunday. So try to control because I am having a doubt that until I came back you will end up killing him.” She said playfully making Luna give her a poker face. She laughed and went out.

“This bitch.“Luna sighed and leaned at the back on the sofa but then an idea popped up in her mind. She looked up at the stairs and then bit her lip.

“I have to do this. He wouldn’t understand that way.” With that, she climbed up the stairs and took a deep breath.

“God help me.” She knew that she was directly going in devils-den. But she had no choice. She needs to talk to him. She needs to convince him.

She knocked at his room door but he didn’t open but to her surprise, it was unlocked. She hesitantly opened the door and entered it. She closed the door behind her and looked around to find Dylan but he wasn’t there.

She looked around but then her eyes caught a glimpse of something hidden under his pillow. She can see that it’s a picture of a girl as she can see the girl wearing a dress but the pillow had covered her face. She took a few steps towards it but stopped instantly as she heard the bathroom door opening.

She was right in front of the bathroom. She instantly looked at the bathroom door and saw Dylan in a bathrobe ruffling his hair by using a towel. He was startled to see Luna there and looked at her in surprise.

He wasn’t expecting her. Not even a bit to see her here. Last two days she was avoiding him like a plague. But now she’s in front of him. Right there.

He blinked his eyes multiple times to clear his sight. He was in a deep daze as if he was hallucinating or she’s really here.

“Luna” He whispered making Luna gulped. She looked at him.

“Hey” said awkwardly as she was looking everywhere but him. Dylan frowned at her actions

“Hmm you should wear something.” He looked at himself and then realized that he was only in a bathrobe.

He covered his one side of chest fully like he was hiding something. Luna didn’t noticed his actions and he covered his chest tightening the bathrobe only his muscular chest v line was visible..

Drop of water was dripping from his wet hair. He dropped the towel on the sofa and smirked at her still looking away face.

“What are you doing here princess.” He asked her but his voice becomes dark and husky.

It wasn’t soft or surprised anymore. It was calm. Manly. Dominating. Luna gulped and again faced him.This time she only stared in his eyes making Dylan breath hitched as her beautiful blank brown eyes met his dark ones.

“Why are you doing this. What exactly you want this time Dylan.” Dylan looked at her in surprise at it was the first time she called his name after he came back. He took a step closer to her making her stepped back. Her leg came in contact with the beds edge. But Dylan didn’t stop.

“You know the answer better than me.” He said as he stood in front of her towering over her small figure. He was so close that Luna could feel his heat on her.

Luna Pov

He was too close. Too close for my liking but I have to be stron.. I can’t back away now. I need to make him go back.

”And you know very well that you wouldn’t get anything. Not this time.” Dylan didn’t say anything just stared at me with different emotions.

“Please Dylan. Please go back. You don’t belong here. No matter how much you try. You can’t get me. You can’t. I am stuck in a dark maze. A maze where there is no escape. Just go back. I am sure you will find someone better.

Hurt was visible in his dark orbs but then it’s replaced with softness. He extended his hand and placed it on my cheek making me flinch.

” Then let me find an escape for you from this maze. Let me help you. Let’s get rid of this darkness together.” I shook my head and unconsciously took a step back but end up falling on the bed.

Dylan tried to catch my waist but he also ends up falling above me. I slowly opened my eyes and met those dazzling eyes already staring at me.

“You can’t help me, Dylan. Neither I want your help nor you can give me. We are different. We are too difficult to be together. Please understand.” I said but he shook his head.

“I don’t care anymore. This madness is making me mad again and again. No matter how many times I try to stay away from you I always end up raising a new madness in my heart of having you.

I roughly pushed his shoulders while my eyes started to get teary. Why can’t he understand. Why he has to be this stubborn. In frustration I yelled right at his face.

“WHY. WHY CANT YOU UNDERSTAND. I DON'T WANT YOU. I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU WANT. YOU CAN GO TO HELL WITH YOUR MADNESS ASSHOLE. LEAVE ME. JUST LET ME GO. AND GO BACK. I SAID LET ME G-----”

He grabbed my wrists and pinned them on the bed. He also replied to me with the same intensity.

“I DON'T WANT TO. I DON'T WANT TO UNDERSTAND. I DON'T WANT TO UNDERSTAND THE THING THAT WILL LEAD ME TO LEAVE YOU. I AM NOT LEAVING YOU. I WILL NEVER. WHY CANT YOU UNDERSTAND THIS.

“WHY. WHY CANT YOU LEAVE ME. WHAT YOU WANT NOW. AREN’T YOU SATISFY YET. I GAVE YOU MY EVERYTHING. NOW, WHAT YOU WANT. WHY CAN’T YOU JUST LEAVE ME. WHY. TELL ME WHY.

I yelled at him even louder almost ripping my throat out but his next words just left me in complete shock.

“BECAUSE I LOVE YOU GOD DAMN IT.

Sometimes it’s not late. Sometimes it’s too late to make things right.

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