I drove into the garage, I step out of the car before leaving the key on the key holder.

I stare at the large wooden glass door with fear of what meant be of my fate if the door opens.

My dad prefers living in a luxurious homely environment since my mum loves flowers she had a small garden for visitors for site seeing.

I fist my hand while the other wrap around the knob but before I could open the door pulled open reviewing Kate our cook.

She smiles warmly leaving the door open for me to come in "is dad and mum inside? " I ask with a smile.

I walk into the kitchen placing my bag on the counter before opening the mini-fridge for an apple juice because my nerves are in overdrive.

"your mum..." she was cut off by sounds of laughter coming from my dad's office, little footsteps running towards me.

"Aunty Shiloh" Edward run towards me wrapping his little hand round my legs.

A handsome little boy, he is a replication of his dad but expects the color of his hair which the same color as Sylvia.

I pull him up placing him on my hip, I kiss his chubby cheeks making him laugh "so how is my favorite nephew doing" I say grinning widely.

"fine, I draw a big ball today in class," he says proudly.

I took my apple juice from the counter before using the other to place him properly on my hip.

I walked into the living room with laughing has Edward tells me about his day, I place him on the couch before taking a seat close to him drinking from the glass of apple juice.

"where is mum(Sylvia)?" I ask helping him arrange his building toy.

"she is with grandma, grandpa, and dad," he says.

"Oh, Shiloh you are back," mum says walking towards us, wearing a summer black gown reaching below her knees and hair brown hair curled and left open looking beautiful as always.

"hey mum" I greet with a smile from my place on the couch, Sylvia, Garrett and dad walk down the stairs walking towards the living room "hey big girl," Sylvia says welcoming me into an embrace.

"I was thinking you will never come to visit" I joke as we both laugh "of course, not I can never let you have a minute of rest" she winks.

I laugh "brother-in-law what a wonderful surprise, " I say grinning, dad scoops Edward from the floor holding him.

Dad smile's" what have you being up to Shiloh? " dad asks taking a sit on the couch placing Edward on his lap.

I gulp down nervously fear running through me, does he know? no, it can't be.

I blinked twice " Um... It was great, classes resume next week " I say coolly hiding any trace of fear in me.

I sit back on the couch with Sylvia while mum sits with dad while Garrett sits in the armchair.

My phone vibrated from the front pocket of my jeans, I pulled it out seeing it was a text message from Emma "what was the reaction" she asks concerning my pregnancy.

"I am yet to tell them" I text back.

"you have to let them know to get it off your chest" she text back.

She is right I have to get this out of my system it not like I can keep it from them for forever" I will do so"

I stuck my phone back into my pocket, l look up to see everyone chatting and laughing, I find little confidence in Emma's words.

You can do this.

I need a little time maybe tomorrow.

No, I have to do this right now.

Huh, I sigh inwardly.

"I have something to say and it's very important," I say not meeting anyone's gaze.

The place became quiet, I anxiously look up to meet dad intensely stare, Edward and Garrett were no longer in the room.

"I...I...I..." I can say this?

I exhale and inhale my chest hurting, everyone waiting patiently for me to continue, Sylvia places her hand on mine" Shiloh relax you are having an anxiety attack " she says worriedly.

I exhale focusing my gaze on the most precious floor "Iampregnant" I rush it out in one breath.

"darling calm down we can't get what you are trying to say," mum says concern lacing her voice.

"I am pregnant, " I say reluctantly.

My words lingered in the air as silence envelope us.

I shift my gaze towards dad meeting his sizzling gaze, the anger in them making me flinch back.

Mom and Sylvia looked shocked, the couch feels hot from there intensify gaze making me squirm.

"what? " Sylvia asks jumping from the couch anger and shock evident on her face.

My gaze focus down to my feet, I felt like a disappointment to my family" does Chance know you are pregnant? " she ask calmly which is very surprising.

I shake my head in a no as tears threatening to spill, she fell back on the couch shaking her head in disappointment.

"Shiloh I am so disappointed in you, how can you do this to your self, forgetting which family you are from," mum says angrily glimmer of tears in her eyes.

My heart broke from the words she said, never had my mum called me a disappointment or look at me with some much pain in her eyes.

But she is right how can I be so stupid to let this happen "mum please don't say so, it was a mistake on my path but please don't " plead tears running down my cheeks, I can't bear seeing my mum in pain and also because of me.

"I gave you everything, we made plans together," she says in anger while Sylvia tries to stop her from saying more " but what did you do? go get yourself pregnant by that playboy who doesn't even love you or care," she says bitterly.

I shake my head "no he loves and he cares, I am sure he will accept this child " I say with all confidence.

My parents were never happy with my relationship with Chance saying he is a playboy, very aggressive, arrogant, and proud lavishing his father's money.

I tried to let them know he loves me but gave up because they were standing they ground but I had my sister backing always.

My dad who has been strangely quit stands suddenly from his chair" Shiloh I never expected this from you but it seems you all grown up now and can take care of yourself and a baby" he says maliciously "so I am giving you the freedom to do what so ever you like, leave this house with your belongings" he orders calmly.

"dad please I can't survive on my own" I pleaded desperately.

"I am not done talking, " he says angrily "your car, bank cards will be confiscated, I will take care of your college fees and the rest is up to you"

"you are not allowed to mention this family's name or come near us until you take care and made something of your life" he continues has tears rank my body, mum, and Sylvia also in tears.

"leave this house within 45 minutes" he turns to look at me with pain and anger evident in his eyes "I warned you about that boy so bear the consequences of your actions," he says walking away towards the steps.

I ran towards him standing in front of him blocking him from taking a step forward " dad please, forgive me, dad, you can't do this to me, please. Please " I dropped on my knees for him to take his orders back.

He shoves me out of his way walking up the stairs, I run towards mum pleading " mum please help me talk to dad. I know it my mistake but please mum. I am still your little girl, right? " I say hugging her tightly.

I cried for what it's worth because no one can ever change my father's decision, he never goes back on his word but I just wish he could take his words back or mum could try speaking to him.

She did something I will never be erased from my memory "Kate" she yells, I pull away from her confused, Kate came running from the kitchen" pack everything that belongs to Shiloh send it out of this house" she orders while Kate nodded in yes, she gave me a sympathetic obviously listen to everything that went on.

Mum glance back at me "you know how your father is he will never listen to a word anyone says" she takes my hands in hers "I went you to live with Chance even if I that like him but this is the only way I think of but it for few months until I get your father to bring you back" she says tears in her eyes before leaving.

Sylvia hugs me tightly "it will be okay," she says leaving.

I dropped on my knees, I stuffed my face into my palms and quaked with sobs.

I drown on self-pity feelings of aloneness overwhelming my heart.

I lost everything just in one day.