Our next class was foreign languages, my besties and I took the exact same
class did you ask
what class it is-wait, didn't? I am telling you either ways. KOREAN!
Ha! You expected us to take Spanish? Well boo yah, we love Korea alot.
Wait I don't get it why am talking to myself I am such a weirdo.
"Guys quick we will be late for Mr. Oh's class" Carmen said dragging us to
class.
Mr. Oh's class seemed to be dragging on forever, it usually one of my favourite
classes. But
today the class dragged. I was lost in my own little bubble, in a world were it
wasn't really
adopted, wasn't a legitimate heir to any dumb company. I was so normal, I liked
it, my place of
complete solace.
In this world..my world, I had a friend, her name is Brietta. Although I
haven't seen her before,
her voice brings me this unexplainable comfort, I tell her everything i feel,
think, and know and
somehow she understands and gives me the best advice. I do not know what she
looks like, but
I feel like I have known her my whole life.
I remember the first time I began to talk to her. I was about four or five
years old, I can't really
remember. But I knew it was at a launching party for one of dad's project. I
remember pouting at
Grandma, as she put a pink frilly, hair band on my hair. She smiled warmly at
me, with her clear
grey eyes, it always looked at me with warmth and love, something I had never
seen in dad's
similar grey eyes.
"Must I go, Nana? It will be full of adults , no one to play with, it would be
boring" I said.
She laughed, "oh no Sweetie, it's a big day for your daddy, you must go" she
replied.
"If it's such a big day, then why aren't you coming with us Nana?" I said
tilting my head in
confusion. Her smile wavered but never left.
"I have something to do here, something very important, I can't miss it" she
said. I didn't notice
it then, but she looked really sad.
"Come now baby, we must go" mom said interrupting our conversation. Mom smiled,
but it
wasn't real, it didn't look like the one she smiled when she closed a deal, or
when she finishes a
project. Even in my tiny mind, I knew, I knew too well, that she didn't love me
enough.
When we got to the party after waving Nana goodbye, I was abandoned by mom. She
looked
happy interacting with her business partners and obviously didn't want to talk
to me. I knew not
to interrupt, so I sat at the at the deepest, darkest corner where I won't be
seen, but I could see
so I'd know when it was time to leave.
I picked at my nails, sighing, I scratched the tip of my nose, all in boredom.
"Are you that bored?" That was how I heard her voice for the first time. I
looked around scared.
"Who.. who is there?" I asked stuttering.
I felt her roll her eyes, I don't know how but I did.
"I didn't know you were a scaredy cat ash-ash"
"My name is Ashley, and I would call my mommy and daddy for you if you try to
hurt me, my
voice is pretty loud" I said firmly.
"Relax, I'm inside you, like I'm one with you" she said.
My brows dipped in confusion, I didn't understand. Suddenly a light bulb went
off in my head.
"Like an imaginary friend!" I exclaimed excitedly, I always wanted one of
those.
"Wait what?" She asked irritatedly. But I was far gone, imagining the tea
parties I'd have with
my new friend.
"You know what? Nevermind.. I'm your imaginary friend" she said sighing.
" Nice to meet you imaginary friend, my name is Ashley Monroe, what's yours?" I
asked smiling.
"Brietta, just Brietta" she said in a bored tone.
I didn't like her tone, but I liked having an imaginary friend.
Even when dad called me Amelia, or when Mom scolded me for sitting on the floor
with the
expensive ball gown, I didn't cry, I just wanted to go to my room and have a
conversation with
my Brietta. I never told anyone about her, she is my safe haven, my shelter
from everything the
world had in store for me.
"Brietta..Brietta.." I called out into my mind.
"Ugghh you are so loud" she whined like she does every time she hears my voice.
"Awwn but you love me anyway" I cooed. I felt her roll her eyes again. Typical.
"You are supposed to be in class ash-ash" she reprimanded with that stupid
nickname.
I was about to retort when someone slammed the door, shaking me from my sweet
conversation, I looked up in annoyance to find a very tall, student looming
over the door with a
scowl on his face. He scanned the class with his Forest green eyes, I was
taken aback by his.
Finally his eyes found mine and shock was written all over his face.
"If you don't mind young man I have a class going on" Mr. Oh tried to Forrest
green.
From my mind I could hear Brietta squeal just likevmy class mates.
"Sorry sir, I think I came to the wrong class but I would love to switch to
this class uhhh what
class is this?" Forrest eyes looked awkward, scratching his left ear. At the
sound of his voice
Brietta squealed so loud, I thought the noise came out of my mouth.
"This is Korean, mister?".
"Mister Lloyds, Archer Lloyds" seemingly ready to bolt to the new seat.
"Ok class, meet your new classmate, Archer Lloyds" Mr. Oh must have been very
happy for he
didn't get much students into his class. Archer practically ran to the empty
seat behind me,
making all my friends; imaginetive and real to go ballistic. I felt pnpricks on
my neck, the feeling
I get when people stare a bill too long at me. I could call it a talent.
I felt the pinpricks till Mr. Oh's class ended, I practically flew out of my
seat, to my car. I didn't
like the way Forrest green or Archer stared at me throughout class. Even after
hearing my best
friend scream my name I couldn't stop, even when Brietta told me to go back or
else she would
be mad, I convinced myself she wasn't real till I got to another haven; my car
and waited for my
best friends.