Chapter 44 - Love Me Like You really Do!

Even though when Adam tortured Fiona, sometimes, he thought how it would be if she wasn’t Brian's daughter and they both met differently. He found her extremely beautiful and she had a strong spirit.

He thought would have worshiped her in another scenario.

Now that he got the chance, would he be able to do that? Love her and worship her? Most importantly when she wasn’t beautiful and strong spirited as before.

She was a damaged version of the perfect girl he broke.

I don't care about any stupid child, I don't need any child. I just want her. I wanted to give her a child before so that I could bind her with me. But now that she agreed to give me a chance, I don't need anything from her. She is enough for me.

Adam spoke in his mind.

But somewhere in his mind, a question still appeared. Wouldn’t she be happier if she had a child of her own? She could forget the pain of her first child loss.

But now things were out of his hand. He sighed.

I can't give her a child but I will treat her so good that that she will never feel the need of having any child. I will learn to love her.

Her tears makes my heart clench in pain. What's it if it’s not love? I am also a damaged man. But my love for her will be sacred. Because I will love her with my whole being.

What I have took from her, I can't give her back. But I will try to fill the emptiness of her as my as I can.

Adam determined. He entered inside his walk in closet and wore a black shirt and denim pant. He put a hublot watch on his left wrist and applied his Chanel cologne.

It was almost 7 pm. He slowly walked out of his room and headed to her room.

He stood before the door and

Knocked twice.

"Come in." He heard Fiona's soft voice floating in.

He entered and saw Fiona was sitting before the vanity table. She stood up and came to him.

She was wearing a peach colored knee length dress and tied her hair in a messy bun. It was obvious that she didn't wear many make up except the lip gloss on her lips. But she was looking so beautiful.

Adam never in his life, ever complimented any girl. He had fair share of women whom he fucked but there was no one whom he saw as lover.

"I am ready. Do I look good?" She smiled at him.

Good? She was looking fabulous. He lost his words for a second.

He was looking at her like a spellbound man.

"What? Don't I look good?" She asked nervously, gulping once.

"No. You look great. Let's go." Adam said. Fiona couldn’t believe. She nooded and followed him.

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Adam was excited for this date, it was the first date, in his life of 28 years. Even though he didn’t understand why he was so exited. He might be feeling this excitement because Fiona was with him.

After so many days, Fiona went on a date with someone. Normally girls gets excited on their date to spend the time with their lovers. But even though this date was on her demand, unfortunately she couldn't feel the excitement or enthusiasm. But she tried her best. She had to live, she had to breathe and she had many things left to do.

But how could someone force herself to enjoy?

"Where should we do?" Ask Adam as he was driving.

"Go anywhere you like." Was Fiona's flat reply.

But it was first time Adam was on a date. He was a irrational, merciless killer and a mafia man.

He stopped his car in the sideways and took out his mobile.

He went to his browser and searched 'common places to go on a date with your girlfriend.'

There are so many suggestions like restaurants, cinema, parks, amusement parks, beach, picnic etc.

"Seriously?" Fiona remarked with incredulity.

"You have never gone on a date before?" Fiona asked. It was embarrassing.

But Adam maintained his impassive expression. "No. It's not like everyone has to go on a date." He replied.

"Then am I the first girl you are taking on a date?" Fiona queried.

Adam nodded. Fiona shook her head in disbelief.

"Forget google. Couple should do what they like to do during their date. It doesn’t have any specific set of rules or tasks like you must have to go to cinema, restaurants or something. You can even go fishing if you want to, or even gardening. Spending the time together is the main purpose." She explained. Adam listened to her and nodded.

"What do you want to do?" Adam inquired.

"I feel like eating. I am hungry. Can you drive to a Italian restaurant? I want to eat Italian food." She answered, forcing a smile.

"Okay." Adam started the engine and drove his car away.

He stopped the car in front of a five star Italian restaurant. Fiona was about to open the door that's when someone Adam stopped her.

"What?"

Adam get out of the car first and then opened the car door for Fiona. He helped her to get out of the car.

Fiona was surprised. She blinked few times. But didn’t say anything.

Adam held her hand and walked towards the restaurant entrance. He gave the car key to the valet and a staff opened the gate, welcoming them.

Adam chose a VIP room, just for two persons. The manager led them inside the room and handed them a menu book.

Fiona raked her eyes over the menu and said, "Can I order anything I like? Everything is so expensive here."

"Money is not a problem for me. Go on." Adam encouraged her.

Fiona ordered three dishes and Adam ordered three more dishes. The waiter wrote down their orders and left.

They were alone in the room, waiting for the foods to arrive. Both of them were silent and it was the most awkward date in the history.

"Don't you have anything to say?" Fiona questioned.

Adam was silent. Then spoke,

"I am not sure what to say. I am not sure if I say anything, you may not like it. Or worse you may get hurt by my words."

Fiona couldn’t believe what he was saying.

Since when you started caring for me? She thought.

"Then say something that I will like for sure." She suggested.

"I don't know what you like either." He responded.

"Then try to know me. Know what I like or dislike."

"Adam, why did you want to marry me?" Fiona asked out of nowhere.

"Do you want to marry me now because you pity me?" Fiona stared at him as he stayed silent. Tears gathered in both of her eyes.

"I knew it. No one can love me now. You may have lusted for my body before but now that I am not like beautiful as before, you can't like me." She sobbed and stood up from the chair, preparing to leave.

"It's not like this. I really like you." Adam stood up as well and pulled her hand.

Fiona humped. "Then prove it. Kiss me like you mean it." She demanded.

Adam was stunned. He never thought she would willingly initiate things like making out or kiss with him.

Adam leaned in and kissed her lightly. But Fiona pushed him on his chair and got on his lap. Straddling his body, she smashed her soft lips on his.

Adam was shocked but soon gave into her dominant kiss willingly. She bit his lips, entered her tongue inside his mouth, totally taking control of the kiss.

Adam was lost in the desire when she initiated the kiss. His hands caressed her hair, he untied the bun and let the hairs fall all over her shoulder.

Fiona let go of him because she was out of oxygen. Her cheeks were crimson, she was breathing hard.

On the other hand, the fire she ignited inside him, he couldn’t control himself. He inhaled her sweet scent. Tailing kisses from her cheek, he went to her neck. Suckling the skin roughly.

After so many days, he got to touch her again. His desire got unbridled. He even forgot she wasn’t fully healed physically. And often get mentally unstable.

"Ahh." Fiona yelped and Adam stopped. She closed her eyes and contorted her face in pain.

"What's wrong?" Adam creased his forehead.

"I felt a bit pain in my stomach." She whispered.

"Oh. I am sorry. Did I hurt you?" Adam sounded apologetic.

She shook her head.

"No. I am fine now." Fiona assured him.

Adam finally took a notice of her - messy hair, smudged lip gloss, hickeys were visible in her neck, first two buttons of her dress was opened revealing the swell of her creamy breasts.

He buttoned her dress and then tidied up her hair as much as he could.

Suddenly, Fiona hugged him tightly, "Adam please love me like you mean it, like you really do."

She stared at him with her hopeful eyes. Adam leaned and kissed her forehead.

Fiona was sitting on his lap that's when the bell rang and the food arrived. The waiter saw Fiona was sitting on his lap. Her dress rode up to her thigh.

"What are you staring at? Serve the food and leave!" Adam barked at him. He glared at him when saw he was looking at Fiona's leg. Adam covered her legs.

The waiter left after serving the food. Fiona couldn’t eat much. She felt tired.

She insisted on going home early. Adam drove to his mansion.

Fiona entered room and changed into a comfy night dress after getting fresh.

Adam was preparing himself to sleep that's when Fiona entered the room, she was holding a pillow.

"Do you want to say anything?" Adam didn’t expect her at this time.

She nodded. "I want to sleep in the same bed as you." She placed the pillow beside his and lay on the bed.

Fiona turned the light off and soon fell asleep.

Why she is acting like this? Isn't she supposed to hate me? She is initiating everything herself. That kiss in the restaurant, then sleeping in the same bed.

I have to ask her. Adam wondered.

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