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As soon as the call ended, he immediately pack his things and catch the earliest flight to Los Angeles. He looks so worried sick. I wonder why? I mean yes, she was once his wife but you know, she left us...so it's normal to have anger towards her? Because honestly, the moment I knew the reason why I don't have mother unlike the others, I felt my blood suddenly boiled because of anger.

They said that no mother can ever attained to abandoned her own child. She didn't carried them for nine months for nothing. Somehow, in my case, my own mother had the courage to do it because she wants to chase her own happiness. Own, meaning her love was selfish and that love was the most toxic kind of love of all which I don't want to experience. On the other hand, my Dad love for her was very selfless to the extent that he let her go at the expense of his broken heart.

"You two, what do you want to eat? I order" Kate said. We're here at Kieron's, studying our subjects. "I want pizza and coke!" I said. "Same with her" Kieron said without looking because he's very busy on his readings and designs for his project. He seems so serious about it so I just let him. My poor Kier...

My phone suddenly beeped, it says that I had a notification from my Instagram. So I opened it, 'kieronrevs tagged you in a post' it said. I clicked it and immediately saw my picture with a pizza on my mouth, he captioned it 'You're my better days'. I rolled my eyes, thanks to his captioned 'cause it's a heart warming one because if not, I'm going to punch straight his beautiful face! My gosh, my face there was an epic! Hmp!

"Kate! Take a photo of us" she suddenly obliged and get my phone. I posted our pictures with them with a caption 'I love you, two' and one photo of me and Kier. In that photo, I was laughing widely while Kier was just staring at me intensely, I captioned it 'Your stares were always worth melting for'.

I stared at my reflection in our whole body mirror. I was wearing a deep V-neck spaghetti strap pastel pink dress. This is so unusual compared with my usual outfits but well, I'm just going to try if it is going to fit. My make up, on the other hand turned to look very natural on me. My red hair was just hanging on my back loosely with my natural curls. Gone the black boots 'cause I'm wearing a white strap sandals right now.

"Hi" I shyly greeted Kier the moment we met outside the university. His eyes widened looking at me from head to foot. He gave a peck and smiled. "Hello, beautiful" he chuckled. He also wearing pastel pink long sleeve that folded until his arms. Gosh, he looks so handsome, and girl he got cleaned cut hair.

We're dresses nicely today because we have an interview by the chasers that will be published under our university magazine and newspaper. "You ready?" He asked. I just nodded and smiled. "Damn her smile..." He whispered.

"You two ready?" Asked Raica, one of the organizer and the President of their fans club. We both nodded and seat on our designated chairs.

"Good morning couple, you two looked good together! If ever you wouldn't end up in the future, my heart would surely break too" one of the interviewer said. We just laughed. Don't worry honey, I won't let it.

"Don't worry, I'm not a heartbreaker. I'll make sure, we would end up together whether she like it or not" he winked. How I wish that...too. After his answer the crowd suddenly got wild, cheering for the two of us.

"So here's the first question for Ms. Sarielle Forbes. When did you realized that you already in love with him?" She asked.

"When I let myself controls by him, when I started to obey him to do good"

"Same question, Mr. Kieron Revollido"

"I realized that I was in love with her when I started to care about on her whereabouts. When I suddenly pissed whenever she's not attending her classes just to hang out on that storage room" he said dearly.

"When you got officially into a relationship did it change your supposed future plans before you too were met?"

"First of all, I wanna share it to you guys that before we met, I honestly didn't have any future plans. I just go with the flow of fate. But it changes after I met him, it's like meeting him also means meeting my compass. I didn't have any direction before, but with him I strived. With him, I become a better person, he made me appreciate the real meaning of passion and the essence of education. So yeah, he changed me, because of him I learned to dreamed"

"That was so heart warming answer from you, Oh God...I think I'm gonna cry. But you said that because of him you learned to dreamed right? May we know what's that dream?" she asked me again while smiling.

"Ah that was just a simple dream, me with my Dad guiding me slowly walking down the aisle towards to the man of my life" I turned to Kier and smiled sweetly. The crowd get wild because of my answer. I felt suddenly heat on my face, damn... I'm blushing right now!

"Short but very powerful! I love it! Ah, my ship is sailing! Okay, going back to my second question, when you got officially into a relationship did it change your supposed future plans before you too were met?" She asked to Kier.

"Yeah, it changed my supposed future plans indeed. Unlike her, my life was planned. Before, I was just looking forward to become an engineer because that was the dream, while my singing was only my passion. But when we become in a relationship, it's changed. The years of building myself after my parents death was never been so easy, but thinking that Sari's going to leave me, I don't think I can build myself again. Before, I only want to become an engineer but right now I only want... assurance from her because becoming an engineer and having a successful life would be a life wasted without her. And just this moment it changed again,...because this time my plan is to become best man for her until the moment I will wait her at the end of the aisle" with that, my tears come out just like a damn waterfalls! Not because I'm sad but because of too much overwhelming feelings.

Dear Lord, if that man was not really the one for me...just take me, because I don't think I can able to see him happy with someone else.

There are a lot of questions being asked before it finally ended. That was a nice event!

"Why are you late?" Dad said coldly. There is something on his voice that's very unusual. It's seems emotionless unlike he's usual one. If I would've known him better, it's surely send shivers down my spine.

"There was a program so..." I pouted, talking about the interview.

"We're flying to Los Angeles" he said. I frowned. Why this sudden?

"How many days?" I asked.

"Until I convince your mother and then we'll fly to Australia to stay there... for good" my eyes got widened and my mouth fell from his sudden answer. What the fuck?!

"What about my study, Dad?" I said trying to sound pitiful.

"You can study abroad" he answered coldly. Really, what's happening to him? Is it because of my mother? Of course...it's always because of her.

"But--" he immediately cut me. "No buts, I know the reason why you don't want to go. It's because of Kier, right? I want you to leave him" he said. "No" I answered fast. "I would never leave him Dad, I love him" I said firmly.

"More than me?" He suddenly asked. Why did he need to bring that up? Of course I love them both!

"I love you both Dad, please don't make me choose. I really don't understand why you suddenly bringing it up. If you want to stay with my mother for her medication then don't worry about me, I'm gonna be fine here" I said, trying to control my emotions.

"She wants you, maybe if she saw you with me she would finally come with us for her medication in Australia" he said, but right now there is a pain with how he delivered his words.

"But Dad...what about Kier? He's parents were both gone so if I leave him..." I said almost begging. I can't continue what I'm gonna say because I don't want to leave him.

"I don't care! This is your mother we are talking about!" He shouted at my face. I felt my knees trembling because of his sudden shout. I'll never imagined Dad would be like this. As in never.

"My mother? Who's busy taking care of someone else's child, Dad? She left us! She's a home wrecker! Why, Dad? In all those years of separation, did she even called you? Did she even ask you if what I'm doing? Huh, Dad? Did she? Did she fucking made a way to contact even at least me, her own fucking child?! Huh? Then now, just one fucking call! Just one fucking call Dad! Didn't she even tired of ruining you, us? Because right now, that's what she's doing" I cried. But what's the most shocking was I felt a hard slap on my face.

My Dad just slapped me, because of her.

"She's still your mother! You ungrateful child!" He shouted at me while I was crying so hard. "You're going to fucking leave him whether you like it or not" he said with his dangerous voice.

"You said you're going to support me in chasing my happiness, right? Dad, Kieron is my happiness and I don't want to leave him. Please... I'm begging you... you let mother chase her happiness, right? Please, let me too..." I cried, though I didn't know if he understands what I said because of my voice literally broke.

"Happiness? You're just what, 20? You're too young for that! You will meet another person in Australia! Maybe there you can really find your true love!" He shouted.

"You're unfair..." I cried. You let my mother chased her, while you blocking mine.

"I'll make you leave him mark my words, daughter" he said before he entered his room and slam the door.

I cried and cried the whole night, I'm too shocked, he used to treat me like a princess before...but right now, I realized that I really don't know my father. I realized that I was wrong when I thought that his love was selfless, because the truth is, he's also selfish. He selfishly love my mother that he didn't even think about my own happiness. He let go of her because of too much love he have...maybe he only treated me like a princess before because he thinks that it made my mother happy and less worried. That's why right now, he didn't care what I would feel because he's too focused about my mother. But despite of all that, I still love my father...

"Why?" I asked Kier. He looks so devastated and haggard. It's been two weeks since that talk, I was absent for two days after that night because I was crying endlessly and up until now, I still didn't talk to Dad.

"Ah it's nothing" he said and smiled. But I'm sure there's something...

"Be honest Kier, why?" I asked again.

He sighed and held my hand.

"My scholarship got cancelled because of I don't know reason, so I was not able to take the final exam. They also disbanded The Chase because of the same reason." My mouth parted. It could've be?! I'll make you leave him mark my words...daughter. So that was it? My God! he's the worst!

"Maybe you can take a special exam? How much do you need? I will give you...or lend you? If that's make you comfortable" I said. Please say yes...

"No, I don't need your money baby, I can do this" he smiled and suddenly hug me. "I'll take a special exam, don't worry" he whispered.

"I love you" because that's the only assurance I can give you right now, I know who's behind this and later I will talk to him.

"And I love you more" he kissed my forehead.

"I know what you did" I said coldly as soon as he entered our house.

"I already told you I'll make you leave him, so he's an achiever, I see, while you...you just a mere headache compare to him. I didn't raise you to become a heartless Sari, how can you digest watching your boyfriend slowly loosing his four years sacrifices just because of you? You know that you can stop this but of course you'll not, right? Because of your shallow love?" He said coolly. Fuck!

"Dad please...stop that" I said, begging.

"Maybe I should target his band mates next? What do you think what he feel if the reason of his bandmates downfall was also because of him?" He asked and smirked.

"You're evil! You're not my Dad! Where is he, huh? He will never do that to me! He love me, while you... you're ruining me!" I cried.

"If you're love for him was not shallow, you will allow him to fly not by caging in your arms while slowly loosing his own chance to do better. In fact, if you're going to trust his love for you, think Sari, if you two really are for each other, you'll meet again. Decide right now, because the university will only give the special exam until tomorrow" he said.

"Where is our flight?" I asked. I don't want to make Kier felt miserable. I don't want him to miss his chance to be more.

"Tomorrow at 3am"

"Meet me outside in his apartment tomorrow then" I said before I go to my room and cry.

Exactly 7pm I got to Kier's apartment. As soon as he opened the door, I pulled and kissed him fully on his mouth. He suddenly held my waist to support. I continue kissing him until we reached his bed. "Why are you here?" He asked in between our kisses. "I just missed you" and I will. I started to remove his shirt and kissed his jaw down to his neck "baby, calm down" he said huskily. He then change our position, he's now top of me slowly tracing my jaw down to my breast. "Let's do it, baby" I said and just like that, he ripped my blouse and start squeezing my breast alternately while his mouth busy licking and kissing my neck. His kisses was slowly going down to my breast, he started licking and sucking it.

"Ah...f-fuck...baby...ah" I moaned. He let go of my breast and started unbuttoning my jeans. Like a flash, he immediately get rid of it and started kissing my soft spot. I moaned and moaned until I finally cum on his mouth "You're really sweet baby" he said. I unconsciously pulled down his sweat short, leaving only his boxer. His bulge was very evident. "Baby are you sure?" He asked. I nodded. He slowly pulled down his boxer and when I saw his big member standing proudly, my eyes widened. Oh my gosh! He's big! I'm going to touch it but he immediately blocked my hands. "Baby no" he smirked.

He position himself on top of me "You ready?" He asked. I just nodded but the truth is, I'm scared because he's damn too big and I don't think it will fit on my little pussy! Damn! "It hurts but I'll be gentle baby" he said before he held his thick member that slowly entering me. I felt that my whole body ached! "Ah... it hurts" I cried. He just stay inside of me while kissing my tears. Minutes later my body started move but he suddenly stop me and he's started to move slowly in and out. The pain I was feeling earlier was slowly replacing by a pleasure and I'm starting to enjoy it. "Fa-faster, Kier" I moaned. His thrust become faster and deeper after a few minutes we both come and continued making love until I don't know.

I memorized his face for the last time, if leaving you will be the only way to reach you dreams, then I will. I'll make sure that all of your restless night would be paid off. I'm sorry for leaving you, baby. I got no choice and I really hate watching you got devastated so I will do anything for you to become an engineer.

"I love you, more than this lifetime" I whispered and kissed his lips for the last time before I left.