Tears In the Closet

Hur HyunJun and Yoon SanHa

HyunJun blinked his eyes as he broke from his sleep. He pushed the covers of his face and stared at the ceiling.His roommate who was already dressed in faculty uniform,sat on his bed and tied his sneakers.

"Hyun .. you should get ready.aren't you going for the assembly?",asked the roommate with a petit thin voice

HyunJun wiped his face with his hand and rolled over to face the wall so that his roomate stops talking.When he saw HyunJun turn over he immediately stood from his bed to go for the assembly.

"Hyun,you should get up,they might check rooms",he said this standing by the door and noticed that HyunJun didn't even move a little.He shut the door and left . HyunJun uncovered his face as sighed. He has to find a way to tell Jang Eui Soo about this scandal because both their necks are on the blade.He got up and went over to the window.He saw students , moving harpazadly..He thought to himself, that one of those idiots is going to ruin his life and he has to find and stop him before it's too late. He was just about to leave the window and he spotted a tiny little kid..He was carrying a huge backpack.Hyun squinted his eyes to see and then the kid looked at HyunJun s direction, they locked gaze for a moment,It's not certain if the kid could see him but HyunJun saw him clearly."he looks familiar"..The kid broke his gaze from HyunJun s window and continued walking away.Hyunjun continued to look at him as he walked away.Hyunjun was broken from his stare at the kid by a buzz.He turned to look at the source and noticed his screen lit.He walked over to the phone and picked it up from under the covers.

"enjoying the view?" ,

HyunJun almost dropped his phone.He ran over to the window and scouted the view like a vigilante.His pulse started to raise and he was hyperventilating.He stormed over to the bed and clutched himself and covered the sheets over his face. He was having a panic attack , he had always had these but always too proud to admit his weakness. He clutched himself tightly and tried to avoid thinking about the situation.He was getting stressed.

Lee Felix And Cheon SeungHo

Felix rubbed the tears off his eyes.As he sniffed and sniffed more tears kept coming..His whole porcelain face was flustered and redden. Today was supposed to be a happy day and he is already crying in the storeroom for art supplies.He had just arrived for peacesake.. Would anybody die if one of Felix s tears didn't drop for a moment.

He tried to distract himself by reaching for the paint on the top shelf but as he reached more tears kept coming..He was deeply heart broken.

There are times when some people might call him oversensitive, others might say he overreacts but no one ever says that he is over hurting.All they do is judge and compare..

Just yesterday he carried all of Hwang InYoup s bags here and even cleaned his room, a thank you would be nice but what does he do..He completely ignored this

.Felix starved himself to clean his room and he doesn't even care."all he ever thinks about is that stupid year three chemistry girl.If they claim to be in love why didn't she clean his room" , asked Felix , obviously talking to himself, with only the walls listening to the breaking of his heart.

It's true she was treated like some sort of princess by InYoup

After Felix had cleaned the room and sat in the chair to await InYoup, hoping that he would notice and would be over the moon.Felix waited for hours and then as InYoup s roomate rattled the keysat the door ,Felix jumped from the chair thinking it was InYoup.The roomate opened the door and Felix s smile melted into undeniable disappointment.He waited for a few minutes As he was about to leave, InYoup walks in and smiles at Felix who was on the chair.Seeig this display of affection , Felix reacted with a smile only for it to be replaced by a frown when Inyoup s girlfriend stepped into the room behind InYoup. She saw Felix and rolled her eyes.Felix ignored her and turned his attention to InYoup who was quite impressed with the cleanliness of the room.. Felix saw this and his eyes lit up.

"Hyun,what do you think", asked Felix with hopeful eyes

"It's dirty" , interrupted the girl.Everyones eyes turned to her as she said this.

Feeling thier gazes on her,she boastfully said"Look at the dust oh my gosh the smell..In let's leave this place",

" What !"remarked Felix clearly annoyed.

" Babe we just got here", exclaimed InYoup

" And we 're just leaving", interrupted the girl again

"But babe"

"Fine you stay ,"said the girl in an agressive tone

"Okay ..just don't go the room IS really dirty,my roommate will clean it",submissively said InYoup, with that sentence, Felix s eyes returned back to InYoup and he was teary.Once again In is choosing a stranger over him.

Felix quivered as he asked" Hyun.. do you really think it's dirty.."

" Yes,and disgusting too.",the tone of In s voice showed that indeed In had shifted to the girl s side

Felix left the room and as he reached the door he heard that girl say " phew,it was really stuffy in here but it better now",Felix felt his heart sink instantly.he went to his room and forced himself to fall asleep.

So on his way to the assembly,he saw people engaging happily and it reminded him of his wrecked friendship.He immediately stormed to the art room to pour his eyes out.

He recalled everything.he started to imagine what In might have said after Felix left.Probably something like

" the room is not that clean at all" or "that she isn't worthy of being in such a place".the worst of all was when he asked the roomate to reclean the whole place,in front of Felix.Couldnt he atleast wait until Felix left the room, did their friendship mean nothing at all.Of course time and distance change people but Felix and InYoup have been friends since elementary.Things started to change when InYoup was in high school and was getting famous.He started to hang with the like of Hur HyunJun and Jang Eui Soo and completely forgot about Felix but who does he run to when things get worse.Lee Felix...The scapegoat from elementary,the one person who would do anything for him

A buzz woke him from his deep train of thoughts.He reached for his backpocket while still wiping the tears from his face.He looked at the screen .

"Can I come in".

.He looked at the message several times and then he looked at the sender,'Choen SeungHo'..He was confused but not confused..

Was SeungHo standing by the door..He wasn't sure how to react to this statement or curiosity. Whenever SeungHo shows up, Felix never knows how to react but he is fully aware that not reacting to someone s message can he justified to be called rude, but what can he say.Does he want SeungHo in the art lab with him alone.He didn't know what to text back. And then he wrote back

'come into what' ... that's an intelligent answer, Felix smiled at his intellect.He felt childishly satisfied at himself.He even pouted his pink lips.

Another buzz 'yes or no'..

Felix giggled at the message altogether..He replaced the phone in his pocket and left the cabinet to go and check if SeungHo is really waiting by the door..All the way to the door ,Felix was smiling like a girl in love..He touched the metal handle of the door but hesitated to open.A huge bang erupted in his heart,he rubbed the chest while still smiling and he turned the handle to open the door.

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