CHAPTER 2 Start

"YOU HATE YOUR mother so much, you despise your father, and you're cursing the family who adopted you. How fvcked up is that?"

We are eating at a local diner. He's in front of me, eating his pancakes and I'm enjoying my super burger when he suddenly got curious and ask questions.

I look at him while still chewing my big bite and thought why is he suddenly curious about me. What's his deal now? "Why do you suddenly care about my family?" I ask and sip on my pineapple juice.

He's a curious boy so I'm used to his random nonsense questions but this is the first time that he's curious about my family.

He shrugged and took a portion of his food but didn't eat it. "Because you're so intriguing, I told you that before. You have this gloomy atmosphere around you, it's scary and soothing for me."

I huffed. What kind if person who will be soothe by getting scared? "I think you're the fvcked up one. You're a weirdo." I said, confirming his weird mind.

"This is what I get for sleeping with the girl I don't know." He laugh and started eating while I stilled on what he said.

"Do you want to stop sleeping with me?" I ask.

He gave me a nonchalant but playful innocent look. "Tss, I'm not just talking about you. Did you forgot? You're not the only girl I'm sleeping with."

I roll my eyes and continue eating again. Talking with this guy is nonsense, why am I still keeping up with this guy anyway? It's a hardwork.

"Bye the way, do you have a boyfriend?" He ask.

"None." I answered without thinking and looking at him, just continue savoring my food. "How about you, do you have a boyfriend?"

He laugh. "I'm a full blooded male, why asking me that?"

I look up at him without emotion, just savoring the food. "Because you ask me that. And we don't know, you're a pretty boy so you can possibly be a gay."

He huffed and look at me with a smirk but offended gaze. "Are you insulting my manliness? You're just done screaming under me."

I grimace at his remark and look at the girls near our table who's now giving us weird and strange stare while whispering in each other. This guy has no shame.

"Fine, don't mind what I said. Why am I even talking to you again?" I murmured more to myself.

"Tss." He chuckled and eat his food smugly like he just won the conversation.

It's really nonsense bye the way. He's just really has... strange mind.

"Why don't you have a boyfriend? You know it's better to find a boyfriend that you can sleep with a commitment than sleeping with strangers you didn't even know the name."

"Because I'm ugly?" I don't know how to answer him so that's the easiest option to say.

"Pfft. No matter how ugly you are, there's still those sucking perverts who's willing to eat your body."

I grimaced at him. Did he just agree that I'm ugly? And he also said that only sucking p*ssy perverts is the guys who's willing to commit to me. This jerk, seriously. "Why don't you just eat your food and don't disturb me?" I ask suggestively.

"Do you have anyone in mind, perhaps... Are you in love with someone?"

He just really can't shut his mouth.

I sighed and look at him lazily. "Are you so bored?"

He grin so wide. "You got me!" He laugh and eat a spoonful of pancake then look at me with wide grin in his face. "I'm so bored today, my school isn't fun anymore! So, fill me. I know you have so many interesting things in your sleeves."

I shook my head at his childish bratty behavior. He's a rich kid who's wondering around for adventure but by knowing his attitude, he's not just looking for a simple ordinary adventure. He like thrilling and dangerous things, I bet he's doing illegal things for fun.

"Do you hate your life?" I don't know what gotten into me but talking to this stranger is a breathing air.

His brows shot up and he smirk devilishly then lean his face closer to me. "So much than you can imagine." He said in a serious dark deep voice and smiling face.

It's scary. I feel the familiar fast beat of my heart. It says danger and shouting to stay away, but for some abnormal reason, I don't want to listen to it right now.

I smiled and chuckled. I lean to him too to whisper this, "Then we are a pair. I hate my life so much."

"So, that's why." He chuckled happily but you can feel it is hiding a dark meaning. He lean his back on the chair and pouted his lips in a adorable and amused manner. "Are you doing something about it?"

I just smile. You have no idea what am I doing. Honestly... No one has any idea about it. "Are you familiar with... 'it's for me to know and for you to find out'? It's much better if I keep it a surprise." I stand up. I think it's enough time for him. "I enjoy the meal, thanks." I said and turn to walk away but I remember something so I look at him again.

He look back at me. "What?"

"If your school is too boring, find another." I advice and walk away.

I am eating at the cafeteria here at the corner when suddenly there's water pouring in my head. I jumped a little but stay stilled and just feel the water run down to my hair to my body.

I breathe in and breathe out to calm myself. They just won't really stop.

"Oops. Sorry, I thought this black fury thing in your head is your mouth." I heard Catharine said.

I close my eyes to refrain myself from lashing out. I can hear the chatters of the students but I can't understand it because my head is shutting down to what is Catharine is doing. I heard my plate fall on the floor so I open my eyes and look at it.

"What do you want now Catharine?" I ask in a almost whisper voice.

"What?" She grimaced and look at me like I'm a talking dirt. "Are you talking back?"

I look up at her and eyed her friends too but my eyes stop to her. "Why are you doing this?"

"I'm bored." She simply answered and smirk. "I wanna play with my favorite outcast."

We heard a loud bang of something on the floor so we look at the source of the noise. My eyes widens when I saw Terron standing and his chair is laying on the floor. He is here?

"Oh, the knight." Catharine said in a mocking tone. "I heard you had a fight with him, will he save you again this time? That's what I wanted to know."

I look down because I saw Terron look at our direction. No. You shouldn't involve yourself to someone like me.

I heard footsteps. I know it's Terron. I close my eyes and waited and when I heard the door of the cafeteria open and close, I smile. Good choice Terron, good choice.

Catharine laugh so loud so I look at her and I saw her laughing while looking at the cafeteria's double door then she look down at me. "He walk out." She stated.

I inhale and exhale then just look down again while they continue laughing.

"Tss, now you're completely nothing. You're so pitiful, poor Ennaira. Have no friends... you're parents dumped you..."

"Do you have even anyone in your life now? I feel so bad for doing this to you." She put the saucy pasta on my head.

I open my mouth in shock but I can't move even an inch.

Chill Ennaira...

After that incident in the cafeteria I come to the roof too. I stand up at the concrete railing and look down with tears in my eyes.

I wanted to jump.

I have no one. My life is a pity. I am pathetic. No body cares about me. My parents dump me, I have no friends, I don't have anyone with me. Why am I still living in the world that everyone hates me?

I wanna die.

I wanted to die.

I close my eyes and feel the wind hitting my face and blowing my hair. If I took just one step, I will have a very peaceful death. I have a worthless life anyway, why am I still holding onto it?

Why don't just die?

But is this it? My end?

No.

I open my eyes and smile brightly.

"Who am I kidding? Myself?" I ask.

I laugh and put my hands up like I can hold the clouds.

No, I'm not weak like everyone is thinking. I'm pathetic and pitiful, yes. But not weak.

I tilted my head and watch the view below me with a smirk on my face.

My life is a trash and it's a hell, I know. If I'm just a simple teenager I've been dead by now but no, of course not. If I'll die, I will make sure I'll drag everyone to hell with me. Before I die I will make sure that they will feel the hell in my hands.

No one. No one can escape me. No one.

I walk on the hallway with my head held down and I saw some students gathering on the locker area.

"No! That's not true! I didn't do it!" I heard a girl shouting that. "I didn't stole it!"

"Then why is it on your locker?" Catharine's vixen voice.

I finally come closer and I saw Catharine holding a necklace in one of her friend's face.

"I didn't stole it. Believe me Catharine! I really didn't! I don't know why is it there!"

"You liar!" Catharine slap her friend. "I heard your mother is in a trial right now because of your dirty restaurant! Jenny's Restaurant, isn't it? Your mother is going down with you that's why you're stealing things!"

The girl started to cry. "No! That's not true!" She put her hands on her face to stop herself from crying. "No..."

"Tss, let's go girls." Catharine said. "Bye the way, you're kicked out of the team. I don't want to see your ugly face on the cheerleading again."

"That's not true." The girl is still murmuring that.

"She's a thief..." One of the student gossip.

"Hide your things, it might be her next target." One of the boys said and then they laugh.

There are more gossips and whispers about her not just being a thief but being a prostitute for her whims too even they have money but now that their business is down, some students are saying that she will be a prostitute for good now.

After that day, the girl didn't show up in school and a gossip said that she really turned herself into a prostitute because she has this kind of syndrome that she can't live without shopping and etc. And when she showed up in school again, she became an outcast, like me.

I'm reading a book on the bench her at the school park when I saw a girl holding so many books. I watch the girl because I think she will fall because of the books and the way she is heading is rough. I stand up and walk to go to the girl and when I'm closer she stumble on a rock and fall, I tried to get her but I'm too late, she's already on the ground.

"Are you okay?" I ask and help her to stand up.

She chuckled awkwardly. "Yeah, I'm okay. Thank you, I didn't see that rock." She apologize and when she look at me, her eyes rounded. "You're Ennaira!"

I'm taken a back that she know me but I remember that I'm a famous outcast so, I just chuckle that. "Yeah. I'm sorry, I just want to help you but if you don't want it, I'll be back on that bench. Sorry to disturb you."

"No! Uhm..." She look at the books on the ground. "I actually need help, can you help me?"

I smile and nod. "Yeah."

I help her get the books and bring it to the library. I also help her put it on its right places.

"Thank you. Of all the people here you are the only one who help me, it's embarrassing." She said while putting a book on the shelf.

I smile sadly. "I'm sorry, an outcast help you."

"Huh?!" She shouted in horror. "That's not what I meant! I didn't--"

I smile at her soothingly to tell her that it's okay. "I'm used to it, don't worry."

"But that's not really what I meant! What I mean is... I'm one of the girls who's bullying you before. But still you are the only one who helped me. My friends before..." She laugh lightly. "They outcast me, because of a stupid misunderstanding."

My hold on the book tighten and I smile at her. "We are young and immature. I understand you and them, it's fine making mistakes."

"We bullied you." She said in a matter of fact.

I look away from her, still smiling and put the book I'm holding in its right place. "Let's just forget about it."

"So this is the kindness that they are talking about you. You're so kind that it's irritating." She said and get a book at the top shelf.

I laugh and glare at the book in front of me.

You're all so dumb, it's irritating.

I look at her with full happy smile. "Let's forget the past. It's nothing for me but an immature act. Don't worry about it."

"Bye the way, do you know me?" She ask.

Why should I have to know you? "Uh..." I shook my head and smile sheepishly. "I'm sorry, I'm not informed. You're not telling me your name while you're hurting me, right?"

She grimaced and guiltily look away. "Let's forget the past. My name is Shirly Smith from class C. You are Ennaira Alistair right?"

I nod with a small smile. "I'm from class B."

"Yes, I know. You have the same class as Catharine and Selena. They hate you so much, I think you already know that but... do you know why?"

I smile bitterly. "I hope I know so I have an idea why they are doing this to me. Why are you all doing this to me..."

She look away agaim. "I'm helping them because I want to be their friend, one of the popular. I like it. And about bullying you, we find it funny but in Catharine's case, I think she have other reason."

"Figures." I put the last book on the shelf and bow my head to her. "You don't have to thank me for this, I like books. I'll go now. Good luck on your mother's trial and your restaurant."

"Thanks. It's all that blogger's fault! She report it and post it in media." She said angrily.

"Oh?"

"Yeah. It started with her. She made the simple accident a big deal."

"That's terrible."

"And I don't know who stole Catharine's necklace and put it on my locker! I swear I didn't steal it!"

"I know."

She stilled and look at me. Confusion is written in her face. "You know?"

I nod. "Yes."

"How? Tell it to Catharine!"

"Do you think she will listen to the outcast she hates?"

Her expression falls down and she look at the floor hopelessly. "Then what can I do? She's not listening to me too. Whatever I say, she's turning it down."

"I saw Selena did it. I thought it's nothing but thinking about it, I think she's putting something inside your locker that time."

"What?!"

I look down and regret saying anything. "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said anything. Forget what I said." I said and quickly walk to go.

"That b*tch!" She scream.

I smirk and laugh triumphantly inside my head.

I'm starting with this stupid btches in this University.

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