Sinfully Pleasured

SYSOPSIS

Ennaira Allistair, always getting bullied at school but she still help others who needed help. Famous for being the outcast punching bag of popular cheerleaders and very kind, but Ennaira isn't the person she seems to be.

Lying, pretending, and manipulating. She's unpredictable, smart, and cunning. When you thought you're superior, you're actually inferior. She holds all the situation well and she never lost.

She's kind? She does kind things but... not really.

So she's mean? No. She's the worst, her kind of evil can't describe.

Playing on people's mind and twisting the truth and lies, you think you win? You're getting played.

But her game will be disturbed when the stranger she knew (her sex buddy) for long time, started to get curious about her and enter her life. Lyonnaire Hiro Knightley is dangerous and as evil as her and whatever he wants, he will get, and he wanted to know about Ennaira's life.

Unexpected circumstances; Lyon confess about his long deep feelings for Ennaira, he wanted to change her and make her love him and even though he doesn't like Ennaira's doing or plans, he's always still there for her, helping her, and doing what she ask him to do.

Ennaira fall in love with him but problems came, she needs to do what she have to do and then leave everything behind, run and don't go back. She will left him and forget about him, but maybe fate is really not with her to begin with. Why?

Because the first guy that she ever feel love and love, came into her life again but this time, as her half brother.

Lyon is his biological father's son to his real wife.

"What a coincidence indeed, or is it destiny?" He ask.

"No. Fate just really hate me." She answered.

On top of all. His confession about love his love for her, the things he told her, and all the things he have done for her, she discovered that it's all a show. She is not the only one have a mental disorder, Lyon Knightley is a psycho. He just played with her because she's interesting, so everything, and his feelings for her, is a play.

He is as evil as her? No. He is worst than how evil she is.

And to top it all, his mother is the root of her suffering.

The only person that she ever feel love and love is a fake too. She changed because she thought she finally have the emotions to feel human-like, not a sociopath anymore, but found out it's a fake. Now what is true and what is lie.

How can you prove to yourself that your feelings is sincere when the love that you feel is not real?

How can you say you're in love if you are used to feel fake emotions?

How can you love someone if love doesn't really exist in your world?

How... can something be true to you... if you're a fake?

How will you fix your life if you're a sinful mistake that didn't deserve to be forgiven?

Torn in continuing her revenge or let it go.

She doesn't want to live anymore.

What is love?

Lie.

How can you love other person if you don't know how to love yourself?

How can you love yourself, if you don't really know yourself?

"We are only driven by this sinful pleasure between us. Love? It's all lust. You don't even know what is love, I don't too. So let's just forget everything and be sinful, stop thinking you love me when you don't know how to love me. Word and actions, if you're not sincere, it's nothing." I said with tears flowing from my eyes.

"Do you have to know what is love to feel it? If that's the case, no one in this world can love each other, because no in this world knows what love is. It's a feeling Enra, a feeling you failed to notice because your mind is clouded by evil things in this world... let me hold you, and hear my heartbeat, then tell me why this is only beating this hard and fast when you're around."

So many lies and secrets, they are all still imprisoned in the past. Victims in the present. How can they break the blood chains that is holding them?

The secret from the past can free them... or break them.

What will you choose?

Freedom or Love?

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