When I got to sleep, it was strange because I had a dream about the exact day when Jackson proposed to me.

I picked up everything I need for today's event. Jackson will shoot a reality TV show named "We Got Married." Although I'm pretty against it, I couldn't tell him that because I support him and he's doing pretty good lately.

The We Got Married Episode one of this started 4 months ago and it's pretty famous for having their best chemistry together making the other couples in this reality a nobody compares to Jackson and Lumi.

At first, I feel bothered about it. But now, I can see that Jackson is just really dedicated to his job and who am I to make a fuss about it?

I went inside my car and drove my way to the house where Jackson and Lumi are taking their show for today.

They are basically living together but at night, they have to leave the set and go home and will just go back if needed.

When I got there, they are already starting. Leah waves her hand to me and points the seat beside her as if telling me that I should go and sit beside her.

We've grown pretty close to each other the moment I started dating Jackson. Maybe because she thinks that I am not the bad girl that she thinks I am.

Chloe is busy preparing to be called in case she needs to give Jackson some retouch. But I think Jackson doesn't need that anymore because he's just too good to even without makeup.

"You're late," Leah whispered on my ears when I am already sitting beside her. I tried to smile at her but she only rolled her eyes and look at Jackson and Lumi who's laughing together.

They are talking about their ideal types right now. I don't know who gave them the script but I heard that they really need to give their real ideal type.

"I like girls with a great smile," said Jackson as he puts the pillow on his lap. Lumi then showed a warm smile and tries to look at him.

"Really? Is that why you like me?" She started teasing him making Jackson laugh a bit.

"Yeah..." he said sincerely. I mean... he looks so serious when he said those words that I almost believed that it's not acting anymore.

But I know that maybe that's just part of the script or he just wants the viewers to think that everything's real.

I licked my lower lip. Gulping, trying to calm me, and not to think much about it.

I saw Leah looking at me and I just tried to keep a straight face. I don't mind this. It's already been four months and they are just acting for Pete's sake! Why wouldn't I be jealous though?

He's my boyfriend and he loves me. I'm pretty sure that he knew I'm also watching him right now.

But sometimes I feel hurt thinking that Lumi is very beautiful and intelligent. She's pretty famous too, she's a singer-actor making her admired by everyone.

Her voice is soothing and she acts pretty well.

"You're making my heart flutter," said Lumi before she looks away, trying to cover her face with her palms.

"I like girls with long hair," I look at my hair and I got pretty long hair.

Oh, see. He's even describing as his ideal type. I felt relieved and just calm myself sitting there.

"Someone who's got a pretty soothing voice," I remember that Jackson once told me that my voice is soothing and he likes listening to it.

I bit my lower lip, feeling my heart is already fluttering.

"You got a pretty high standard," said Lumi as she removes her hand on her face.

"You're my standard, Lumi..." said Jackson making me feel like I am suddenly crash by a ten-wheeler truck.

Lumi stares at him with nothing but seriousness as she parted her lips. "You're the person I am describing right now, my ideal type..." he said in a raspy tone making my heartbreak into pieces.

You know that I watching right now, Jackson, right?

I know that it's probably just a part of the script but my heart is aching to watch them right now. I just want to leave.

"Cut!" Said the Director because Lumi couldn't say anything anymore. She's just staring at Jackson, the same goes with Jackson. They are just staring at each other as if they are communicating through their eyes.

I saw Chloe looking at me before she got called by Leah to give Jackson a retouch.

I gulped hard and stood up and started leaving the set. I need some fresh air, being inside the house is suffocating and I feel like my heart's about to explode because of this jealousy.

I am already walking when suddenly someone grabs my hand and pulled me making me turn my back and look at the person who pulled me.

"Kia..." he said in a soft tone as he looks at me with those pretty brown eyes. "I'm sorry," he said as he bit his lower lip.

What does he mean by that? Why is he apologizing to me?

"Why?" I asked, confused. Although I am feeling jealous right now. I don't think he has something to be sorry about because it's not his fault.

He's just doing his job. It's not as if he meant everything he said.

"I thought that you maybe got jealous of what I said..." he rubbed his nape and looks at me apologetically.

"No, it's fine, Jackson," I said and tried to smile. But my smile slowly faded away and my eyes started becoming blurry. Thinking that it honestly hurts even if it's just an act.

"Love," he said and tried to wipe my tears but I shove his hand away from me and shook my head.

"I'm fine..." I tried to say but I'm already starting to cry. I'm not fine, I keep saying it's fine as long as we're dating.

But the frustration of not receiving any text messages or even a call from him makes me feel like this.

I don't even know if he still loves me or what. I don't know, I just feel so hurt right now.

I want to just stop thinking that everything's fine when honestly it's not. I'm hurt, I'm getting tired of this.

"Maybe we should just break up, Jackson," I said and look away. My tears won't stop falling and I can feel my heart breaking every second that I think that maybe this is the last time we will see each other because I won't have the face anymore to face him again.

"Kia," he called me, and when I raised my head. I saw him holding a box. He slowly opens it. "I don't want to break up with you... I'm sorry, love that you have to feel that way. But I'm serious about you." He slowly kneels in front of me making my eyes widened.

"Kia, I love you..." my tears fell from my cheeks and I covered my mouth with a hand. "Will you marry me?"