I Locked her in the room not because of her going out but when i heard that she loved someone else it hurt me . I know i have kidnapped her and she doesn't like me but now she is my wife and she has to accept it . This is the rule .And i didn't kidnap her from her home . She was herself eloping and i just took her here . She is young and intelligent . And a fighter also. i have to keep an eye on her. when i saw her glancing at the men while training my blood boiled. i was commanding them when Aslam , smirked by looking at her. i just completed the training. i searched for her in the room but didn't find her. i thought she escaped. But when i saw the scene in front of my eyes, i wanted to kill every man.

I know that Aslam was staring her when i brought her here . And not only he but everyone was surprised when in the next morning after marriage i told them that she was a virgin. A beautiful girl like her is pure. I loved the feeling of her touched by me only. I don't like this place . It is like living in a slum . And that girl Maria , she is too clever . She will tell her everything about me . About how i have killed many people .

My Aruhi is innocent . I love the fear in her eyes for me . She should be afraid of me . I love the way her hair covered my face when she turned around in fear very fast . Although she is thin but she has got naturally good breasts. Her hazel eyes, her smooth white skin and my lips on her every inch is what i want for the rest of my life. I want her to understand that she has to live with me now . I am her dreams, desires, family , friends , happiness, and everything. Her touch is satisfying and i want her to be close to me every second...

I have a plan for us . I will take her away from this place to our home where she will only see , hear , feel and love me . We will have a family soon . She reminds me so much of my past , the past which made my nights sleepless. She is the medicine to my sanity. I used to wander everywhere but now i want to settle for her..

But i won't let her know about my liking towards her . i don't know even if i love her or not. but if there is something between us it is

my obsession..

But she has not eaten anything . And i m here . I have to go . She must be waiting for me and then i have to start packing .