In the morning, i woke up and found him perfectly dressed and ready to go for the training. He was wearing a black shirt and looked at me with a smile .'' so u have waken up . i m going for the training . After that i will give u the rules and terms of living with me . I m the chief and u r my wife . So u have to be disciplined .'' he reached the door and turned" i hope you don't like iron chains."
Then he went out . I stood up and went to the almirah .i picked a yellow dress and went for a bath . After that i started cleaning the room. There were papers and files . I noticed a blue one . i opened it and there were his passports and visa . Then i got to know his name ''EMRAAN KHURRAM'' . His age was 22 years . I then closed it and kept it in the shelf . I washed his shirts and pants . They were so untidy . after doing all this, i thought of arranging the apartment to keep the negative thoughts away. The dining table was just as a showpiece. no one eats here. i get the food in the hall and he , i don't know. i cleaned the kitchen . there was nothing. in the shelves, pile of papers was thrown.
After finally making the place more comfortable to live in, i drank some water.
I sat on the closed window side . I was missing my mom so badly . Why did she go away leaving me alone in this brutal world? Why did i also not die ? Tears rolled from my eyes. but Maria came . she saw me crying and hugged me . it gave me comfort . She was like my elder sister . She was so beautiful . Her blue eyes suited perfectly with her blonde hair .
She always had a smiley face . She then asked me the reason of my crying. I didn't tell her . she already had her problems . She told me that her son had gone with his father on the training spot. We went out to have lunch .
"So, what is this group all about? i mean what they want? do they want to show their religion superior to others or what?" i asked her
"no. Religion is nothing . Actually they follow no religion. you can see diversity here. every religion and race is here. they are just somehow depressed or have been isolated from the world. " she shrugged her head confusingly.
we were heading towards the corridor but suddenly a voice stopped us.
''mom!'' A boy of 5 or 6 years was calling .
'' Atif , u have come my child . wait i m coming . I have to go . Actually he is a child but no one here understands this . It is so hot out . and he was there for 3 hours . you can freely walk in the whole place . okay bye'' She said and went in her room
I walked in the corridor with hesitation . I got to know that there were so many rooms there and the place was so large . I saw a fountain and walked towards it . but suddenly i heard someone whistling .
''It seems that she has rejected the proposal of her kidnapper and has come for us here . '' A man said.
He then came close to me and was just going to touch me then we heard someone .
''HEY U . DON'T U DARE TO TOUCH HER . SHE IS MY WIFE .'' Emraan shouted
''SORRY CHIEF . I DIDN'T KNOW IT'' The man said and left
Emraan came close to me and grabbed me by my arm . He was filled with anger and took me the room .and locked it . He sat on the chair and was staring at me . I was feeling uncomfortable so started looking away ..
He came in front of me and held my chin and said,'' What the hell were u doing there? U don't know the BOUNDARIES . who told u to go there?''
''I didn't know about that i m sorry . i will never go there again.'' I said
''women are allowed to move freely in the inner building only not at the front gate . u got it?''
''Yes '' I replied. This was when he finally noticed the surrounding . he looked around the whole place. And opened the closet . he checked all the files and papers. and closed it.
" you did a good job. " he smiled while looking at me . his gaze shifted to my mouth. he pointed me to come to the bed. i slowly went towards him. he held my hand.
" if you will follow my rules, i won't hurt you. " his hands roamed all over my back . and he came closer. His lips were just inches away from mine.
" rules. " i whispered. he opened his eyes. and raised a brow.
" in the morning you said .." i felt my palms were wet from the sweat.
" oh. yes. there are not so many. But here is the list. " he opened a drawer and took out a paper. he had them printed!
i read the rules which were: 1) Never try to leave your husband.
2) Always follow rule no. 1
3)Don't you dare think about any other guy
4) I don't want any child.( for now..)
i looked up to see him watching me. i placed the paper on the table. the fourth one gave me some hope .
" do you agree?" he asked . i nodded.
" you are really so good. girls don't easily agree here. i have heard it from other men. i am glad you follow my rules." he went for a shower.
have i really given up? but i can't say anything when he comes closer to me. i am really scared of him . i know he can anything. and i don't want to reduce my energy . i have to conserve it. for that one chance that will lead me to my freedom.