I am with Me

She was silent like silence, her face was full with so much explainable emotions, her heart was filled with so much indescribably feeling, lots of unspoken words are stuck on her tongue, her eyes were glued on the marble floor, the entire toilet is silent with her. And for now in this moment she was just thinking.

Thinking about past, the past who filled with failure, she didn't understand how can she say this to the world that what she was in real.

The world thought that she is winner but only she knew how much Big looser she was, today they saying her come to the stage and share your struggles and this victory with world as she won the great music award. But what she can share with world that she has so many failures in past, she was dumb student and get insult daily in class and being bullied so many times, what she said to them that her parents were never support her they never ever felt proud on her she never saw them on results days, their seats ware empty as because she got promoted pass always, they were so proud on their other kids, her siblings always try to realize her that she is weak, looser than them she can never beat them even in sports, she never have friends, a bullied child who was always cried into the lock bathroom and live silent, after that who wants to be friends with her, she fell in love with the person who never accept her love, he wants a beautiful intelligent girl not a clumsy oaf.

How can she say this to world that all she has was just a loneliness. No one was with her, when she completed her graduation in English with low grades no one wished her, she was facing a hard time for seeking a job but she got lost, when her degree didn't support her than she go with her talents, she started making song her first song "love is missing" was the flopped the all she received was criticism like always. And than she started returned to world all those behavior which they give her, she never ever have someone she was alone like always and than her music gonna be hit with lots of criticism and trolling and now today she is winner and they want her to share her journey with them.

She closed her eyes tightly and take deep breaths and than she opened her eyes she stand up and move towards the stage. to share everything with them."but there's one major thing in her story that, she never give up...she always have believe on herself, there is definitely a purpose of her creation, when the entire world left her alone that time she was stay with herself"...

She come to stage in front of everyone she saw her parents were sitting there smiling, huge crowd of fans she smiled to the world and say...

"I was always with me and i am"... said with smile.

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