Sarah.

I was so tensed and doomed at this point I had looked for her everywhere I still could not find her anywhere. I had the letter with me, and I did not know how to react on this.

How can she... That guy loved her so much. She too was so madly in Love with him then how could she just. Damn what the hell do I do. Should I inform all or should I just run away. I have never been in a situation like this what would I do what would anyone do what will happen if this is all out. I was going insane thinking of the reactions I could get.

Why? Why the hell did I get this letter, if it was anyone else, they could have handled this situation way better than me. Whom should I tell this about first?

These are the times when my brains officially stop working it be like, ‘nope not gonna happen, no thinking here’. Only and only if I could make all these thoughts running in head turn into a physical object, I could get these kinds of thought out of my head and hit them so hard that it would be lying on the floor bleeding. I looked at the floor and saw a paper lying there, I went ahead to pick that up and thought that Amber would have brought this whole place down if she knew this room wasn’t clean.

Amber, yes Amber I can talk to her she should be the first person to know about this, after all Olivia was her daughter. without further ado I quickly ran to talk to Amber before my mind would create other all useless things out of this very situation. As soon as I entered the stupid musician guy played the music that they were supposed to play on Olivia’s entry. How can they not make difference between the bride and bride’s maid? And the fact that the music was playing people would expect the bride walking right behind me. At this situation could not wave my hands in air and yell, ‘hello this isn’t the bride’.

Oh, good great God that sounded to mean how can I even think of all these things in the midst of the hassle. I’m such a disgusting person. No no no this was not about me now this is something major, and something that needs immediate attention. The musician however understood that the bride isn’t coming any time soon and he stopped the music bring me relief.

I quickly ran to Amber she was sitting in the front row. I glanced at Michael who was looking at me back. I quickly looked down as I could not face him, not with the thoughts as to what will happen later when he knew all this. That very thought got shivers in my body.

I went on to Amber and said, "she is not there", Amber looked at me and she was all confused I handed her the letter and once she read that, she immediately stood and looked at the crowd and slowly muttered, “so many people” she said while taking a deep breath she immediately walked out of the room, she walked as fast as she could, and I stood there looking at Michael and thinking how he would react on all this. I could not imagine his reaction and the only thing I did was, I started walking behind Amber.

On our way to Olivia's room we heard Michael calling out for Amber. He quickly walked pass me and spoke to Amber. He had no idea about what was going on. Amber did not want any hassle so she asked Michael to get inside so we could talk. Meanwhile Taylor was in the room with us, he entered when Michael was reading the letter written by Olivia. While he read that letter, he seemed all lifeless. After some time of silence, we had Mr. and Mrs. Smith who joined us, that was when they understood that Olivia was gone.