Chapter 10

Jack

Holy shit, that's him right there! Okay, Jack! Wipe the drool from the corner of your mouth. Knowing that he is my client shocked me! I was freaking out, I could only be, or rather, delirious. How could I have imagined that Ralph's friend and the Iceman were the same person? For God's sake, this man is definitely a cat! Now seeing him like this, near me, is a delicious torture, I can't touch him. Lord in heaven, help me, for this will not be an easy mission! All right, breathe, be a good girl, don't touch him, and don't act like a teenage girl with her hormones in overdrive.
          I was still in shock, fate had to be joking.
If someone had told me that the delicious ogre in the elevator would be my future protégé, I would have said that this was a bad joke! 
React, my child, wake up from this trance!
- says my inner voice.
         My body felt like it was on fire, and I wasn't pure, and I knew very well what sex was!
It could only be lack, that's it! My breathing calms down and I decide to go home. Nothing better than a shower to help me at that moment.  I arrive home and am greeted by my Estrelinha, I pick her up in my lap while she licks me. 
- My love, Mommy was kissed so intensely!
 - I comment. I need to take a shower to calm my body down, but first of all I needed to call Ralph. It would not work with Alex, even more after the kiss we exchanged. I grab my cell phone and call him, but it was disconnected. At the very least, Ralph must have been fucking his secretary Barbie. Since he was busy, I go to take my shower. As I take off my clothes, I look at myself in the mirror, I'm no "Miss Universe", I'm chubby everywhere.  There are men who measure me up and down, wanting to be with me, and there are others who look down on me because I don't have certain standards of beauty.  I am left with a serious problem, well stirred by that kiss. I loosen the braid of my hair, turn on the shower, get under it and feel all the tension I have been through going away as the water falls on my back, making me more relaxed! I finish my shower and head to my room.
         I change, put on a comfortable baby-doll.
Today I didn't have to go to the barracks. Thank God! I wanted to be alone. Sometimes I felt very lonely. I was never a flirtatious woman, I was always very quiet. I am that friend who sees her friends getting married and having children and it never bothered me, but today I felt a little jealous of them. My goodness!  
Am I going crazy?
It can only be. That wonderful kiss moved me too much. Soon I will be imagining us married, living the 'happily ever after!' Although I don't believe, or rather, used to believe in this business of falling in love. This was not for me. Or was it? - I need to eat some Brigadeiro! - I speak to myself and go to the kitchen, where I get a spoon from the drawer, open the refrigerator door, take out the pan of brigadeiro and finish myself. 
         That's what I needed, chocolate is a holy medicine.
I am already on my third spoonful when I hear the ringing of the doorbell. Who interrupts my fattiness? - I think and scream. I feel like crying.
- Coming.
- I shout and put the pan back in the fridge, throwing the spoon into the sink.
- It must be some neighbor wanting to disturb me.
I don't even look in the magic eye and open the door wide. And who is there? none other than Alex, Mr. Irresistible Ice, right there at my door!
- Aren't you going to invite me in?
- he says, measuring me from top to bottom. He was undressing me with his gaze. 
- What are you doing here?
- I ask roughly, not letting him in.
- We need to talk," he says, looking at me intensely, and I try to look away from his gaze.

- About what?
- I play dumb.
- About what happened in the elevator," he points, pushing the door open and entering my house.
 
- As far as I know, nothing happened!
- I lie with a straight face.
- Oh, no!
Don't you remember moaning while I pressed you against the elevator wall? 
- Actually, no...
- As soon as I finish saying that he pulls me into his arms, taking my face.  
- How about refreshing your memory?
- he whispers.
          He kisses me again and my body erupts.
Who am I to complain about being kissed twice and by this man who knows how to kiss a woman. His mouth was like sin and I was loving kissing him.

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